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A/N: This chapter has been done for over a week. The day I was going to upload it FF.Net was being a jackass. Then I rented Xenosaga: Episode One, and I've been playing it non-stop. ^^;; This chapter doesn't have what I promised though. There's really not that much Taito in this one or Taisuke/Daichi hints. There's more Kensuke/Daiken though. ^^;; I just want to hug Daisuke, he's so cute! ^^;; Sorry. Well, thanks for the lovely reviews. You know I love all of you! ^^ Please review this chapter also! Enjoy!
Oh! I have a quick question, since most of you have read my other fic, CP. I started a new story which Yama's kind of crazy in, like not all there in the head. And Taichi kinda gets caught up in it, and yadda yadda yadda. Would anyone of you actually be interesting in reading something like that? It's really angsty. I wrote the first chapter, and it seemed okay, but the more I think about it the more I think it'll suck. Well, anyway, please let me know in a review or whatever. Thanks!
Now onto the fic! ^^;;
Warning: Addiction, drug use, suicide (maybe), angst, etc. ahead.
Inexpressible Inhibitions - Chapter Four
Ken glanced at his mahogany haired friend, and rolled his eyes again at the smile on his face. "You're such a stalker." Ken said nonchalantly. Nothing new to him. Daisuke glared at him.
"Am not." He argued, sticking out his tongue. "I don't stalk people, I'm not crazy." This made Ken chuckle.
"You're just like Jun!" Ken said in realization. "Instead you're stalking Taichi and not Yamato." He thought about it for a few moments, then changed his mind, and said, "Well, you probably stalk Yamato too. You just haven't said anything about it to let me know."
Daisuke stared at Ken for a few seconds. Then growled, "That was a low blow, Ken. I am not like Jun. Do you see me wearing a shirt with Tai's face on it? No. So I am not like my sister. Don't ever say anything like that ever again." With that said, he stormed off to the table where his friends were sitting. But, most importantly, where Taichi was sitting.
Ken rolled his eyes, and followed his infatuated friend. It was going to be a long day, he could already tell. He never really liked the big group of friends, but always dealt with it for Daisuke's sake. He never really talked to any of them. He talked to Taichi and Yamato once or twice, only because of Daisuke. The others were just kind of there, and he'd said a few words to them every now and then.
He waited for Daisuke to take a seat, then took a seat across from him. Another day sitting at the lunch table and not saying a single word. Ken liked it that way though. He didn't feel the need to say anything to any of them. He was happy being ignored by people, just as long as Daisuke wasn't one them.
"Hey," Daisuke greeted Taichi, a smile plastered to his face.
Taichi returned the smile, he replied, "Hey." Then glanced at Ken, nodding slightly as if saying, 'Hey, man'. Ken just rolled his eyes, and not showing any emotion.
Ken watched Taichi and Daisuke interact. He wondered if Daisuke realized that Taichi was flirting with him. Knowing Dai, probably not. Ken laughed to himself, Daisuke was so dense sometimes. Ken looked down the rest of the table, he hadn't noticed Yamato sitting at the other end of it. He glanced at Taichi and Daisuke nervously. Why it made him nervous, he had no clue.
Why did they have to break up? It just ruined everything for Ken. At least when they were together Daisuke wouldn't ignore him. Okay, so maybe he was being a little selfish, but it's not like he was selfish all the time. When Yamato and Taichi were together at least Daisuke whined and complained to him. But, it wasn't always just that. He knew that it would be nothing but Taichi from now on. He stared at Daisuke for a moment, his eyes narrowing slightly when he laughed at something Taichi said.
The bell rang, and Ken felt himself sigh in relief. He stood up, and said his good byes to the rest of the group. Turning he went to say something to Daisuke, but realized he was walking out of the cafeteria with Taichi instead. He glared at their retreating forms. "Kind of pisses you off, huh?" Said a voice from behind him. He turned, and he was met with Yamato. Ken didn't say anything, and the blonde grinned. "Thought so. Pisses me off too." He said again, then brushed past Ken; leaving the lunch room.
Daisuke was so excited that everything was going so well. Even though a twinge of regret wavered over him when he realized he left Ken in the cafeteria. No matter, he'd forgive him. Taichi and Daisuke went their separate ways when they reached Taichi's locker. And, Daisuke all but skipped to his locker. He was surprise he could even pull off something like that without hurting himself in some way. He grinned to himself as he opened his locker.
