It Happened Anyways
By: rox
rox: Hello! This is a sad fic I wrote the other day...it fits my mood...my poor cat is injured. Well, this is a very depressing and sad fic! Enjoy!
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I sat, rain pouring down, hitting my back. I didn't care. I looked at my hikari who had been like my brother. No, he couldn't be dead! And yet, he was...
~When Jamie died
~And I didn't even understand
~The eternity of my sadness
~I wished I could have prevented it
I had failed him, my light. My foolishness had caused this. I remember earlier...
/Yam?/
//Yes? What is it hikari?//
/I was wondering if we could to the park today?/
//You go abiou I'm busy today.//
/Your always busy! You never hang out or play or-/
//Enough! I'll pick you up at 5//
/Fine./
~When I rest in bed
~Dream about how I could have
~Lived and played with my brother
~How I wish that I could have saved him
When I had got to the park It had begun to rain. I had heard a cruel laugh then a scream. I knew that voice! I ran as fast as I could, but I had gotten there too late, my light was on the wet grass, bleeding badly. I banished the souls of the two thugs who had done it to him and then ram to him. I felt his cold skin and tried to find a pulse of some kind.
I couldn't
~If wishing could bring him back
~He'd be here with me today
~But then I remember...
~It happened anyway
I carry him to a sheltered area. Mainly because he wouldn't have wanted me to get sick, I couldn't care less about my self right now, but I could almost hear him scolding me. I looked at his jacket and noticed he had the photo of himself and me from about a year ago when we were at the beach.
~When I look at pictures
~And imagine what he would be like
~now a dozen years old
~I wish I could have saved him from angelness
He had convinced me to come with him to the beach. I had come, grumbling the whole way. When we had gotten there he had pushed me into the water. He jumped in and played with me. After a while we got up on the beach with our towels. While we were lying we began to talk, and it had been so enjoyable to just spend some free time with him. We hadn't done anything together lately and now... I felt tears crawling down my face "No... please wake up"
~If crying could bring him back
~He'd be here with me today
~But then I remember
~It happened anyway
I remember how he would talk about how he was planning to become a psychiatrist and how he was planning to graduate from a collage and find an area to . Now, because of me, he was gone. If I hadn't been so absorbed in my work I could have saved him. If only... I remember how he would tell me how I should act and explain things to me. Never again would he be able to.
~When I think of why and how
~He was with us and he left us
~I wish I could have prevented it
I remember suddenly that it was his birthday. I hadn't even said a proper hello to him today. I should have taken him to lunch and spent time with him...but no.
~And stopped his death and saved him from
~Never needing breath for birthday candles
~Birthday candles
I just wish I had realized what would have happened. The fates must hate me, for I lost my one reason for living. "Hikari, I'm sorry. I just wish it could have been me instead."
~If wishing could bring him back
~He'd be here with me today
~But then I remember...
~When Jamie died I didn't understand
~But then I remember
~It happened anyways.
My light... I'll miss you
~It happened anyways.
Good bye my friend, my brother, my abiou, my hikari...
~It happened anyways.
Good-bye Ryou...
~*~*~*~
Well? Really sad!
Ryou: You killed me? Why?
rox: So you wouldn't feel left out!
Ryou: Oh.
Suicune: Please review!
By: rox
rox: Hello! This is a sad fic I wrote the other day...it fits my mood...my poor cat is injured. Well, this is a very depressing and sad fic! Enjoy!
~*~*~*~*~
I sat, rain pouring down, hitting my back. I didn't care. I looked at my hikari who had been like my brother. No, he couldn't be dead! And yet, he was...
~When Jamie died
~And I didn't even understand
~The eternity of my sadness
~I wished I could have prevented it
I had failed him, my light. My foolishness had caused this. I remember earlier...
/Yam?/
//Yes? What is it hikari?//
/I was wondering if we could to the park today?/
//You go abiou I'm busy today.//
/Your always busy! You never hang out or play or-/
//Enough! I'll pick you up at 5//
/Fine./
~When I rest in bed
~Dream about how I could have
~Lived and played with my brother
~How I wish that I could have saved him
When I had got to the park It had begun to rain. I had heard a cruel laugh then a scream. I knew that voice! I ran as fast as I could, but I had gotten there too late, my light was on the wet grass, bleeding badly. I banished the souls of the two thugs who had done it to him and then ram to him. I felt his cold skin and tried to find a pulse of some kind.
I couldn't
~If wishing could bring him back
~He'd be here with me today
~But then I remember...
~It happened anyway
I carry him to a sheltered area. Mainly because he wouldn't have wanted me to get sick, I couldn't care less about my self right now, but I could almost hear him scolding me. I looked at his jacket and noticed he had the photo of himself and me from about a year ago when we were at the beach.
~When I look at pictures
~And imagine what he would be like
~now a dozen years old
~I wish I could have saved him from angelness
He had convinced me to come with him to the beach. I had come, grumbling the whole way. When we had gotten there he had pushed me into the water. He jumped in and played with me. After a while we got up on the beach with our towels. While we were lying we began to talk, and it had been so enjoyable to just spend some free time with him. We hadn't done anything together lately and now... I felt tears crawling down my face "No... please wake up"
~If crying could bring him back
~He'd be here with me today
~But then I remember
~It happened anyway
I remember how he would talk about how he was planning to become a psychiatrist and how he was planning to graduate from a collage and find an area to . Now, because of me, he was gone. If I hadn't been so absorbed in my work I could have saved him. If only... I remember how he would tell me how I should act and explain things to me. Never again would he be able to.
~When I think of why and how
~He was with us and he left us
~I wish I could have prevented it
I remember suddenly that it was his birthday. I hadn't even said a proper hello to him today. I should have taken him to lunch and spent time with him...but no.
~And stopped his death and saved him from
~Never needing breath for birthday candles
~Birthday candles
I just wish I had realized what would have happened. The fates must hate me, for I lost my one reason for living. "Hikari, I'm sorry. I just wish it could have been me instead."
~If wishing could bring him back
~He'd be here with me today
~But then I remember...
~When Jamie died I didn't understand
~But then I remember
~It happened anyways.
My light... I'll miss you
~It happened anyways.
Good bye my friend, my brother, my abiou, my hikari...
~It happened anyways.
Good-bye Ryou...
~*~*~*~
Well? Really sad!
Ryou: You killed me? Why?
rox: So you wouldn't feel left out!
Ryou: Oh.
Suicune: Please review!