My Shining Star
Disclaimers: Don't own em, I'm just a spoony bard.
Warnings: this is yaoi, and has foul language and all that happy shit. I know, big fat fucking deal.
Dedications: This is for you Rain.
Chapter Six
I finally realized why trips with Squall always seemed so damn long. He was willing to talk to everyone on the boat. Except me. For some reason, he stayed as far away from me as he possibly could. I felt gypped. After all, Squall was the one who always hated for people to be around. I was the one who needed them around. And he actually locked me in the fucking cabin! That bastard was goon get an ass whooping as soon as I got my blade back. And that was a promise.
Our arrival at FH wasn't grand; no one was there to meet us. But hell, it's not like the whole fucking Garden had shown up on their doorstep. Just two SeeDs. Squall had decided that we weren't going to take a day of rest on this journey and we immediately headed out for Centra. The journey was silent. I guess he wasn't in the mood to talk. And Damned if I was gonna try to get him to. I was still unarmed, and the last thing I needed was for him to get pissed and pull out Lionheart.
Centra at last. The days were hotter then hell, and the nights were almost the exact opposite, or at least I think they were. The first night we stopped in the desert Squall set up the tent and stepped inside. I walked in to find him getting completely undressed.
His skin was pale all over, criss-crossed with scars from years of battle. He turned around to find me standing there.
"Don't look so shocked. Do you have any idea how impossible it is to sleep with leather pants on? And if it bothers you that much, I'm sure you can sleep with the monsters."
Oh Hyne I was hard. He had his back to me and couldn't tell I was openly admiring the beauty that stood before me. And I found out that night was torture really was. I just wanted him to go to sleep so I could have some⦠Personal time. Yeah, that's the word I was looking for.
Worse still. The next two nights were just as bad. I'm not looking forward to tonight.
"Damnit! Seifer! Why the hell couldn't you put your damn blade someplace easier to get to! I'm fucking exhausted." He looked over at me. I'm sure I looked as bad as I felt. Completely wiped. "Do you want to set up camp early tonight? We can't be that far from the location. Not if it's still where you told me it was."
Camp early? Wow. Squall must have taken something today. He's actually being civil towards me. "Up to you. You're in charge, remember?"
"Well I thought since it's such a hot day, and I'm sure we're both tired, that I would ask you." But he stopped anyway. "Besides, there's something I wanted to talk to you about."
Great. What the hell could he want to talk to me about? And what if I can't keep my big fucking mouth shut about how I feel. Damnit!! I knew I should have asked Quistis if Selphie could come with!
We set up camp in silence, and as Squall got the fire going he looked over at me. "Umm... Okay. I don't know how to ask you this, but at night, after we crash, do you... well... you know."
Oh Hyne in hell. He'd heard me. Oh shit. Only one way to go on this. "I have no idea what you're talking about. Do I what?"
"Msstrbt." He mumbled, his pale face going red.
"What? I can't understand you. Try again."
He went from red to crimson. "Do you masturbate?" He said it so damn quiet that if I hadn't been as good as I was, I would have never heard it. "Because if you do, it's okay. I mean I was just wondering if that was you making funny noises or if we had a monster on our tail."
To fess up, or let him look like a fool. That is the question at hand here. Hyne! If I didn't care, if I wanted to blow this thing, I would tell him no, it wasn't me. So instead, I swallowed my pride and looked at him.
"Guilty as charged."
"Thank Hyne. Last time I was down here, With Quistis and Rinoa, we had a monster tail us all the way across Centra, and up to Esthar. Not fun." He looked relieved. No questions, nothing.
"Who do you think about?"
I thought too soon. "None of your business!" I could feel my face going red.
"Okay, but I'll find out later. I'll just ask Selphie." He smirked at me, damn annoying t see him with that look on his face.
The next morning I took a good look at our surroundings. I could see the small grove in which I'd stashed Hyperion two years ago. And when I poked Squall with my foot, he shot up out of his sleeping roll, Lionheart pointed right at me.
"Chill out Commander. It's morning. Time to get up." I pointed over to the grove of trees. "She's in there. Hurry up."
Wasn't long before I'd found her. I was so excited to have her back; I threw my arms around Squall when I saw her case sticking up between a couple of rocks.
And despite all the time she'd been out here, my beautiful blade still looked almost as good as new. But there was something off kilter about her. Something different.
And then I realized, she'd recently been used. Within the past few days.
"Squall? What do you make of this? She's been here two years, she's been polished, and recently used."
"I'm not sure. But we'd better stay here tonight, it looks like there's a storm coming in."
And what a storm it was. Our tent blew away and caught on some trees, Squall wanted to go after it, but I knew that if her went up there, he'd get hurt. We could get it in the morning. For now, we were holed up in the very same cave that Rajin Fuujin and I had used two years ago when I'd put Hyperion her in the first place.
A/N Alright!! So how many of you were actually thinking about Seifer masturbating over Squall? I know I was when I wrote it. I have a few really good ideas with what to do next. But I'm not telling unless I get at least....Hmm.... five reviews in this chapter. Or at least three really good ones. I mean it this time!!!! So please, leave your reviews for me. They're all I got keeping me going right now.
