Journal of Harry Potter.
I don't Own Harry Potter or anything else in here.
I'm Harry Potter. Also known as the Golden Boy, This is a JOURNAL of my feelings and that type of crap. I got the idea from Riddle. After I die people will know what it was REALLY like to be Harry Potter. The Golden Boy, The-boy-who-lived.
The Golden boy? How in the hell do people come up with these names? What am I a fucking Super Saiyain? Am I going to go around flying? Blowing up Deatheaters with ki beams? Defeating Voldemort with a Kamehameha? Cutting Draco in half with a Destructo Disk? I wish.
No I really do wish I could. Then I could blow this fucking Earth up. Taking all the badies with it. That's what I'm supposed to do right? Rid the world of Darkness? Well there is no Darkness in Death. Its just nothingness. Sometimes I think that is the only way out.
The Boy-Who-Lived. Come on? Can't get anymore original huh? Oh and what a life I have. WHAT A LIFE!! A God father who is a convicted murderer and a dog. Literally. A man who wants me dead FOR NO REASON!! CAN'T HE TAKE A BLOODY HINT?? Get over YOURSELF!! My 'family' that beats me and rapes me. Yes, they rape me. Vernon found out Petunia was cheating on him. And Decided to cheat on her with me. Sick son of a bitch. My mother would roll over in her grave-wait she already is. She is a rolling and a moaning cause of what the life I have. She is probably thinking it would have been better for her to keep her life and let me die. It would be better than this hell whole I live in now.
My best friends. The know-it-all, and Mr. I don't get enough attention. YOU WANT ATTENTION RON?! I wonder what Ron will do to get that Attention. He wants it so badly he can have it. All of it, I don't' want it. I don't want people to stare at me when I walk. I don't want people staring at my scar all the time. ITS JUST A SCAR!! I have plenty others! Ron wants the attention that I have huh? Well then this is what you have to do. First your parents must put their lives on the line every day as an Auror. Then they must have aggravated Voldermort or any current Dark Lord so badly that he wanted to destroy you WHOLE family line. Then you must allow Voldermort to kill, your Dad, Sister, Brother, Brother, Brother, Brother, and Brother. Then your mom must willingly sacrifice her life for yours. You will be sent to live with someone you will hate and Voula instant fame..
To You Mrs. Hermione-I-should-have-been-in-Ravenclaw-but-couldn't-because- they-would-have-thrown-me-out-know-it-all. Well let me tell you something you don't know everything. You are a snobbish HAG when you want to be- and when you don't want to be. You need to learn to keep your nose where it doesn't belong. I DO THOSE THINGS BECAUSE I AM TRYING TO PROTECT YOU!! Why can't you and Ron see? But know its just Harry you should have told us, Harry were your friends, Harry we could have helped. NO YOU CAN'T!! YOU CAN'T HELP BECAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!! NO ONE DOES!!
No one at that school can imagine my emotional turmoil. NO ONE!!! No one understands because they have never lived it. They may feel sympathy, and pity. Keep It, I DON'T WANT IT!! There are a few out there in this world. That actually makes my life seem like it is worth something.
Eminem for one. Yes, I Harry Potter aka, Boy-Who-Lived, and the Golden Boy listens to the 'horrid' music's of Eminem. So he curses a lot who gives a _? I sure don't. That's the only way he can get his point across. Well I mean come on, since when does the word crap have enough feeling to compare to the word shit.
Man at least my mom actually loved me and gave her life for me. His mom sued him cause he told the truth about her. And his wife? Don't even get me started..
Ginny-I'm sorry But I can't be your superman. Can't be your Superman, Your Superman, Your Superman.
First thing you say, " I'm not phased. I hand around big stars all day. I don't see what the big deal is anyway your just plain old Harry to me." Oooo That's right girl run that game. "Lily Evens I love that name. Love that Tattoo what's it say? Death to All..uh That's great."
First of you don't know Harry. So don't at all grow marry. That ammo for my arsenal, I'll slap you off that bar stool. Oops there goes my very first lawsuit. Leave handprints all across you..
Its over, Its over now, move over its my turn now, its over. The games shut down. SORRY!
Eminem? My faves are Cleanin Out my Closet, Hailey's Song, and uh-Superman.
