Author's note: konnichiwa minna-san, as you can see this is my new fic. The ending song of Ayashi No Ceres inspires the title. It's an e+t and maybe some s+s. but anyways this fic is dedicated ALL THE READERS OF cELESTIAL LOVE (NOTE: THIS FIC iSN'T CONNECTED TO cELESTIAL LOVE), hope ya like it. On with the fic. 8-)

Disclaimer: I don't own CCS.

Cross my heart

Prologue

Eriol's POV

I looked up to the sky. The blue sky was darkening. Some raindrops start to fall, getting my face and lenses wet. I took my lenses off and placed it in my pocket. The drizzle started to get heavier, I dare not move from the spot I was sitting. I remember the time when you found me soaked in the rain, you scolded me again and again. You were very worried then. I wonder if you found me here in the park, soaked again, would you care? Of course you would, I'm your best friend after all. But maybe sometimes I wish you would treat me like your lover. I'm so silly how can I think of such things. You already have a boyfriend I remember. Back to the part if you find me here.

Would you take me home and cook my favorite soup?

Would you care to tuck me safely in bed like you did before?

Would you love me as a lover and not your best friend?

Questions I know what the answer were when I knew that you loved me. Now I'm at lost.

Why?

Because you love someone else.

Maybe if I returned your feelings before maybe you would return it now. I'm talking nonsense here; I don't even have the guts to tell you how much you mean to me. I know I should tell you, but I'm scared I might lose you. I know I should be honest to my feelings like you were. Still… maybe I'm brave as you claimed. Maybe I'm charming like you said I was that if I used my charm on my crush she would fall in love with me, but if I used it on you would you? Would you fall in love with me? Maybe I'm the all-powerful half Reincarnation of Clow Reed. However, I also have weaknesses. I'm weak against you. Whenever you smile, my knees feel weak. When you are close, I feel dizzy just smelling your sweet scent. Your eyes are like the most beautiful jewels in the world and no jewel in the world can compete against them. Your beautiful, angelic voice lulls me into sleep no artist in the world can match you. I just wish that you would love me again. Maybe if that guy would have not come. Maybe you would still be mine. Nevertheless, if that guy never came my feelings for you will not be awakened. So maybe if he never came nothing could've changed. You would still be my best friend. I would not be found here sitting in the rain. Reminiscing.

Everything changed when he came that day, that day 3 months ago….

Author's note: Ha, ha! I know a cliffhanger. Hope ya all loved the prologue, coz I sure did enjoy writing it I'm sure you all know who Eriol is pertaining to except the guy. Please r+r I would really appreciate it!