To get what you want
Quatre's POV
Was it meant to be? Could I had ever? I don't know if my answers will be true, but I wish they were yes.
I want to be loved, to be held in those strong arms.
To have sweet things whispered within my ears, his breathe mingling upon my neck as we hold each other close.
It's too bad it'll never happen.
But, you never know, right? I mean if dreams can come true, then so can this. I mean this WAS also my dreams.
I fantasize every day, every night, always thinking about the same thing; or person.
I've been in love ever since I laid my eyes upon him.
His silent and cold mask never changing expressions.
I've always wondered what he hides behind it. Could it be love? Could it be hate? Or angst? Who knows, im willing to find out.
I make my way towards the door of his, my eyes closing as I reach out my pale hand and grasp the door knob.
It's most likely he's asleep, after all it IS 2 am. But then again, this is him we're talking about, for all we know, he's probably laying on his bed just staring at the wall.
It's things like this I love about him, he's so mysterious.
Especially about his past, he really doesn't like to tell us about it.
Every morning he does the same thing, he gets up, takes a shower, go downstairs, eat toast and a coffee, then he just goes to work at the forests.
Yeah, that's right, he's an environmentalist.
For some reason he loves the sunshine, the fresh air, and nature.
Ever since we finished the war, he always wanted to protect nature and make sure it was safe.
Wufei, well he's out on Colonie L5 doing business there with Sally, and Trowa, Duo and Heero are living here in the Winners estate with me.
I've dreamed about him day and night.
I've always wanted to be close. Whenever we're walking by eachother, I always seem to feel his arm brush against me making me sigh in content.
He just looks at me incredulously and just walks off, his face unreadable. Sometimes I just wish that we'd run into eachothers arms and kiss, our lips brushing one against another.
It'd make me feel like I were in heaven.
Duo seems to think im an angel from heaven, while he is Shinigami, the god of death.
I always seem to shake my head and say
"Duo, you're always a hyper little chibi guy to me" he'd just smile and laugh with me.
I wish /he/ were that comfortable around me, although he just seems to not care about anything. I guess, well that he doesn't like me.
But either way, I half to tell him. I don't care if he rejects me or not, I just need to tell him.
It's like the saying : It's better to love and lose, then to not love at all..
Quatre's POV
Was it meant to be? Could I had ever? I don't know if my answers will be true, but I wish they were yes.
I want to be loved, to be held in those strong arms.
To have sweet things whispered within my ears, his breathe mingling upon my neck as we hold each other close.
It's too bad it'll never happen.
But, you never know, right? I mean if dreams can come true, then so can this. I mean this WAS also my dreams.
I fantasize every day, every night, always thinking about the same thing; or person.
I've been in love ever since I laid my eyes upon him.
His silent and cold mask never changing expressions.
I've always wondered what he hides behind it. Could it be love? Could it be hate? Or angst? Who knows, im willing to find out.
I make my way towards the door of his, my eyes closing as I reach out my pale hand and grasp the door knob.
It's most likely he's asleep, after all it IS 2 am. But then again, this is him we're talking about, for all we know, he's probably laying on his bed just staring at the wall.
It's things like this I love about him, he's so mysterious.
Especially about his past, he really doesn't like to tell us about it.
Every morning he does the same thing, he gets up, takes a shower, go downstairs, eat toast and a coffee, then he just goes to work at the forests.
Yeah, that's right, he's an environmentalist.
For some reason he loves the sunshine, the fresh air, and nature.
Ever since we finished the war, he always wanted to protect nature and make sure it was safe.
Wufei, well he's out on Colonie L5 doing business there with Sally, and Trowa, Duo and Heero are living here in the Winners estate with me.
I've dreamed about him day and night.
I've always wanted to be close. Whenever we're walking by eachother, I always seem to feel his arm brush against me making me sigh in content.
He just looks at me incredulously and just walks off, his face unreadable. Sometimes I just wish that we'd run into eachothers arms and kiss, our lips brushing one against another.
It'd make me feel like I were in heaven.
Duo seems to think im an angel from heaven, while he is Shinigami, the god of death.
I always seem to shake my head and say
"Duo, you're always a hyper little chibi guy to me" he'd just smile and laugh with me.
I wish /he/ were that comfortable around me, although he just seems to not care about anything. I guess, well that he doesn't like me.
But either way, I half to tell him. I don't care if he rejects me or not, I just need to tell him.
It's like the saying : It's better to love and lose, then to not love at all..