Disclaimers: Don't own em, I'm just a spoony bard.
Warnings: this is yaoi, and has foul language and all that happy shit. I know, big fat fucking deal.
Dedications: This is for you Rain.
Chapter Six
I finally realized why trips with Squall always seemed so damn long. He was willing to talk to everyone on the boat. Except me. For some reason, he stayed as far away from me as he possibly could. I felt gypped. After all, Squall was the one who always hated for people to be around. I was the one who needed them around. And he actually locked me in the fucking cabin! That bastard was goon get an ass whooping as soon as I got my blade back. And that was a promise.
Our arrival at FH wasn't grand; no one was there to meet us. But hell, it's not like the whole fucking Garden had shown up on their doorstep. Just two SeeDs. Squall had decided that we weren't going to take a day of rest on this journey and we immediately headed out for Centra. The journey was silent. I guess he wasn't in the mood to talk. And Damned if I was gonna try to get him to. I was still unarmed, and the last thing I needed was for him to get pissed and pull out Lionheart.
Centra at last. The days were hotter then hell, and the nights were almost the exact opposite, or at least I think they were. The first night we stopped in the desert Squall set up the tent and stepped inside. I walked in to find him getting completely undressed.
His skin was pale all over, criss-crossed with scars from years of battle. He turned around to find me standing there.
"Don't look so shocked. Do you have any idea how impossible it is to sleep with leather pants on? And if it bothers you that much, I'm sure you can sleep with the monsters."
Oh Hyne I was hard. He had his back to me and couldn't tell I was openly admiring the beauty that stood before me. And I found out that night was torture really was. I just wanted him to go to sleep so I could have some⦠Personal time. Yeah, that's the word I was looking for.
Worse still. The next two nights were just as bad. I'm not looking forward to tonight.
"Damnit! Seifer! Why the hell couldn't you put your damn blade someplace easier to get to! I'm fucking exhausted." He looked over at me. I'm sure I looked as bad as I felt. Completely wiped. "Do you want to set up camp early tonight? We can't be that far from the location. Not if it's still where you told me it was."
Camp early? Wow. Squall must have taken something today. He's actually being civil towards me. "Up to you. You're in charge, remember?"
"Well I thought since it's such a hot day, and I'm sure we're both tired, that I would ask you." But he stopped anyway. "Besides, there's something I wanted to talk to you about."
Great. What the hell could he want to talk to me about? And what if I can't keep my big fucking mouth shut about how I feel. Damnit!! I knew I should have asked Quistis if Selphie could come with!
We set up camp in silence, and as Squall got the fire going he looked over at me. "Umm... Okay. I don't know how to ask you this, but at night, after we crash, do you... well... you know."
Oh Hyne in hell. He'd heard me. Oh shit. Only one way to go on this. "I have no idea what you're talking about. Do I what?"
"Msstrbt." He mumbled, his pale face going red.
"What? I can't understand you. Try again."
He went from red to crimson. "Do you masturbate?" He said it so damn quiet that if I hadn't been as good as I was, I would have never heard it. "Because if you do, it's okay. I mean I was just wondering if that was you making funny noises or if we had a monster on our tail."
To fess up, or let him look like a fool. That is the question at hand here. Hyne! If I didn't care, if I wanted to blow this thing, I would tell him no, it wasn't me. So instead, I swallowed my pride and looked at him.
"Guilty as charged."
"Thank Hyne. Last time I was down here, With Quistis and Rinoa, we had a monster tail us all the way across Centra, and up to Esthar. Not fun." He looked relieved. No questions, nothing.
"Who do you think about?"
I thought too soon. "None of your business!" I could feel my face going red.
"Okay, but I'll find out later. I'll just ask Selphie." He smirked at me, damn annoying t see him with that look on his face.
The next morning I took a good look at our surroundings. I could see the small grove in which I'd stashed Hyperion two years ago. And when I poked Squall with my foot, he shot up out of his sleeping roll, Lionheart pointed right at me.
"Chill out Commander. It's morning. Time to get up." I pointed over to the grove of trees. "She's in there. Hurry up."
Wasn't long before I'd found her. I was so excited to have her back; I threw my arms around Squall when I saw her case sticking up between a couple of rocks.
And despite all the time she'd been out here, my beautiful blade still looked almost as good as new. But there was something off kilter about her. Something different.
And then I realized, she'd recently been used. Within the past few days.
"Squall? What do you make of this? She's been here two years, she's been polished, and recently used."
"I'm not sure. But we'd better stay here tonight, it looks like there's a storm coming in."
And what a storm it was. Our tent blew away and caught on some trees, Squall wanted to go after it, but I knew that if her went up there, he'd get hurt. We could get it in the morning. For now, we were holed up in the very same cave that Rajin Fuujin and I had used two years ago when I'd put Hyperion her in the first place.
A/N Alright!! So how many of you were actually thinking about Seifer masturbating over Squall? I know I was when I wrote it. I have a few really good ideas with what to do next. But I'm not telling unless I get at least....Hmm.... five reviews in this chapter. Or at least three really good ones. I mean it this time!!!! So please, leave your reviews for me. They're all I got keeping me going right now.
