"Demons in the Doorway, Monsters Down the Hall"
By Ghost of the Dawn
Chapter Eight - Tell the Stars
It's funny how life works out sometimes. Even now, Robyn had never mentioned
to Cye or the others what a lonely life she lived back in the United States. She
wasn't sure what she came looking for when she fled to Japan. Safety perhaps. A
place to call home. But even when she came to live with the Mouris she never
expected to belong. Not with them. And certainly not with the four other
strangers Cye had befriended over their years apart.
But through some strange miracle, she did. Somehow Cye's friends became her
own and she was more or less a part of their group. As the weeks and months
passed by, their experiences brought them closer. Even the episode with the
haunted house was a bonding one - mainly for Kento and Robyn. But all came out
different from it. That was a month ago. The air was much colder now as winter
was almost upon them. The group of six was now close enough that when even one
member was missing it was noticed - even by Robyn.
"Does anyone know where Rowen is today?" was the first thing she said at
lunch.
Well, technically, that's not true. The very first thing she said at lunch
was, "Hey, Ryo, check out my farm," as she shoved her bare arm under his nose.
Ryo looked at it to see several multicolored stick animals drawn on her
skin. "I hope those aren't permanent," he replied.
"Nah," Robyn assured him. "They're done in my milky pens, they come off with
water. Look! There's a cat and there's a horse. Kento drew the dog and Cye drew
the fish."
"Of course," Ryo grinned.
"And some kids in my other classes drew these other things."
"My turn," Ryo announced as he took the green milky pen from her hand.
Robyn happily reached out her arm to him while Ryo started to draw.
"Does anyone know where Rowen is today?" Robyn asked to the others who were
eating quietly. "He didn't show up for math either. We learned all this hard
stuff and if Rowen doesn't show me how to do it I'm screwed."
"Rowen went to Tokyo today," Sage said to his lunch.
"Tokyo??" Robyn exclaimed. "What's he doing there?" Sage didn't say
anything. "So when's he going to get back?" Robyn probed again.
Sage shrugged and finally looked in her direction. Robyn noticed how not
only him, but the others suddenly got serious as well. "I'm not sure. Probably
sometime tomorrow."
Robyn sighed. "That guy sure enjoys inconveniencing me any chance he gets."
She blew her bangs out of her face. "He better have a good reason for being
gone."
"He does."
"Then does anyone care to clue me in on it?"
They all just looked down guiltily at their food.
"Sorry, Robyn," Ryo apologized. "I think it's best we not say anything until
we know for sure."
Robyn gave him a surprised look. Was it really something as serious as they
were making it out to be? Why wouldn't they tell her? She was Rowen's friend
too, wasn't she? The feelings inside her stomach suddenly sank. Perhaps she
wasn't as close to them as she thought.
"There," Ryo announced as he handed back her green milky pen. Robyn put it
away as if on automatic and didn't even bother to look at her new green pig now
scribbled on her pale arm. Her eyes lowered to her sandwich as she ate and kept
her disappointment to herself. She hardly listened as Kento sparked up a more
lively conversation and soon had everyone laughing. Robyn merely kept quiet and
to her own thoughts as the bell rang.
Throughout the rest of the school day Robyn was distracted. She hardly
listened to a thing her teachers said - not that she listened to them much to
begin with. But her thoughts kept wandering back to Rowen and all the
possibilities that could be keeping him. She tried to keep herself from
picturing the worst. It probably wasn't as bad as she thought. She knew Rowen's
parents were divorced and his father lived in Tokyo. Maybe it was about family
problems. That wasn't too bad. Heaven knows Robyn had her share of those. So
then why did the guys refuse to tell her about it?
The questions and the uncertainty ate at her but she never said another word
about it. Sleep wasn't something that came easily that night either. The worries
cut through her dreams and haunted her thoughts while she slept. When the
morning came she found herself feeling a bit anxious but she forced herself to
calm down and forget about it. The answers should come today.
Needless to say, Robyn was disappointed when Rowen failed to show again for
their third period math class. Nor was he there for lunch either. As Robyn
walked to her seventh hour class she was tentatively making a plan in her head.
Asking Cye or any of the others again was out of the question. They'd probably
get after her for being nosy. Perhaps she could sneak off and see if Rowen was
at his house? No, she'd just feel stupid. She knew it really wasn't any of her
business. The only thing she could do was wait and hope someone would eventually
tell her what was going on.
"Robyn, there you are."
Robyn looked at the tall, blue-haired young man with wide eyes as relief
flooded over her. On the inside she wanted to hug him tight and let him know how
worried she was. But all she managed to do was stand there and look clueless.
"Hi, Rowen," she smiled as if nothing ever happened. "Where have you been?"
She noticed instantly that all Rowen's good humor was gone from the way he
held himself and the way he replied. "Do you mind if I talk to you for a
second?"
Robyn shook her head and Rowen led her to an empty doorway. "So where have
you been?" Robyn asked again.
