Title: Before Your Love
Author: Goddess of Ozz, aka Ellen
Rating: Umm, dunno…
Disclaimer: I own nothing, not the wrestlers, not the song, not even the computer I'm typing this on. I'm a poor college student, not like you'd get much out of me anyways,,,
Distribution: If you want it, ask for it: gifukaon@hotmail.com
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BEFORE YOUR LOVE
I wonder how I ever made it through the day
How did I settle for a world in shades of gray?
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know how
And I looked into your eyes
With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized
The first time I laid eyes on her, I was mesmerized. I just couldn't stop looking at her, she was totally amazing. Her hair, her eyes... She's more beautiful than I could ever describe.
I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn't really living
I never lived before your love
We never really thought that we had something that would last. I had always thought that it was just a fling, and that she would move on to someone else. Soon, though, we totally realized that what we had could last. She was exactly what I was looking for, and I was exactly what she was looking for. Maybe I wasn't really living before she loved me…
I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you when my heart was in your hands
And I don't know how
I survived without your kiss
'Cause you've given me a reason to exist
She truly is my reason to exist. I honestly don't know what I'd do without her. She's my life. Without her, I feel so empty, like I'm only a shell of my being if she's not around. She is my other half, and my dreams came true when she came into my life.
I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn't really living
I never lived before your love
I never lived before your love
Perhaps it is true that she said we were both not truly living before our love for each other. Anyone else I had loved seemed fake and unreal to me now. I don't see how I loved anyone else. Looking back on everything, I think she was right when she made that comment.
And I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you breathed your love into me just in time
She came to me at a time when I didn't think I was looking for anyone. At the same time, I came to her at a time when she really needed someone to comfort her. Maybe it's fate that brought us together. I'll never know.
I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn't really living
I never lived
I never lived before your love
Looking back, I see that we were meant to be. Everything has worked out for us. Even though we're on different shows, we still make it work. In a way, we've given each other a second chance. A second chance at life, and a second chance at love. Stephanie's the best thing that ever happened to me.
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R/R… It might make me write more… This means you… Nina, Roxie, Karla, and everyone else whose names have totally slipped my mind right now…
