Title:  Before Your Love

Author:  Goddess of Ozz, aka Ellen

Rating:  Umm, dunno… 

Disclaimer:  I own nothing, not the wrestlers, not the song, not even the computer I'm typing this on.  I'm a poor college student, not like you'd get much out of me anyways,,,

Distribution:  If you want it, ask for it:  gifukaon@hotmail.com

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BEFORE YOUR LOVE

I wonder how I ever made it through the day

How did I settle for a world in shades of gray?

When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same

And you don't know how

And I looked into your eyes

With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized

The first time I laid eyes on her, I was mesmerized.  I just couldn't stop looking at her, she was totally amazing.  Her hair, her eyes...  She's more beautiful than I could ever describe.

I never lived before your love

I never felt before your touch

I never needed anyone to make me feel alive

But then again, I wasn't really living

I never lived before your love

We never really thought that we had something that would last.  I had always thought that it was just a fling, and that she would move on to someone else.  Soon, though, we totally realized that what we had could last.  She was exactly what I was looking for, and I was exactly what she was looking for.  Maybe I wasn't really living before she loved me…

I wanted more than just an ordinary life

All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky

I stand before you when my heart was in your hands

And I don't know how

I survived without your kiss

'Cause you've given me a reason to exist

She truly is my reason to exist.  I honestly don't know what I'd do without her.  She's my life.  Without her, I feel so empty, like I'm only a shell of my being if she's not around.  She is my other half, and my dreams came true when she came into my life. 

I never lived before your love

I never felt before your touch

I never needed anyone to make me feel alive

But then again, I wasn't really living

I never lived before your love

I never lived before your love

Perhaps it is true that she said we were both not truly living before our love for each other.  Anyone else I had loved seemed fake and unreal to me now.  I don't see how I loved anyone else.  Looking back on everything, I think she was right when she made that comment. 

And I don't know why

Why the sun decides to shine

But you breathed your love into me just in time

She came to me at a time when I didn't think I was looking for anyone.  At the same time, I came to her at a time when she really needed someone to comfort her.  Maybe it's fate that brought us together.  I'll never know.

I never lived before your love

I never felt before your touch

I never needed anyone to make me feel alive

But then again, I wasn't really living

I never lived

I never lived before your love

Looking back, I see that we were meant to be.  Everything has worked out for us.  Even though we're on different shows, we still make it work.  In a way, we've given each other a second chance.  A second chance at life, and a second chance at love.  Stephanie's the best thing that ever happened to me.

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R/R…  It might make me write more…  This means you… Nina, Roxie, Karla, and everyone else whose names have totally slipped my mind right now…