Rowen paused to comb his fingers through his hair. He nodded to Ryo, who
passed down the hall on his way to class. It was apparent from the way Ryo
continued on that he already knew what Rowen was going to say. The tall young
man took a breath and returned his gaze to her.
"As you might know, I just got back from Tokyo. I went to the hospital there
to get some scans. Well, they found out I have what's called a chiari
malformation of the brain."
Robyn blinked and gave a blank stare.
"Basically, what that means," Rowen tried to explain, "is that my brain is
too big for my skull and it's pushing down on my spine and giving me headaches."
Robyn tried to take it all in. "Wow," she said with an ironic smile. "Your
brain really IS too big!"
Rowen chuckled. "Yeah, my dad keeps making jokes about it. He says there's
no doubt I'm his son now."
Robyn laughed and shook her head. "So I'm guessing this condition is pretty
serious."
"Apparently," Rowen nodded. "I'm scheduled for brain surgery in two days;
this Sunday."
"Whoa," was all Robyn could get out.
"I know," Rowen said as his earlier confident stance began to falter. He
started to look uncomfortable with talking about it now. "It's scary. It's
just... really, really scary."
Robyn gave him a sympathetic smile. Again she wanted to hug him to make him
feel better, but she doubted Rowen would appreciate the gesture in the crowded
hall. "Gee, Rowen, I... I hope it all goes okay for you."
"It should. I mean, the possibility of this being a successful operation is
very high."
Robyn blinked. She didn't even consider that. If the doctors messed up Rowen
could suffer from brain damage or maybe even death. The thought terrified her -
probably terrified Rowen even more.
"Anyway," Rowen continued. "I just had to come to school and at least let
everyone I care about know what's going on. I wanted you to hear it from me
first before any crazy rumors start spreading around." Robyn bit her lip and
nodded. "You should probably get to class now before the bell rings," Rowen said
as he turned to leave.
"Wait, Rowen, are you going to be here after school?"
"No. I'm going to the city library right now. I'm going to check the
internet to see what else I can find out about this thing."
"Oh," Robyn tried to hide the disappointment in her voice. "Okay then. So
I'll see you whenever I see you."
Rowen waved as he left. Robyn suddenly wondered why she was so worried about
knowing the truth as she walked to her last class. Now that she had her answers
she wished she hadn't been told. The new information had completely floored her.
Never before had she faced a crisis like this. Never had she worried about
someone close to her like this. But then again, she never had anyone close to
her to worry about in the first place. The feeling was completely foreign and
Robyn had no idea how to handle it as she sat down at her desk and stared
blankly at the wall.
"Hey, are you going to be okay?" Ryo, who was sitting beside her, asked.
Robyn hardly noticed his hand on her shoulder. She felt completely numb. She
looked to him with that same blank expression and nodded slightly. "It's all
right, you know," Ryo continued. "We're all worried about him."
Robyn snapped out of her trance a bit and nodded with a bit more expression
before turning to look at her hands resting in her lap. The bell rang and Ryo
had to let it go as the teacher began class.
As the instructor started her usual lecture, Robyn zoned out. Hardly a word
said in that class even reached her ears and she continued on in almost a
trance-like state when the bell rang. She got up and traveled slowly to her
locker and opened it. As she fished out her books she could hear a group of kids
gathered and chattering in a lively fashion about the weekend.
"Hey guys," one kid announced louder than the hum of the usual voices as he
ran to them. "You won't believe what I heard! Rowen Hashiba has a brain tumor!"
Robyn's eyes widened in surprise. Rowen was right about all the crazy
rumors. Who would have thought they would spread this fast? Something inside her
boiled when some of the kids laughed.
"I knew there was something wrong about that guy," another kid said.
"Yeah, serves him right," a third chimed in.
Robyn slammed her locker door as they laughed again. How she wanted to tell
them off, but a lump caught in her throat.
"Shut up," was all she could manage to whisper in a disgusted voice. But the
laughing group never heard her as they walked off together in high spirits.
Robyn clutched her bag tightly to her chest as she walked out of the school
building in even lower spirits than before. She was grateful that no one
commented on the mood she was in. Everyone was stuck in their own little world
and the place seemed to be empty somehow without Rowen there. Hardly any words
were exchanged that day as each parted their own direction for the evening.
*****
Deep blue eyes watched the computer screen intently as nimble fingers
clicked the mouse and the screen flashed the information of this site and that.
The lanky blue-haired young man was so engrossed in his study he didn't even
notice the familiar figure come in until he was almost right beside him.
"Hey, what are you looking for?" Sage asked quietly as he sat down next to
his friend.
Rowen only spared him a glance before returning his gaze back onto the
screen. "Just trying to find out more information about this thing," Rowen
mumbled as he read. "See, there are four types of malformations for this. I've
got the first type, which is good. It's the mildest and the easiest to rectify."
Sage nodded. "Okay, so explain to me again just how this works."
"Well, see," Rowen began as he motioned to a graph on the screen. It showed
an internal side view of a person's head. "What happened is, you see this little
passage here where the brain stem kind of pokes down here next to the spine?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Well, the normal brain is supposed to go down to about here. But my brain
has kind of wormed its way a down a bit farther now. See, it's about down to
here. So it's literally going down my neck and putting pressure on my spine."