Next on the list is Tupac, his music and his poetry. They have inspired me to write my own.
If I Fail-
If I fail in my quest to achieve my goals.
If I stumble and crumble and lose my soul
Those who read this would easily co-sign
That there was never a life as hard as mind
No mother-No father-No chance-No guide
I only follow my voice inside
If it guides me wrong and I do not win
I'll learn from mistakes and try to achieve again.
-Rewritten By Harry Potter
A re-make to Tupac Shakur's If I Fail
That's one thing Tupac can do get me out of angry mode and get me into self- depression * snap * Just like that.
WELL NOT THIS TIME!! As you can tell I am enraged. Well you can find more about that later now I'm moving onto Draco. Most of you are expecting crude and rude remarks about Draco right? Wrong,
Draco Malfoy thank you. Thank you for treating me like scum. Thank you for letting me vent my anger out at you. All those years I never knew, when you saw me moaping or when ever I was down. You would make me vent my anger to ward you. So that I wouldn't do anything to hurt myself. Yeah hurt MYSELF. I sink into depression a lot, a lot, a lot. Well this is to you Draco. DON'T YOU EVER FEEL SORRY FOR ME AGAIN!! So my parents are dead, you didn't care. I am raised by Muggles, You didn't care. But when you saw I was physically abused your eyes shown pity. Next time you do that I will personally hand you over to Voldemort and tell him you are a spy.
Would you like to know why I am enraged? I promise you won't like it. All those years of thinking Dumbledore really cared about me. NOT!!! He was just using me; he had a personal grudge against Voldermort. He used all of us and now in my opinion he is worst than Tom Riddle. Tom never pretended to be what he was not. He never was one way and showed another, he was always ruthless, and cruel. Others just didn't see it. Now I have a hand cramp, write more soon. I promise I will have more to say another day.
A/N I think I went overboard just a tad. This was basically bent up frustrations Harry has. He holds it in, until finally something comes out and it just blows. The thing with Dumbledore was the icing on the cake. Harry flipped, he might even be insane now.
Anyway I might have gone OOC but really when you don't know the background and what cause it you can never tell what really sent him over the edge. Take that you people who were gonna flame. Yes, there will be more.
I don't Own Harry Potter or anything else in here.
I'm Harry Potter. Also known as the Golden Boy, This is a JOURNAL of my feelings and that type of crap. I got the idea from Riddle. After I die people will know what it was REALLY like to be Harry Potter. The Golden Boy, The-boy-who-lived.
The Golden boy? How in the hell do people come up with these names? What am I a fucking Super Saiyain? Am I going to go around flying? Blowing up Deatheaters with ki beams? Defeating Voldemort with a Kamehameha? Cutting Draco in half with a Destructo Disk? I wish.
No I really do wish I could. Then I could blow this fucking Earth up. Taking all the badies with it. That's what I'm supposed to do right? Rid the world of Darkness? Well there is no Darkness in Death. Its just nothingness. Sometimes I think that is the only way out.
The Boy-Who-Lived. Come on? Can't get anymore original huh? Oh and what a life I have. WHAT A LIFE!! A God father who is a convicted murderer and a dog. Literally. A man who wants me dead FOR NO REASON!! CAN'T HE TAKE A BLOODY HINT?? Get over YOURSELF!! My 'family' that beats me and rapes me. Yes, they rape me. Vernon found out Petunia was cheating on him. And Decided to cheat on her with me. Sick son of a bitch. My mother would roll over in her grave-wait she already is. She is a rolling and a moaning cause of what the life I have. She is probably thinking it would have been better for her to keep her life and let me die. It would be better than this hell whole I live in now.
My best friends. The know-it-all, and Mr. I don't get enough attention. YOU WANT ATTENTION RON?! I wonder what Ron will do to get that Attention. He wants it so badly he can have it. All of it, I don't' want it. I don't want people to stare at me when I walk. I don't want people staring at my scar all the time. ITS JUST A SCAR!! I have plenty others! Ron wants the attention that I have huh? Well then this is what you have to do. First your parents must put their lives on the line every day as an Auror. Then they must have aggravated Voldermort or any current Dark Lord so badly that he wanted to destroy you WHOLE family line. Then you must allow Voldermort to kill, your Dad, Sister, Brother, Brother, Brother, Brother, and Brother. Then your mom must willingly sacrifice her life for yours. You will be sent to live with someone you will hate and Voula instant fame..
