Authors Note:
Ok, this is going to be in the form of Kagome writing in her diary. So it's Kagomes' POV! Inu yasha's POV will be the next chapter. That is if I get reviews saying I should. If not then I won't. It's up to you. By the way if there is something I want to say in the story it will have this (=...=) around it.

Rainy Nights

Kagomes' POV

Kagome was lying on her bed thinking to herself. 'I really should write in my diary about what happen last night.' She smiled at the thought. 'It was the first time...' She walked over to her nightstand and pulled out her diary and key, 'I don't believe that I have to keep my diary under lock and Key. If I ever get Sota alone I'll kill him.' She shook her head at that and said that she would just torture him. She walked back over to her bed and fell on it, still smiling. She opened it up past her ideas of seducing the one she loves, past her fantasies, past her ideas of how to kill her brother, to a blank page and started to write.

Dear diary,

It was a rainy night just like we had before just this one was different; it was a peaceful thunderstorm. And it scared me (well I've always been afraid of storms no matter what I say). I never seen or heard a peaceful thunderstorm. I lied on my bed looking out my window. Letting the cool breeze hit my face and blow my hair out of my face. I love the smell of a storm, the rain hitting the grass and the smells releasing into the air is enchanting. It was just like when I was little; I would lie in my room under my covers and listen to the rain hitting my window, it going pitter pat, pitter pat. And once and a while there would be a crack of thunder and a flash of lighting. It was beautiful.

"Oh man, I was supposed to go back to meet everyone. How am I supposed to when it down pouring rain. 'Oh well, I could use a break for hunting jewel shards'" I thought/said to myself. I really did need a break from it all. Although I had to admit that I would miss seeing Inu yasha that night before I went to bed. I normal said a silent goodnight to him and blew him a kiss before going to bed. One time I had did that he caught me. It was kinda funny how I got myself out of it that is now that I look back on it. It was very embarrassing at the time. To tell you the truth I forget how I got out of it that time, but whatever I said to him made him blush and say, "Oh... well, goodnight to you too. I guess." It is kinda funny.

I went into the bathroom to get a sponge bath because of the storm I couldn't get a bath. Then I came into my room to get dressed. A cool breeze swept through the room and sent shivers down my spine. I wrapped the towel around me and went to the window, drew the curtains back, and shut it. I left the curtains open because I like the sight of the rain against the window. It ran down the window just like water running off a wet body. I could feel my face heat up at the thought of that and I tried to get it out of my head. Because on time I had seen Inu yasha taking a bath and when he stood up I saw that he had a body of a god. He was well toned in all the right places. I didn't stick around to see anymore and went back to camp to fall back asleep. But back to what I was saying, I left the curtain open. I went to get dressed for bed when I heard, "Tit. Tit. Tit," against my window. I turn to look and let out a sigh of relief. It was just the branch of the tree beside by window tapping it.

Well I lied down to fall a sleep but I couldn't something was telling me to stay awake, so I did. And Was I surprised. But that's later. I looked around my room and saw the jewel shards lying on my dresser. I thought of how much we have been threw, and how much we have lost due to them. I thought of how we all came to meet because of it. If it weren't for the jewel being inside of my body, I would have never met Shippo, Miroku, Sango, Kirara, or Inu yasha... Inu yasha. Now that's someone no matter what he does to you, you can't stay mad at him. Now I know that I have him in the palm of my hade because of the prayer beads but I'm thinking of taking them off him. I know that he don't have feelings for me, he's Kikiyos' forever. Or that's what I thought.

Well, I lied in bed and started to drift off into sleep when the tit, tit, tit woke me up again. I looked out the window but instead of seeing the branch of my tree, I saw a shadow. And long, wet, slivery hair swaying in the wind. I went to the window and let Inu yasha in and started to scream at him for coming here, sitting in the rain, and for watching me. He said that he came to get me and get back to looking for the jewel shards. I told him that I needed a break. He did his usual 'Feh,' and sat on the floor. "What are you doing?" I asked him annoyed. He looked at me and said, "What does it look like I'm doing wench! I'm sitting here waiting till the storm stops to take you back to my time to look for the jewel shards. Do you think I want to be here?"

It hurt me to hear him say that, tears started to form in my eyes, and I went to my bed. I turned to look at him and asked, "Is that all you see me as? A person who can detect jewel shards? That is isn't it? Ok, I'll admit, I'm not the beauty that Kikiyo is, but..." I didn't finish; tears were streaming down my face. Inu yasha being like he is, can't stand to see a woman cry and for some reason, epically me. He got up and walked over to me, I had sat down on my bed with my face in my hands. He sat down beside of me and said, "Kagome, that's not what I meant." "THEN WHAT DID YOU MEAN!!!!!" I almost screamed at him. He looked at me and then put an arm around my shoulder. He didn't normal do this but I didn't care I was happy that he did this time. I leaned into him and cried on his chest.

He was so warm; it was like I was wrapped up in a blanket. He pulled me close and onto his lap. I looked up at him and he looked down at me and said, "Kagome I don't want to see you crying. If you need a break, you have it. How long you going to be here, I'll tell everyone else you'll be back in a few days. But listen to me when I say this, Kikiyo may be beautiful, but it's only on the outside. You are beautiful inside and out." He pushed me softly off him and he started to leave when I called out his name. He turned around and asked what I wanted. I said, "Please? Could you stay her tonight? I feel a little scared from the storm." He gave me that you-weak- human stare and was expecting him to just keep going. But to my surprise he came back and sat next to my bed.

"Don't you think that you would be a lot more comfortable up here?" He looked at me and I told him to get up here or I'd say the s-word. He jumped up on the foot of my bed and we started to talk when I said that it was too quite. I looked around my room and saw the stack of my CD's. I put the one that was on top in and it started to play, but soon came the song that I was hoping was on another CD, 'Tainted Love'. Inu yasha and me looked at each other and blushed at the words. Just then a real big crack of thunder rang through the skies and heavens. I jumped and landed right in Inu yasha lap. He blushed but let me stay like that after seeing how scared I was.

A few more songs went by then another one I hope that was on another CD came up. (= BTW, if you were wondering why I going to be using 80's songs, try living with my parent and not get hooked an them. =) It was 'Whats Forever For'. I normal loved this song but I was lying against Inu yashas' chest and listening to this song. I wasn't trying to but I think that somewhere during the song I had started to cry. I don't know why I guess I was think how Inu yasha loves Kikiyo and not me. But he pulled me closer and made me look him in the eye, he had cupped my face it both hands and wiped a tear away with his thumb. "Kagome, are you ok?" "Yeah, I don't know why I'm crying. There must be something wrong with me. I must be going insane. What if I am, I won't be able to see you anymore or Shippo or Miroku or Sango or ......" I was cut off by Inu yasha. He had pulled me close into a kiss.

Once the shock wore off (which didn't take me long *teehee* ^_________^) I kissed him back. But some how during the kiss He had pushed me back and I was lying on my back with him on top of me. When he pulled back I looked up at him and asked a very dumb question, "What was that for?" He looked at me and answered, "Well... um... ya see..." "I love you will be ok, Inu yasha." I told him and he smiled and kissed me again. Well what happen next I can't write about because of the fear of Sota getting a hold of you. But I was in eternal bliss when it was over. Well I'm going to stop there for tonight, goodnight diary.

"Kagome what's taking so long, hurry up and get to bed."

"OK INU YASHA! GEEZ!" And Kagome walked over t her bed got in the covers and Kissed Inu yasha goodnight and went to sleep.

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