Sage gave Rowen a dubious look. "So just how do they fix it?"
"Well, the doctors are going to go in and remove a small part of my skull at
the base of my neck, along with some other membranes and stuff to make room for
my brain and then they'll close me up."
Sage made a face. "That - that's a bit more than I wanted to hear."
Rowen shrugged. "You're the one who asked."
Sage shook his head then let it pass. "Come on, Rowen, let's go get
something to eat."
Rowen clicked his mouse a few more times before turning away from the
screen. "Sounds good." He smiled but Sage could still see the underlying worry
in his face.
They traveled a few blocks down to a very familiar restaurant. The smells
were, as always, delicious and inviting as they stepped inside. The place was
quite full as it usually got around dinnertime. Rowen and Sage decided on a
small table next to the window. Sage picked up a menu and read through it; even
though both boys knew everything served at the Golden Dragon by heart. Sage
peaked over his menu to notice that Rowen hadn't touched his and was, instead,
staring out the window with a far off look. Sage opened his mouth to speak to
his friend.
"Hello," beamed a bubbly girl in a waitress uniform. "Welcome to the Golden
Dragon. I'm Kira and I'll be your waitress this evening."
Sage instantly noticed how the younger girl was talking more to just him
that the both of them. She had that look on her face Sage knew all too well.
Great. Like he really needed one more love crazed female fawning all over him.
"So what can I get you today?" Kira asked in such a way that suggested she'd
gladly give up body and soul if Sage ordered it.
By now, Rowen had been brought back to the current events of the restaurant
and was smirking at Sage's situation. The Warrior of Light merely glared at his
friend for the lack of assistance before placing his order under his breath.
Rowen placed his order next in a more light-hearted manner.
"Rowen, you still seem distracted," Sage commented after the lovesick
waitress had left. "Is there something you want to talk about?"
Rowen gave a regretful smile. "I don't have anything you haven't heard
before." He gave a frustrated sigh and ran his fingers through his hair.
"There's just no way I can prepare for something like this, you know? It's so
nerve wracking, not knowing what's going to happen. I just wish it would hurry
up and be over with so I don't have to worry about it anymore."
Sage nodded merely to be agreeable. He had never experienced anything like
what his friend was going through. He didn't know where to begin to help comfort
him, so Sage simply held his peace. The two continued in silence, wrestling with
their own thoughts. Rowen returned his gaze back out the large window while Sage
stared ahead. Several more minutes passed until the young waitress returned with
plates of foot balancing on her palms.
"Here you go," she chirped as she quickly set down Rowen's plate. She gave
Sage his food slowly, staring at the young man with a lustful expression as she
bent over him. Sage bowed his head, wishing for her to leave as soon as
possible. But the young girl stayed, grinning at him in a stricken fashion. She
was about to blabber something when a large body bumped her out of the way.
"I can take if from here, Kira," Kento informed her in such a manner that
didn't leave room for argument.
Kira huffed at the rude interruption between her and the man of her dreams
and then stomped off. Kento grinned as he grabbed a chair from another table and
pulled it up to join his friends. He sat on it backwards with his arms resting
on the back of the chair. "Hey guys, what's up?" he asked cheerfully.
"Kento, you are a lifesaver every day," a relieved Sage said as he clapped
his friend on the shoulder.
"Anytime," Kento grinned. "So how are you doing, Rowen? You hanging in
there?"
"I'm good," Rowen nodded between bites of food. "Like I told Sage, I just
want this thing to be done and over with so I don't have to deal with it
anymore."
"That's the spirit!" Kento slapped him on the back hard enough that he
almost dropped his chopsticks. "We're all rooting for ya, Ro!"
"Great," Rowen muttered as he looked over his spilled rice. "Really, Kento,
it's not that big a deal. I'll be in and out of surgery in no time at all."
Kento grunted. "Heh, tell that to Robyn."
Rowen raised an eyebrow at him. "Why do you say that?"
"You didn't see how she was after school. She totally zoned out on us. You
know how girls are. I think she's seriously worried about you, Rowen." The blue
haired young man furrowed his brows and stared back at his food.
*****
DING-DONG
Robyn scratched her cheek as she went to get the door. She was dressed in
baggy sweats and the sweater she was wearing had been taken from Cye's closet.
The sleeves were so large and long her fingers hardly poked out as she turned
the doorknob. "Rowen?" she asked as she stifled a yawn with her sleeve.
"Hey," he smiled. Rowen was bright-eyed, considering the lateness of the
hour. He was still in his day clothes and looked the same as he did earlier at
school, while Robyn was in her socks and her hair was now pulled back in a loose
French braid.
"Hey," Robyn repeated, still fumbling from her initial surprise. "Uh,
wh-what are you doing here?"
Rowen shrugged casually. "Just coming to pick you up to go stargazing."