To You Mrs. Hermione-I-should-have-been-in-Ravenclaw-but-couldn't-because- they-would-have-thrown-me-out-know-it-all. Well let me tell you something you don't know everything. You are a snobbish HAG when you want to be- and when you don't want to be. You need to learn to keep your nose where it doesn't belong. I DO THOSE THINGS BECAUSE I AM TRYING TO PROTECT YOU!! Why can't you and Ron see? But know its just Harry you should have told us, Harry were your friends, Harry we could have helped. NO YOU CAN'T!! YOU CAN'T HELP BECAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!! NO ONE DOES!!
No one at that school can imagine my emotional turmoil. NO ONE!!! No one understands because they have never lived it. They may feel sympathy, and pity. Keep It, I DON'T WANT IT!! There are a few out there in this world. That actually makes my life seem like it is worth something.
Eminem for one. Yes, I Harry Potter aka, Boy-Who-Lived, and the Golden Boy listens to the 'horrid' music's of Eminem. So he curses a lot who gives a _? I sure don't. That's the only way he can get his point across. Well I mean come on, since when does the word crap have enough feeling to compare to the word shit.
Man at least my mom actually loved me and gave her life for me. His mom sued him cause he told the truth about her. And his wife? Don't even get me started..
Ginny-I'm sorry But I can't be your superman. Can't be your Superman, Your Superman, Your Superman.
First thing you say, " I'm not phased. I hand around big stars all day. I don't see what the big deal is anyway your just plain old Harry to me." Oooo That's right girl run that game. "Lily Evens I love that name. Love that Tattoo what's it say? Death to All..uh That's great."
First of you don't know Harry. So don't at all grow marry. That ammo for my arsenal, I'll slap you off that bar stool. Oops there goes my very first lawsuit. Leave handprints all across you..
Its over, Its over now, move over its my turn now, its over. The games shut down. SORRY!
Eminem? My faves are Cleanin Out my Closet, Hailey's Song, and uh-Superman.
Next on the list is Tupac, his music and his poetry. They have inspired me to write my own.
If I Fail-
If I fail in my quest to achieve my goals.
If I stumble and crumble and lose my soul
Those who read this would easily co-sign
That there was never a life as hard as mind
No mother-No father-No chance-No guide
I only follow my voice inside
If it guides me wrong and I do not win
I'll learn from mistakes and try to achieve again.
-Rewritten By Harry Potter
A re-make to Tupac Shakur's If I Fail
That's one thing Tupac can do get me out of angry mode and get me into self- depression * snap * Just like that.
WELL NOT THIS TIME!! As you can tell I am enraged. Well you can find more about that later now I'm moving onto Draco. Most of you are expecting crude and rude remarks about Draco right? Wrong,
Draco Malfoy thank you. Thank you for treating me like scum. Thank you for letting me vent my anger out at you. All those years I never knew, when you saw me moaping or when ever I was down. You would make me vent my anger to ward you. So that I wouldn't do anything to hurt myself. Yeah hurt MYSELF. I sink into depression a lot, a lot, a lot. Well this is to you Draco. DON'T YOU EVER FEEL SORRY FOR ME AGAIN!! So my parents are dead, you didn't care. I am raised by Muggles, You didn't care. But when you saw I was physically abused your eyes shown pity. Next time you do that I will personally hand you over to Voldemort and tell him you are a spy.
Would you like to know why I am enraged? I promise you won't like it. All those years of thinking Dumbledore really cared about me. NOT!!! He was just using me; he had a personal grudge against Voldermort. He used all of us and now in my opinion he is worst than Tom Riddle. Tom never pretended to be what he was not. He never was one way and showed another, he was always ruthless, and cruel. Others just didn't see it. Now I have a hand cramp, write more soon. I promise I will have more to say another day.
A/N I think I went overboard just a tad. This was basically bent up frustrations Harry has. He holds it in, until finally something comes out and it just blows. The thing with Dumbledore was the icing on the cake. Harry flipped, he might even be insane now.
Anyway I might have gone OOC but really when you don't know the background and what cause it you can never tell what really sent him over the edge. Take that you people who were gonna flame. Yes, there will be more.