His books tumbled out once again. Daisuke's smile disappeared immediately and was replaced with a frown. He stood there for a few moments, then shouted a curse in frustration. "Damn it all to hell." He muttered under his breath, leaning down and picking up his stuff for the second time that day. He swore that it wasn't going to happen again. He didn't want to deal with picking everything up again. He placed every thing in his locker neatly. Well, as neatly as possible, then grabbed the book he needed. He slammed the locker and heard a loud thud come from the inside. His eyes narrowed as he stared at the locker.
"Twenty seconds!" Someone yelled down the hall, letting everyone in the hallway know that they should be getting to class.
Snapping out of his thoughts, Daisuke took off down the hall. At least his class wasn't on the other side of the building this time. He praised the fact that he was a soccer player. All those games and practices paid off. Not exactly for his poise, but for his speed. True he was well balanced on the field, but off the field was a-whole-nother story.
He stepped foot into the room just as the bell rang, and he smiled triumphantly. "Not late today!" He announced proudly taking his seat.
"Wow, first in months." Takeru said with mock astonishment from behind Daisuke.
Daisuke glared at him over his shoulder, making Takeru chuckle. Sometimes he really couldn't stand the blonde. There were times when he reminded Daisuke of Yamato, but then there were other times when he thought they couldn't possibly be related--let alone brothers. He used to always fight with the blonde. Not so much anymore, but they still had their little quarrels. Kind of like Yamato and Taichi, the thought made Daisuke shudder. He would never fall for Takeru. Ick, that was just... No.
"I see you're not wasting any time." Takeru said randomly. "Don't you think you should let everything simmer down before you nab Taichi?"
Daisuke gave Takeru a stupid look resulting in the blonde giving out a chuckle. "What are you talking about?" He asked stupidly. Too bad he wasn't faking this time. "You're a freak, Takeru."
Takeru's mouth dropped open but there was a slight smile there also. "I am not a freak! You're the one all over Taichi at lunch, not me." This time Daisuke's mouth dropped open, but he wasn't smiling.
"I was not all over Tai! What have you been smoking? It's killing brain cells, Takeru. Drugs are bad." Daisuke rambled on. Takeru just arched an eyebrow at the boy.
"I haven't been smoking anything. I was just expressing what I saw." The blonde countered in his defense.
Daisuke rolled his eyes, and looked at Takeru like he'd lost his mind. "I'm telling Yamato you're doing drugs." He explained childishly. It was Takeru's turn to roll his eyes.
"You're such a child sometimes, Dai." He muttered. "Grow up."
Daisuke walked out of class a little angry. He wanted to yell and scream at Takeru. Actually, he wanted to tackle him and beat the shit out of him. He walked to his locker and put the combination in to open it. He swore he would throw his books away if they fell out again. He opened the locker, and a book and a notebook full of loose leaf paper fell to the ground. Daisuke hit the locker next to his with his fist, and yelled a curse. He kicked the book and notebook down the hallway. He watched as it got lost in the crowd.
Papers scattered everywhere, and he yelled another curse. "Are you okay?" He heard, and he yelled yet again.
He glared at Ken, even though it wasn't really for him. "I'm going to throw all my shit away. Then my locker will be clean." He growled as he watched the hallway clear of people. He could see his book at the other end of the hallway, by the boys bathroom. He stalked down the hallway, finally reaching the abused book. He picked it up, and walked to one of the trash cans in the hallway. Right before he dunked it in, he heard sounds coming from the boys bathroom.
Him being the nosey person he was, walked into the bathroom. What he saw almost made him cry. He stood there staring for a few moments, before he snapped out of his trance. He shook his head, and turned on his heels fleeing out of the bathroom. He walked out and ran into Ken. When Daisuke didn't look at him, Ken said, "What's wrong?" But the shorter boy didn't answer. He threw his book into the trash can, and walked down the hallway--Disappearing around the corner.
Ken watched him, and once he rounded the corner he snapped out of his stupor. He grabbed his best friend's book out of the trash. He grabbed the notebook of the floor along with all the papers, and stuffed it all back into Daisuke's locker. He shut it and took off running after his friend. He turned the corner and stopped abruptly. Daisuke was leaning against the wall, looking like he was about to cry. Ken just stared at him; he didn't know what to say to his friend.
Daisuke shook his head and looked up at the taller boy. He kind of laughed and said, "Maybe they're not as broken up as I thought."
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Aero: This chapter sucked as well. ^^;; My apologies. There was even some Daikeru(???) flirting/hinting(???) in this chapter that was unexpected. ^^;; That was kind of an accident. Lots on Ken action in this one. ^^ Okay, next chapter will definitely have Taito/Yamachi in it. No doubt about that. ^^ So be ready for that! Reviews are always nice! -Ciao