"Oh, really." Robyn folded her arms and shot him a skeptic look. She wasn't
buying that. Cye's mother would never allow her to go out this late. Not for any
reason.
"Ah, there you are, Rowen," Mrs. Mouri smiled when she saw him. "I was
beginning to wonder when you'd show up. You two have fun now."
Rowen smiled and nodded while Robyn just stood there and looked befuddled.
"You asked Cye's mom if I could go out before you asked me?" she demanded.
Rowen just continued to wear that all-knowing grin of his. "You might want
to put some shoes on and grab a heavy coat. It's getting cold outside."
Robyn shook her head in disbelief. She muttered to herself as she went to
fetch her shoes and coat. "I can't believe this. Every time he plots about me
behind my back. What a friend, what a friend."
"Did I hear Rowen?" Cye inquired as he poked his head out of the kitchen.
"Yep," the bearer of Strata said as he shoved his hands into his coat
pockets and leaned against the doorway.
Cye gave him a quizzical look. "What are you doing here?"
"Ready," Robyn announced as she came back fully clothed and ready for the
cold night weather.
"Where are you going?" Cye demanded, now stepping fully out into the open
with hands on hips.
"Cye, get back into that kitchen and finish cleaning it," his mother
scolded.
Cye blinked in surprise. "But... but..."
"You two drive safe now," Mrs. Mouri said to Robyn and Rowen as she opened
the door for them.
Cye shot Robyn a look that demanded 'Is Rowen making you do this?' Robyn
gave a clueless shrug as she stepped out the door.
"Don't wait up," Rowen called to Cye in a taunting tone before closing the
door behind him.
The young British man seethed in the doorway for a moment before stomping
back the kitchen in frustration.
*****
Robyn kept quiet in the car while Rowen drove. It was a nice vehicle; not
new, but hardly used so it stayed looking new. She watched silently out the
window as the city lights disappeared and thick trees began to grow along the
sides of the road. She still was trying to figure out how Rowen managed to pull
all this off and what his motives for it were in the first place. She knew there
was no use asking. By now she had known Rowen long enough to realize that he
wouldn't be giving a straight answer to her questions anytime soon.
The car slowed as it turned from the main road and went up a lesser-used
dirt road. It started to incline and the trees began to fade for a moment. The
top of the hill was grassy and clear and that was where Rowen stopped. Robyn
gave him a doubtful look as he killed the engine and stepped out of the car. He
moved to the back and opened the trunk. Robyn tarried a moment before opening
the door and following after him.
"Here," Rowen said, dumping a few heavy blankets into her arms.
"Rowen," Robyn asked as he ducked his head back into the trunk. "What are we
doing? Why did you bring me here?"
Rowen pulled out a curious looking case of some sort and gave her a smile.
"You'll see."
Robyn followed after him as he walked away from the road into the grass.
With only a crescent moon out it was hard to see so Robyn stayed close as not to
loose him. It was clear Rowen had found the spot he wanted when he knelt down in
the grass and opened the case he was carrying. "Just set up those blankets right
here," Rowen said as he busied himself with his stuff.
Not being sure exactly what he wanted, Robyn unfolded one blanket and spread
it on the ground and merely plopped the other two still folded on top. Rowen was
still constructing what Robyn had now guessed was a telescope when she was
finished. She stuck her hands in her pockets and wandered in a small circle
while he worked. Robyn gazed down the hill and was met with the site of Toyama's
city lights below.
"Wow, quite a view up here," she commented to herself.
"Yep," Rowen replied as he stood next to her. "You can see the entire city
and then some from where we are."
Robyn grinned and then threw back her head and shouted to the sky. "Hello,
Toyama!" Her voice flew through the night and bounced off the far mountains,
sending odd echoes back at her.
"I love echoes," Robyn told Rowen. "I would listen to my voice bounce around
at night when I was lonely sometimes. When the sky was clear it was like talking
to the stars and the echo was how they answered back." Robyn chuckled. "One time
I tried to have a conversation with them."
Rowen grinned. "How'd you pull that off?"
"Well, something like this," Robyn cupped her hands to her mouth. "Hello!"
"Hello... hello..." her voice answered back.
"How are you?"
"How are you... you..."
"I'm fine!"
"I'm fine... fine..."
"See," Robyn smiled. "Just stuff like that. Rowen is a loser!"
Rowen tried to put a hand over her mouth to stop the last comment, but he
was too slow and Robyn's voice returned to chide him.
"Loser... loser..."
"Fuh-ney!" Rowen huffed and went back to his telescope.
"I was just kidding!" Robyn yelled at the sky.
"...kidding..." the stars answered back.
Robyn laughed at her own silliness as she plopped down on the blanket next
to Rowen. "See?" she grinned. "The stars were just kidding. But I'm going to
tell them some dirty secrets about you when you're gone. Those will be some
echoes to remember."
"Yeah, right," Rowen argued. "You don't know any dirty secrets about me."
Robyn remained undaunted as she pulled her knees up to her chest. "Don't
worry, I'll find some."
Rowen chuckled and shook his head. "How do you do it?"
"Huh? Do what?"
