Just 4 u: I'm like really sorry. Everything is written on notebook paper. I ends up like 3 pages long but of course it's never that way on computers. I also lost the note book with EVERYTHING in it. So now that I found it, I can add more stuff. SORRY!!! Please review!

"Jillian, I know where you've been going. Are you cheating on Harry?" Jade asked. She had cornered her. "I'm not cheating on him! I just went out with a friend, ok? Its Christmas break, I am supposed to have fun!!!" Jade knew better. It was more than that.

That night, Jillian slept with John. She knew it was wrong since she was still with Harry, but she loved them both so much. She had slept with Harry, but only once. She would have to tell Harry the next day.

Jillian snuck back inside again, but this time no one woke up. Harry had thought that maybe the 1st time Jillian had been missing, she might have been a Diagon Alley studying or shopping.

The next day she tried to tell Harry but she burst into tears. "What is wrong?" Harry asked Jillian.

"Harry, listen. I love you. A whole lot in fact. But I have some problems and you may need to know them..I have been sneaking out every night to see some one named John. He is nice to me. Any ways, we have been sleeping together. You really need to know that I love you and I always will. But some thing in me loves John, too. He is a lot like me. He is wild and crazy. He will take up any dare." Jillian cried. Harry was shocked.

"If you no longer love me then I will understand. But please forgive me!" Jillian pleaded. Harry could never love her again. She was impossible to love. He wanted to love her but he couldn't. "I'm really sorry, too. Goodbye......"