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Dear Diary,

Owwwww, my head! Someone should stop me. I mean, they know that I have been drinking a lot since Brian left. They know I need escape but maybe I do go too far sometimes. I would need a guardian angel to help me through this without alcohol. But I bet that whoever is up there has enough problems on his/her hands to help me. I can get through this, I know I can. I think, from now on, I'll try and not drink as much, maybe get Letty to stop me or something.

It's so cool that Dom and Letty are gonna get married. I mean, it was inevitable but it's cute. Everything is finally starting to get back to normal now, and we are all carrying on with our lives. I mean, Jesse is out of hospital at last (luckily, we were so worried. The doctors said that if I hadn't of been right there and called the ambulance straight away then we could have lost him), and Vince is coping. Letty and Leon came back, I knew they would once they heard that Brian had not turned anyone in and Dom had not gone. I'm so happy that the team didn't split up, these guys are my family and I can't imagine life without them.

Anyway, I spent most of today nursing my head and being pumped with coffee. Most people were hung over, there were people all over the place, still sleeping, when I eventually woke up at about 3pm. The only people up were Dom and Letty, they seem like they are on another planet at the moment, as if they are way above us in the clouds. It's so sweet. It goes against both of their characters to show this much affection, they didn't even bother to scrape the people off the floor this morning. Letty usually gives them 10 seconds to get out before she kicks three shades of shit through them, or so she tells them. They never stick around to find out. Ha!

Oh, shouldn't laugh, it hurts. Damn, my head. It's my fault. I have never been through a patch in my life like this. It was Vince who got me drunk the first time, he said it would make me feel better. I have a feeling he was trying to take advantage but there were too many people around who know I'd never think of him like that. They kept coming over and taking my coronas away, trying to give me coffee, and when that failed, Dom came and sat in between us. The look on his face was hilarious. I would have never done anything with Vince. I know he likes me but he's too, how can I put this?..too much of a tough guy, a thug. And far too stupid, lovable, but stupid.

I need to go now and have a nice relaxing bath, with loads of bubbles and maybe a book. Mmmmmm. Yes, that's what I'll do. And I don't care if Letty and Dom want sex in the shower, they can go to the garage, or use the bed like normal people. That'll be the day!

Talk soon Diary, Mia xxx