"That! You don't ever seem to run out of enthusiasm. Where does it all come
from? How do you manage to attack the world day after day with that kind of
fervor?"
"Attack the world," Robyn repeated with a small smile. "Interesting way of
putting it. So by this question I'm assuming you would rather not have to deal
with the world all the time?"
Rowen sighed. "I get tired of it." He rubbed his face. "Sometimes I do get
so tired of it. All the stress, all the pressure, all the problems. Just once I
wish I could have a day where everything went right for a change, you know?"
"Are you suggesting everything goes right in my life?" Robyn raised an
eyebrow at him.
"No! It's just that... you seem like it does. I mean, from the way you act,
I never would have guessed you had all those trials when you were a kid. How do
you get past all that? How do you forget about it?"
Robyn's face turned serious. "I don't forget it Rowen, I deal with it. Your
problems don't go away until you learn to handle them."
"Yeah, but tell me how you can let it go like that!"
Robyn now looked skeptical. "I think you're looking for answers where there
aren't any." Rowen sighed in frustration and defeat. "Okay, fine," Robyn
surrendered. "I'll tell you how I can be the way I am. It's because I know the
secret to a happy life."
"No, you don't," Rowen instantly countered.
"I do, too!"
"No, you don't!"
"Fine, I don't then. You can be that way and I'm not telling you a bloody
thing."
"You hang around Cye too much," Rowen berated, and then said, "fine, then
tell me what you know, most all-knowing and mystic one."
Robyn squinted her eyes at him but gave up her knowledge any way. "There are
two things you must do in order to live a full and happy life. The first step is
to dance like nobody's watching."
Rowen sat there in silence. "That's it?" he demanded.
"For the first part, anyway. But don't take it literally, Rowen."
The bearer of Strata just continued to look clueless. It was an expression
seen very seldom on his face. "Fine, if you say so. So what's the second part,
then?"
"First, practice what I've told you. The second step is easier once you've
mastered the first."
"Yes, honorable sensei," Rowen bowed mockingly, and then said, "You know
what, Robyn, I think you're just full of it sometimes."
"Hey, you're the one who asked," Robyn raised her hands defensively. Rowen
decided to drop it then and turned back to his telescope. Robyn watched his
hunched form in the darkness. "Rowen, why me?" Robyn suddenly blurted.
"What's that?" he asked, keeping his back to her.
"Why do you want to take me out here? With your surgery coming up and all,
shouldn't you be with your family? Or even Sage? I mean, he is your best friend.
So why me?" Rowen continued to fiddle with his telescope as if he hadn't heard.
"Rowen, look at me," Robyn admonished gently. "I want a straight answer and I'm
not going to stop bugging you until you give me one."
The blue haired youth paused for a moment. Finally he turned around and
crawled next to her on the blanket. He laid down on his side, propping himself
up on one elbow.
"I dunno," Rowen admitted. "I was talking with Kento earlier and he said you
weren't taking the news very well." He shrugged. "I guess I just felt kinda bad
for it."
"Oh," Robyn said, looking down. Now it was her turn to feel awkward.
"You know," Rowen said with a little laugh, "my dad has an odd sense of
humor. He said this is God's way of giving the other kids a chance to catch up
with me - just to make it fair."
Robyn chuckled and then gasped as she looked at the sky. "Rowen, look! A
shooting star!"
"Oh yeah!" Rowen exclaimed as if just remembering something important.
"That's why we came out here. There's a meteor shower tonight. Let's see if we
can catch some." He crawled for his telescope and started adjusting it for his
liking. "Did you ever see a shooting star in a telescope, Robyn? It looks pretty
neat."
"Come to think of it, I don't think I've seen anything in a telescope
before," Robyn replied.
"You poor deprived child," Rowen joked. "Come here and take a look at this."
Robyn scooted over beside him and looking into the apparatus. "I don't see
anything," she said.
"Be patient," Rowen replied. "You should see one within a few minutes. Just
keep watching."
"So do you do this often?" Robyn said, trying to start up a conversation.
"Yup, ever since I was a little kid. I've always been fascinated with it as
far back as I can remember. I used to have my dad take me out on nights like
this and I would make him tell me everything he knew about the sky. Of course, I
already knew a lot about it myself, but it was just nice to have someone else
with me to talk about it."
"And you still keep it up now, huh?"
"Kind of, though usually if I want to go stargazing I have to go by myself.
My mom's never home and I don't have any brothers and sisters. I've tried taking
Sage a few times, but he's not much of a night person."
"So you planning to be an astronaut or something then?" Robyn continued to
ask.
"No, not really," Rowen shook his head. "I still haven't decided what field
I want to go in yet, but I don't think that will be it."
"Why not? If you love space so much it's a shame you won't ever be able to
go out and experience it."
"I already have," Rowen said without thinking.
"What?"
"Uh... nothing!" Rowen fumbled. "Sorry, I was spacing out and talking to
myself."
"Spacing out, huh?" Robyn chuckled. "Interesting choice of - HEY! I see
one!" She finally pulled away from the telescope. "That was pretty cool-looking.
