A Sense of Belonging
Chapter X: Losing Grip
By: Michelle
Venus paced around the room. She didn't know if she could take it anymore.
And Raphael, he burned her up. He was always the one who came down on her the hardest.
Did he enjoy torturing her so much?
Did they even care if they hurt her feelings?
Did anything she said ever mattered?
Was she even thought of as part of their family?
Why did she ever stay here?
Venus dropped on her knees and cried.
Why did Chung I have to die?
Was it to punish her like this?
What the hell did she ever do wrong?
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Are you aware of what You make me feel, baby Right now I feel invisible to you Like I'm not real Didn't you feel me lock My arms around you Why'd you turn away Heres what I have to say
I was left to cry there Waiting outside there Grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided.
Why should I care Cause you weren't there When I was scared I was so alone You need to listen I'm startin to trip I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick You placed beside you To take somebody's place When you turn around Can you recognize my face You used to love me You used to hug me But that wasn't the case Everything wasn't OK
I was left to cry there Waiting outside there Grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided.
Why should I care Cause you weren't there When I was scared I was so alone You need to listen I'm startin to trip I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud Crying out loud I'm crying out loud Open you eyes Open up wide
Why should I care Cause you weren't there When I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care Cause you weren't there When I was scared I was so alone
I'm startin to trip I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone
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Venus wiped her face off. She couldn't let them see how upset she was. She couldn't let them see her like this. It would be like giving them fuel for a fire.
She got up. Maybe she should take her bath and go to bed. She decided it was the best. Maybe alls she needed was to relax.
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AUTHOR'S NOTES: In case anyone didn't know, the title and song from this chapter came from Avril Lavinge's album, Let Go.
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Chapter X: Losing Grip
By: Michelle
Venus paced around the room. She didn't know if she could take it anymore.
And Raphael, he burned her up. He was always the one who came down on her the hardest.
Did he enjoy torturing her so much?
Did they even care if they hurt her feelings?
Did anything she said ever mattered?
Was she even thought of as part of their family?
Why did she ever stay here?
Venus dropped on her knees and cried.
Why did Chung I have to die?
Was it to punish her like this?
What the hell did she ever do wrong?
++++++++
Are you aware of what You make me feel, baby Right now I feel invisible to you Like I'm not real Didn't you feel me lock My arms around you Why'd you turn away Heres what I have to say
I was left to cry there Waiting outside there Grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided.
Why should I care Cause you weren't there When I was scared I was so alone You need to listen I'm startin to trip I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick You placed beside you To take somebody's place When you turn around Can you recognize my face You used to love me You used to hug me But that wasn't the case Everything wasn't OK
I was left to cry there Waiting outside there Grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided.
Why should I care Cause you weren't there When I was scared I was so alone You need to listen I'm startin to trip I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud Crying out loud I'm crying out loud Open you eyes Open up wide
Why should I care Cause you weren't there When I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care Cause you weren't there When I was scared I was so alone
I'm startin to trip I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone
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Venus wiped her face off. She couldn't let them see how upset she was. She couldn't let them see her like this. It would be like giving them fuel for a fire.
She got up. Maybe she should take her bath and go to bed. She decided it was the best. Maybe alls she needed was to relax.
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AUTHOR'S NOTES: In case anyone didn't know, the title and song from this chapter came from Avril Lavinge's album, Let Go.
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