A/N: Kat, I hope you like this chapter as much as you like the last chapter. Please R/R.

Chapter Two

"I'm sorry Jason we couldn't save her." Monica said. She saw the pain look in his eyes. "She wasn't strong enough. I am sorry um..Courtney is unconscious but you can go see her."

Jason had a confused sad look on his face. "What you just said you lost her..."

"We lost the baby Jason not Courtney."

"How can she loose a baby if she wasn't pregnant." Carly spoke up.

"Um she was about 3 months along. She might not have known yet. I am going to leave you with the choice to tell her or not to Jason." Monica went up and wrapped her son into a tight hug. Jason returned it. She felt his tears fall on to her shoulder. She pulled back and wiped his tears away. She felt her own tears fall. "Jase.it going to be okay." She wiped her tears and walked away.

Carly walked up to him and put her arms around him. Crying her own tears. "Jason she's right it'll be okay. Courtney is strong." Jason pulled away from her

"Why Dammit. Why do you all keep saying that. It is not going to be okay. Carly you should know that. If I do tell her, it will hurt and if I don't and she fines out, it will hurt her that way too. Dammit it's not going to be okay."

Carly stood there shocked. He had never pushed her away like that. Not even, he was mad at her. "Jase..." She went to put her arms around him again but he backed up.

"Please don't touch me. Don't comfort me. Do that for Courtney not me. Look I need to think. I need to go somewhere for a little while. Call me if she wakes up.but please don't come looking for." With that, he walked out of GH.

"Son.Sonny I'm worried about him. He never pushed me away like that.." Carly sobbed.

"He's going to be okay. He got a good head on his shoulders. He is just stuck between a rock and a hard place and he feels he's loosing control. He not liking it and fighting to get it back but more he fight the more he looses. He will get it back once he thinks about it and stops fighting. He'll be okay. Calm down. Think of the baby." Sonny went over to one of the hospital couches, sat down, and pulled her down into his lap. He knew Carly was worried but so was he. He saw a lot of himself in Jason. He didn't want his best friend to go down the same path that he went down when Carly lost their first baby. He couldn't tell Carly because she would worry more. He rocked her until her sobs calmed down and heard her deep and even breathing. Once he was sure she was asleep, he let his own tears fall. "They going to be all right...they have to be." He whispered to no one. He laid his head on Carly head and prayed for his sister, best friend, his wife, and his unborn child.

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Jason sat on the cliff he like to go to think. He lost his unborn child and almost lost the love of his life. He knew she should tell her but God Dammit he did't want to hurt her. She was so sweet, innocent, kind, caring, and so peaceful. She shouldn't have to go through this hurt. He looked up to the sky "Lord why did you have to hurt her like this. I know I have not been one of your best friends in the past but Courtney is one of the most kind and wonderful person I have ever known. Why did you have to hurt her like this? Why wasn't I at that creek instead of her. I could have went and got Micheal. It could have been me.it should have been me, not her Dammit." Jason sobbed. He put his head in his hand and cried for the fourth time today. He heard his cell ring and looked at the number when he saw it was Carly he picked it up.

"Hey Jase.she woak up and she's asking for you."

"Yeah. I'll be there in five." He said his voice still husky from crying.

"Are you going to be okay?"

"Yeah. See you in a few minutes."

"Okay be safe."

"I will." He clicked his phone shut. He pulled his bike on to the road and flew to the Hospital.

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Jason walked into the hospital and found Carly and Sonny. They were sitting there and nursing a cups of Coffee. He saw Emily and Bobbie there also. Emily walked up and wrapped her big brother up in a hug.

"Sonny told me everything. I am so sorry Jase."

"Thanks. Carly will you show me to her room."

"Yeah. Follow me." The walked in silence to her room. When Courtney saw him her face lighted up, she smiled. "You know what you're going to say?" Carly asked in a whispered.

"Yeah." Jason walked into the room and Carly went back to the sitting area. "Hey are you feeling better?" Jason asked.

"A little bit. I am still a little cold but I am warming up." She pulled him into a hug but he pulled back. He didn't want to get loss in her comfort. He needed to comfort her not the other way around.

"That good."

"Jase.honey what's wrong." Courtney asked.

"Look we need to talk about something..."

A/N: A little Short. Was it any good. I think it sucked but please tell me what you guys think. Love always. Ashley.