Thanks for showing this to me. This really is fun, Rowen."
"No problem," the blue haired youth replied. "I'm just glad I actually get
to share it with someone this time. When I'm out here by myself the sky seems so
big and it just makes you feel kind of lonely." He took a deep breath of the
clear night air. A cloud of steam formed as he let it out and watched the sky
with certain admiration. "But it's worth it to see splendor such as this."
Robyn looked at him and shook her head. "Man, what is it with you guys? I
swear, it's like each one of you have something you obsess over. It's like, I
dunno, like you all have your own little element that's just you, you know?"
"Like how?" Rowen asked in amusement.
"Well, like you love the sky and the stars. Cye's obsessed with the water
and his little fish friends, and Ryo likes to play with fire."
Rowen sat up straighter. He was impressed with how accurate her observations
were. "And what about Kento and Sage?"
"Kento's in love with food and Sage... well, Sage just likes to be
antisocial and ornery."
Rowen laughed. "Yup, that's us in a nutshell."
Robyn looked at him in wonderment. "You are all so different, how did you
guys manage to stay together?"
"I wonder that many times myself," Rowen admitted. He shivered when he
finally noticed the chill of the night hour was getting to him. He shook himself
and rubbed his arms in attempt to warm his body. Robyn easily noticed this.
Rowen was only wearing a thin jacket while Robyn's heavy winter coat was so
thick she hardly noticed the cold. The young girl reached for the heavy blanket
that had been discarded earlier. She stood up and drooped it over Rowen's
shoulders with a friendly smile.
"Thanks," Rowen smiled back as he pulled the blanket around him. He looked
back up at the still-standing Robyn as an idea hit him. He took one corner of
the blanket and held it out and an open invitation to her. "Care to join me?" he
asked.
Robyn eyed him skeptically. "I don't know. I've been tricked by you once
today already."
"Oh, come on," Rowen pleaded. "I'm getting cold. Please?" He looked up at
her with the saddest puppy dog eyes he could muster.
Try as hard as she might to resist the effects of Rowen's pleading look,
Robyn eventually caved. "Oh, all right," she said as she took the side of the
blanket and sat down next to him.
The two sidled up close in the blanket as the air grew colder. But they
remained, watching the sky with its stars shining like diamonds against the
black velvet depths of space. Robyn listened carefully as Rowen unraveled all
the mysteries of the sky before her. They stayed there all through the night,
watching with respectful silence as the meteors continued to fall from existence
and space relayed to the two star gazers its majestic excellence.
*****
Robyn felt someone gently nudging her awake when, in truth, she couldn't
even remember when she had fallen asleep. She felt warm and comfortable and lazy
and didn't respond much to the small proddings into consciousness. Instead she
curled up closer into her warm little world and searched again for that blissful
place brought only by sleep.
"Robyn, wake up," a familiar voice echoed in her thoughts. But it was hazy
and the source was unclear.
"Mmm... few more minutes..." Robyn muttered sleepily as she snuggled closer
to the warm object that she held.
"Open your eyes and look at this," the voice enticed.
Robyn obeyed and her eyes fluttered open to behold a breathtaking scene as
the sun rose above the city horizon and lit the sky on fire.
"Wow... beautiful..." Robyn breathed as she tightened her arms around her
source of warmth. It was then realization caused her to blink and she looked up
to see what she was holding. Blue hair fell softly over crystalline blue eyes as
they returned her gaze.
"WAH!" Robyn cried as she jumped away from Rowen and stumbled onto her back.
Rowen looked at her and just laughed.
"You little schemer!" Robyn yelled as she tossed a fist full of grass at
him. "Why I oughta..."
"Hey, I didn't do a thing," Rowen insisted. "You're the one who fell asleep,
so don't blame me."
"You could have woke me up," Robyn argued, still looking ready to deck him.
"I did! And just in time so you can see the sunrise. So where's the
gratitude, huh?"
"I'll show you gratitude," Robyn muttered as she gave him a small shove. Her
actions had turned less threatening and more playful by now.
"Hey, easy," Rowen grinned. "I've got to go off for surgery in a few hours,
so you have to be nice to me. It's the rules."
"Yeah, well, next time you won't be so lucky," Robyn promised. She paused to
look at the bright colors painted grandly across the sky. "Thanks for waking me
up to see this," she finally said.
"No problem." Rowen got up and began to gather his things and put his
telescope away. "Well, we should probably get you back home now before Cye wakes
up and hunts me down."
Robyn chuckled as she started shaking the grass off the blankets and folding
them. "I wouldn't be surprised if he did. I saw the expression on his face last
night. You two sure don't get along very well sometimes."
"Eh, we get along well enough. We're still friends, aren't we?"
"I guess." Robyn followed Rowen as he headed for the car and opened the
trunk. "Did you stay up all night long, Rowen?"
"Yup," he replied as he stashed away all the stuff he had brought.
"Aren't you tired?"
"Not much. It doesn't matter, because I'll be getting more than enough sleep
in a little while anyway."
