Author's note: I'm sorry I didn't now what happened in the last chapter. I promise I'll make this better. Thanks anyway for the r+r
Disclaimer: I don't own CCS and Beautiful alone
Cross my heart
Truth
Chased by this tickling clock,
But today I'll forget everything ---
(For) I'll go on living...
I'm so dumb sometimes. I expect Tomoyo to be considerate on my feelings, when I didn't even care about hers. I remember everything so clear. That day, that day Tomoyo told me her feelings....
"I'm guessing that you like someone," Eriol said mischievously
Tomoyo blushed "What are you talking about? How can I like someone?" Tomoyo defended
"I can see that you are quite defensive" Eriol replied smirking evilly
"Huh?! Of course not!" Tomoyo said quickly
Eriol looked up to the sky "You know I can see through you, you can't lie to me" Eriol said softly
'You can't see my feelings' Tomoyo thought "And what are you trying to say?" Tomoyo asked
"Who's the lucky guy" Eriol asked straightly
Tomoyo raised an eyebrow "you're too straightforward" Tomoyo said
"Come on, tell me" Eriol pleaded, with puppy eyes
'Always that look he knows I can't resist it, but...' Tomoyo thought sighing
"Are you going to tell me?" Eriol asked happily
"No, not a chance" Tomoyo replied
Eriol pouted "Come on you gotta tell me, I told you bout Aya"
"Are you that close already?" Tomoyo asked
"I'm dreaming about it" Eriol replied
Tomoyo sighed 'I can't tell him'
I continued pursuing Tomoyo, but to no avail, I didn't succeed.....
"Tomoyo-chan! Eriol-kun!" a shrill voice shouted
Eriol and Tomoyo turned around to see who was shouting. They both smiled, it was Sakura with Syaoran trailing shortly behind.
"Sakura-chan, Li-kun!" Tomoyo shouted back waving
Sakura and Syaoran caught up with them
"Hey what are both of you talking about?" Sakura asked
"I was just pursuing Tomoyo on telling me who her crush is" Eriol replied
Sakura and Syaoran raised an eyebrow and looked at Tomoyo who was looking around.
"You're such a baka" Syaoran said
"Syaoran-kun" Sakura chided
"Fine fine, Gomen" Syaoran growled
"You're forgiven" Eriol replied smiling triumphantly
Both Sakura and Syaoran knew about Tomoyo's feelings, but thought it would be nicer if Tomoyo said it herself.
"Oh I should get going now, I plan on cooking tonight" Tomoyo said
They looked at Tomoyo weirdly
"Why the heck would you cook, when you have maids" Eriol asked
"I..uh...Okasa is home tonight...dakara.." Tomoyo tried explaining
"Oh" All three of them said
"Ok I better get going ja!" Tomoyo said walking away slowly
"Ok ja!" all three of them said
I realized that Tomoyo was just avoiding the question. But she was forced to tell me anyway shortly....
"Tomoyo-chan you should've told him?!" Sakura shouted on the phone
"Demo Sakura you know how hard it is" Tomoyo replied
"You've just got to tell him before it's too late" Sakura said
"It's already way too late" Tomoyo replied sadly looking out the window
Sakura sighed "I know Tomoyo but he just need to know" she said softly
Tomoyo sighed "I guess so..."
"So does that mean you're going to tell him?" Sakura asked
"Do I have a choice?" Tomoyo asked
Sakura smiled "No"
That night Tomoyo called me. She asked me to meet her at the park. She said she was going to tell me something important. And that was her feelings..
"Tomoyo what's so important, that can't wait till tomorrow?" Eriol asked
Tomoyo took a deep breathe in "I need to tell you, that I....I..."
"I what?" Eriol asked impatiently
"I think I'm in love with you" Tomoyo replied
"Is this some kind of joke?" Eriol asked his eyes wide
Tomoyo's eyes turned misty "No I'm serious, cross my heart" she said sincerely
"I'm sorry Tomoyo but I don't feel the same you know that and besides you're not yet sure of your feelings" Eriol said softly
Tears started to fall slowly down Tomoyo's cheeks. She looked down, so her violet tresses hid her eyes. Eriol held her hand, but she pulled them away. Muttering some lame excuse, she started to run she ran as fast as she could, not even caring where she arrived. She just wanted to get away from Eriol as far as possible.
Tomoyo was so dreary, and what. I even wanted her to deny her feelings. And now I just want her to love me again like she did before...
You and my loneliness
Weighs down on me like a kiss,
And we start to notice that pain ---
That beautiful parting taking over, I think...
Author's note: There it's all done, I mean the chapter. Do you know how hard to put my story together? Oh well please don't forget to r+r, ja!
