*A/N: Hey guys! Sorry about how long it's taking me to update! I have been dealing with a lot in my life right now, so it may take longer than I expected to write this. Well, remember in like chappy 3 or something, when I mentioned the groups I am in at school? Well, we're done in both classes and I done the most work again. In L.A., we had to write a skit for the book The Face on the Milk Carton by Caroline B. Cooney. Basically, I wrote the whole thing. Then in french, with the other group, we had to make a magazine based on the technology in our school. We probably failed that one. LoL! N-E-Wayz, I'll try to write more often. I'm going to talk to one of my teachers to see if he can mark this story and add it to my final L.A. mark or something. I doubt it, but hey, he's a reasonable guy, so maybe! Wish me luck! On with the story!!! As always, R&R so I know you are reading it!!!

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Chapter 5

April 10th, 2003

Dear Diary,

Today has been one of the worst days of my life. It's been five years since I was in that car accident. I was at the club I had been helping my friend Stephanie set up. It was raining, so Steph offered to drive me home. She was late for an important meeting so I said that I would call a cab. So the cab came and Steph left. When I hopped, or at least tried to hop, in the cab, I realised it was Julie, Shane's girlfriend. I asked her to drive me home.

Halfway there, I heard the screech of tires and seen a car come speeding through the red light. Julie tried to drive out of the way, but it was impossible. The car crashed into my door as I tried to shield my stomach as best I could. I blacked out and woke up in the hospital.

*Flashback*

I opened my eyes and seen Steph, Stacy and Julie there watching me. I no longer felt my swollen stomach, just the pain.

"Where's my baby?! Is she ok?!" I asked frantically.

Stacy came up to me and gave me a hug.

"They're gone." She whispered.

"Gone? They? What do you mean?" I knew something wasn't right.

This time Steph answered. "You were going to have twins, but when the car crashed into your door, some pieces of metal." She couldn't finish, she was crying too hard.

"I'm so sorry, Kate" Julie said, crying as well. "If I had moved out of the way."

"Julie, it's not your fault." I said, pulling her into a hug.

"She's right, Julie, it's nobody's fault." Stacy replied. "Kate, I'm going to go get a doctor, alright?"

"Okay."

She soon came back, followed by a doctor. He said that when I got there, they had to do a C-section.

"We thought they would be okay, but they were three months premature. They had some fragments of metal in them. We did everything we could. I'm sorry."

"Can.can I see them?" I asked.

"Of course. I'll have a nurse bring them in." He left and the nurse came in pushing a cart that held the bodies of my son and daughter. She passed them to me and I knew their names instantly.

"Aaliyah Danielle and Michael David."

*End Flashback*

I got out of the hospital a couple of days later. I planned the funeral with the three of them, Stacy, Steph and Julie. The tombstone was in the shape of an angel. It read:

Aaliyah Danielle

And

Michael David

Infant Twins of

Kate MacDonnell

April 10th, 1998

God decided to keep these little miracles in Heaven, where they will watch over their Mother Forever.
I didn't know if I should put Matt's name on there as well. I didn't want his fans to tell him before I could. Not that I was planning on telling him anyway.

I got their pictures back the day I left the hospital. Stacy bought me a heart-shaped locket, which I put the pictures in. That way I cold keep them near my heart forever.
About a year after that, I went backstage with Stacy. I had changed so much, people didn't even know me. I had dyed my hair blonde, got contacts, more piercings and two tattoos. I got my ears pierced again and my nose, and a dragon tattoo on my lower back and Angel between my shoulder blades. I had lost a lot of weight. I was wearing a black mini skirt with a turquoise baby tank top that just showed off my pierced belly button. My hair was crimped and down and the locket was around my neck. We got a couple of looks from some guys. I hadn't dated since Matt. His ring was on my right ring finger. I knew now that it was a set-up, when Lauren said he cheated on me. Stacy heard her and Andrew talking about it a couple of days later. I almost went back to him, but then I remembered that he didn't believe me.

I met Torrie Wilson and Adam Copeland. Adam seems to be really nice. And he's hot, so that's a plus! I talked to him for a long time. He was a newcomer to the WWE so he didn't know who I was. Thank god! If he had told Amy, Matt, Jeff or Trish, or anyone else that I was there, they would all be on my back. He told Molly Holly though. She told Trish who came running up to me.

"Kate?" she asked.

"What?" I said, annoyed.

"Why didn't you come back?" Trish asked. "Where have you been?"

"With Stacy, the only one who believed that I didn't sleep with Andrew." I said as I turned and walked away. Trish started to follow me, but Stacy pulled her back.

"Leave her," Stacy siad.

"I'm her best friend."

"Listen to me, Trish. You don't know what she went through since she broke off the engagement. I was there for her and I believed her when you and Amy didn't. I didn't even know her that well, and I knew she wouldn't do something like that. She loved him too much to hurt him. Do you know she cried herself to sleep every night for months? She really trusted you and Amy. You don't know what went on in her life while you were here." Stacy said. The hall was crowded with all the wrestlers, who were listening to Stacy's every word.

"Well then, tell me what happened to her." Trish said.

"You really want to know what happened to me?" I said as I pushed through the crowd."I'll tell you what happened. I was going to marry the man I loved since I first met him. But he saw Amy first, so I had to wait. Finally, I got him. After what Lauren said to me, I couldn't believe it. I didn't believe it. But after what Matt said to me, I began to realize that he didn't believe me. And neither did you or Amy.

I was in a car accident a couple of months later and....nevermind what happened there. I was aneroxic. Do you know I never had a date since Matt? Do you know my dream is finally coming true?"

"Car accident?" This time Amy spoke. "Are you okay?"

I glanced at Stacy, who shrugged her shoulders. I decided not to tell them what really happened.

"I'm fine."

"I'm sorry, Kate. I should've believed you." Amy said.

"I know." I turned and walked away.

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