The two got into the car and Rowen started the engine. The car hummed to
life as it turned around on the bumpy dirt road and headed back for the city.
"So when will you be able to come back to school?" Robyn asked.
"After brain surgery?" Rowen replied. "The doctors were talking about a
recovery time of a month or more. I guess it all depends on how the surgery goes
and how I'm feeling afterwards."
"A whole month?" Robyn exclaimed. "Whoa, you're going to have a lot of
homework from that break!"
"Tell me about it. Hopefully I'll be able to keep up my schoolwork at home
while I'm recovering."
"How am I going to get through math for a whole month without you?" Robyn
wondered.
"Thanks for the sympathy," Rowen smirked. "But if you really need some help
you're welcome to come over and hopefully I'll be able to give you a hand."
Robyn grinned. "Thanks. And maybe I'll be able to help you in case those
surgeons accidentally remove the smart part from your brain and you end up
normal like the rest of us."
"Gee, thanks a lot."
The car pulled up in front of the Mouri residence and both of them moved to
get out. "You don't have to walk me up, Rowen," Robyn said. "The house is just
right there."
"No, it's fine," Rowen insisted. "I've still got some time to kill."
They started up the sidewalk together. Robyn reached for the door but the
knob turned and it opened before she could even touch it. "Well, helllooo!" came
a boisterous voice from a person neither one expected to be at this house.
"Kento, what are you doing here?" Robyn demanded.
"Waiting for you to come back," he replied more to Rowen as if trying to
make a point. "I got a call this morning when you guys didn't come home last
night. We were worried."
"I still don't appreciate you jumping us out the door like that," Robyn
informed him.
"Well, it was either that or go with Cye's plan and spy on you guys through
the curtains."
Cye, from where he had been crouched by the window, growled as his face
turned red.
"Oh, for crying out loud," Robyn said as she pushed past Kento and into the
house. "How paranoid can you possibly get?"
"So, how was your date anyway?" Kento asked as he eyed Rowen in the fashion
of an over rotective parent.
"Date?" Robyn wondered as she took off her coat and tossed it on a nearby
chair. "What date? That's not what I would have called it. No dinner, no movie.
Not even a smooch goodnight."
"Well, in your case it would have been a smooch good morning," Kento
countered.
"I expected you home last night," Cye confronted Robyn with his arms folded
over his chest.
"Well, sorry, Cye, if I didn't come back in time for your curfew."
"Rowen still should have taken you home last night," Cye said as he eyed the
bearer of Strata accusingly. "That was very irresponsible of him."
Rowen shrugged. "Sorry, Cye, I lost track of time when I..." He put a hand
on Robyn's shoulder. "...got distracted."
Everyone looked surprised at Rowen's statement. Robyn did not appreciate
what he was implying one bit. Even if it was merely to make Cye mad.
"What?" Cye squeaked. "Rowen, you... you didn't! I know what's going on!
You're just saying that to get me angry."
Rowen just gave him that smug smile of his. "Believe what you want to." With
that, he tipped Robyn back and kissed her full on the mouth.
"HEY!" Kento exclaimed as a reflex.
Robyn's eyes popped open wide from shock and remained that way as Rowen
pulled her back up to her feet. Cye was fuming in his place.
"Yes?" Rowen asked.
"GET OUT OF MY BLOODY HOUSE!" Cye screeched. "You... youyouyou HOMEWRECKER!"
Rowen, for the most part, ignored the outburst. The expression on his face
resembled that of the cat which caught the canary as he kissed Robyn's hand.
"We'll finish this later," he told her in a sultry voice.
"YAAH!" Cye suddenly snapped and lunged at Rowen. The lanky young man dodged
his assault and ran for the door.
"Bye, guys!" Rowen called merrily as he flung open the door and dashed down
the sidewalk.
Cye was hot on his heels as Rowen made a few happy war whoops before rushing
into his car and driving away with the shrill sound of squealing tires in his
wake. Cye remained by the road side, shaking his fist at the retreating form and
yelling out a few choice words.
Inside the house, Robyn blinked as she regained her senses. She put her
hands on her hips as she watched Rowen drive off out the window. Just because he
was going in for surgery he thought he could get away with anything. Robyn made
a mental note to make it clear to the blue-haired young man she would not
tolerate being his tool of revenge.
"Man, I didn't think it was humanly possible to get in a car that fast,"
Kento marveled. "Though I suppose it is doable when a hysteric Brit is after
your life."
Robyn chuckled in agreement. "So," she said as she turned to Kento. "What's
for breakfast?"
Kento grinned at her. "I was just about to ask the same thing."
*****
It was nighttime, but Tokyo's city lights were so bright Sage hardly needed
his headlights as he drove down the vaguely familiar streets. He continued to
check the highway signs as he passed them to make sure he was on the right road.
This city was far bigger than Toyama and Sage wanted to make sure he didn't get
lost. Especially when he had an appointment like this, Sage was not going to
allow himself to be late.
