*A/N: Hey guys! Well, 5 days to Wrestlemania!!! I can't wait to see it! Look at this: May 2nd, WWE in Ontario, May 3rd, WWE in Ontario, May 4th, WWE in Fredriction, New Brunswick, May 5th, Raw in Halifax and Wrestlemania Revenge in Sydney, and finally May 6th, Smackdown in Halifax. What a schedule! And, I'm 2 hours away from Sydney, and 3 hours away from Halifax!!! Yay me!! LoL! N-E-Ways, I'm home sick today from school, so I can type this up for you!

Looking back, reading it over, I just realized that I forgot a couple of things! In these first chapters and the next few, I'm going to be doing it as diary entries. The girl, Kate, is going over what happened 5 years ago, then she's going to work up to the present time. One more thing:

Disclaimer: I don't own anybody in this story except for Kate, who is me and Julie...well, actually she's my friend so she owns herself. LoL! I wish I owned Jeff tho....Lucky Beth, lucky Vince...I DIDN'T MEAN IT THAT WAY!!! LoL! But seriously, Beth is lucky....

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iApril 7th, 2003i

Dear Diary,

Well, he came back. Jeff and him won another tag-team title. I wish I could've been there for them. Gil was sick so I decided to stay with him for awhile. He just had the flu, but the doctor wanted him to stay in bed until he got better.

When Matt came home, I was so happy to see him. He ran to me and lifted me in his arms. We kissed and went into the house. That night, he had planned a romantic dinner. There were candles lit everywhere around the room with red roses and petals on every surface. There was a delicious dinner cooked. White wine, strawberries dipped in chocolate and a chicken and vegetable stir-fry. There was a rose in a glass vase on the table. We sat down and ate.

After we ate, Matt came over to me. He went down on one knee and pulled out a little black box.

"Kate," he said, "I love you so much. I have for the longest time. Will you marry me?" I had tears in my eyes.

"Of course I will!" I jumped in his arms and kissed him. He slid the ring onto my finger. It was a 5-carat square diamond set on a platinum sliver band. It was beautiful, very beautiful. There was an inscription on the inside, "To K, Love M, 4-ever". I had news for him too, but I decided to wait. We wanted to wait and tell everyone we were engaged later.

Now that I think about it, if we had told everyone right away, maybe we wouldn't be apart now, and maybe we would. I don't know. All I know is that if I could turn back time, I wouldn't have gotten mad at him. I would've let him explain and maybe he would let me explain.

Now I can tell you don't understand a word I'm saying, I'll explain.

The next day, we were planning on telling them at the club that night. Then something happened that I'll never forgive her for.

Lauren was a new Diva. She went as Jewelz. I knew Andrew Martin (Test) hated me. Lauren came up to me that night, saying how good Matt was in bed. I was shocked. That no good bastard! I went to Matt's locker room and stormed in. The people in there just looked at me, most with hate in their eyes, others with disbelief.

"What the hell were you thinking?!" I yelled at him.

"What was I thinking? What were you thinking?! Cheating on me with Andrew?!" Matt yelled back. By now the locker room was crowded with all the superstars.

"What?! I would never do that to you!" I was even more shocked. He believed Andrew over me. I knew that Andrew caused this mess. He just didn't want me to be happy. He was happy with Stacy Keibler. Or so I thought.

"What?!" Stacy had just walked into the room, hearing us yelling down the hall.

"Stacy, I swear, I didn't sleep with Andrew!" I hoped someone would believe me.

"I know Kate, I believe you. Unlike some people in here." She said looking pointedly at Amy and Trish. I went over to hug her. That's when she felt the small bulge in my stomach. She looked at me, her eyes went to my stomach and I nodded. She gave me that look that meant "We need to talk".

Lauren came in then, and walked over to Matt, and threw her arms around his neck.

"So Matt, I see you're all mine now!" She smiled at him. Matt was shocked, as well as everyone else in the room.

"What?!" He asked surprised.

"Oh yeah, Matt, how was your day, or should I say night, with Lauren?" I said.

"You would believe her over me?!" He said.

"Why not, you didn't believe me." I shot back. "Oh, Matt, I almost forgot, here's your ring back." I took off my engagement ring and threw it at him. The room was once more shocked into silence.

"No, you can keep it, I don't want it." He threw the ring back to me. I turned and walked out the door with Stacy following me. She turned me around and seen the tears running down my face.

"Kate, does he know you're pregnant?" she asked.

"No, I was going to tell him tonight when we got back to the hotel." I replied.

"Oh Kate." She pulled me into a hug. "How far along are you?"

"Uh, about three months." I said.

"So, what are you going to do now?" She asked.

"I don't know, but I'm moving out of Matt's place so I guess I'm getting an apartment." I said.

"Hey, I got an idea!"

"What?"

"If you want Kate, you can move in with me, I got enough room." She said. I laughed, enough room? Her house had six bedrooms!

"Are you sure? I mean, if you don't want me to..."

"Kate, if I didn't want you to move in with me, I wouldn't have asked." She always had a smart comment.

"Alright"

That day, we started moving my things into her house. She broke up with Andrew that night. We had lots of sleepover-style make up parties. We would do mud masks , nails and make up. It was a lot of fun. One month later, I hadn't heard anything from my old friends. I was upset but I knew they didn't care about me anymore.

Three months after the break-up, I was six months pregnant. I found out that I was going to have a little girl. Stacy still worked for the WWE, but now, instead of being a manager, she was a true Diva, working in all kinds of matches. We got closer now that I had moved in with her. When she went on the road, I usually stayed home. I went once thought. It was a lot of fun. She introduced me to Mark Calloway (Undertaker), Glenn Jacobs (Kane) and Shane Helms (Hurricane) and his girlfriend Julie. Julie seems really nice. I hope we can be friends soon.

I came up with a name for my daughter, Aaliyah Danielle. Aaliyah is Arabic for beautiful and Danielle, well, because I just like that name.

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A/N: Whew! That is a long one too! It only took me an hour to type up. Haha. To Julie, u know who u are and I'm telling ya, you're going to have a lot more to do later on in the story! Thx for all the help! Luv ya Lots Ppl!! ~Kate