At last Sage found the object of his destination. A wide, stout building of
about seven stories. A large sign reading "Tokyo Central Hospital" was lit up in
front of the parking lot. Sage pulled in and parked in an open space. He made
his way alone across the dark stretch of empty cars and into the building.
Approaching the main desk immediately upon arrival, Sage asked for the
directions of where he could find the reason he was visiting this city.
The blonde young man turned and took the elevator up to the fourth floor
where he was told to go. An older looking woman with a kind face was sitting
behind the desk there as he came up to it. "
Excuse me," he said as he approached. "I'm here to see Rowen Hashiba. I
heard he got out of surgery a few hours ago. Is he awake yet?"
The hospital worker stopped typing and looked up at the handsome young man.
She fingered through a stack of papers next to her as she looked for the
patient's information. "Ah yes, Rowen Hashiba. His operation went beautifully
and he's been awake for a little while now."
"Would it be all right if I visited him for a moment?" Sage inquired.
The woman smiled kindly at him. "His parents are with him right now. But if
you'd like to wait, we'll see if we can give you a little time afterwards,
okay?"
"Thank you." Sage bowed politely and took a seat nearby to wait.
The clock ticked on through the night as Sage sat patiently. A few of the
younger nurses stopped to admire the handsome young man waiting there. But Sage
paid no mind to anyone. Only when a familiar pair came up the hall towards him
did Sage stand and take notice.
"Sage," Rowen's mother greeted as she hugged him. "It's nice to see you
here."
Sage nodded politely. "How's Rowen?"
"As well as can be expected after what he's been through," Rowen's father
replied.
"Go on and see him," Rowen's mother said as she gave Sage a friendly push.
"I think he would appreciate your visit." She gave Sage a flirtatious wink
before she left.
Sage started down the hall and went into the room number he had been given
earlier. He closed the door behind him and gazed across the room to the figure
laying among the starched white sheets in a bed near the window. Rowen looked up
at him as he entered. His face looked pale and tired but he managed a smile.
"Hey," Rowen greeted weakly. His voice was hardly a whisper. His eyes looked
a bit glazed over as a result of the sedative that still lingered in his system.
A white bandage was wrapped around his head, keeping his hair entirely out of
his face for probably the first time in his life.
"Hey," Sage responded as he stood at the foot of the bed. "How do you feel?"
"Lousy, and yet... good," Rowen responded. "Did you see my parents?" he
asked as he motioned for Sage to come sit in the chair stationed at his bed
side. It had been placed there earlier for his mother to sit in.
"Yeah, I saw them."
Rowen was still smiling despite the dull throbbing in his head. "We were all
together, in the same room, talking about the same things. No one had anywhere
to go or anything to do. We just talked. It felt like we were a family again."
Sage smiled sadly. Too bad it took such circumstances to finally get Rowen's
parents to make time for him.
"Will you open the curtains, Sage?" Rowen requested softly. "I want to see
the sky."
Sage got up and did what was asked. Rowen gazed out the window and his look
of hope turned to disappointment.
"I hate this city," he croaked as he looked away. "The lights are too bright
to see the stars. It's like the city is saying we don't need them."
Sage frowned. But then his eyes brightened as he remembered something and he
dug his hand into his jacket pocket.
"Here," he said as he tossed a small, light package to his friend. It landed
softly in Rowen's lap. "Robyn had us all pitch our money together and buy you
these."
Rowen weakly inspected his present. "Glow-in-the-dark star stickers?" he
asked as a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
"Like them?" Sage grinned as he resumed his seat in the chair beside the
bed. "We're going to throw a party and stick them all over your ceiling when you
get home."
Rowen chuckled though it obviously pained him to do so. "All in the proper
alignments and constellations, I hope."
"Whatever you want," Sage assured him.
"Sounds great," Rowen said. He placed his present on the stand beside him
before sinking tiredly into the bed. He heaved a sigh and stared at the ceiling.
"You know, it sounds funny, but despite this throbbing in my head, I feel
good. It's such a relief to finally get this over with. To not have to worry
what's wrong anymore and to know that it's all taken care of now. And you know
what? My dad's going to stick around for a whole week when we get back home.
Nothing to do, nowhere to go, no stupid project to take up all his time. Just
him and me, talking again. I can't remember the last time I had a real
conversation with him. In fact, I don't think I've ever had a real conversation
with him. I've been waiting for this for a long time. Can you believe it, Sage?"
No reply.
"Sage?"
Rowen turned his head as much as his newly operated neck would allow. There
he could see Sage curled up in the chair, fast asleep. Rowen smiled at his
slumbering friend.
Now all we have to do is figure out what is bothering you.
But he already knew no doctor of any kind could tell them what was wrong
with his friend. Only Sage knew for sure what it was that caused his lack of
sleep for the longest time now. And Rowen let him sleep.
The blue haired young man turned his gaze out the window at the colorfully
lit city. Already he missed the breathtaking sight that was spread out before
him on the hill overlooking his home. But he knew the stars were still there.
And they would continue shining valiantly from their lonely corners of space
until he could return to see them again.