OKAY, NOW I KNOW I LEFT YOU ALL WITH A SAD ENDING, BUT

THAT ONLY MAKES THE STORY GREATER RIGHT? WELL, DON'T

 WORRY; I'VE NOT LET YOU DOWN NOW. STAY WITH ME AND

YOU'LL HAVE THE GREATEST "ENDING" EVER! WELL, FIRST, XIAO

 HAS HER DIARY BACK, SO WHAT'S THERE TO DO BUT WRITE IN IT!

BY THE WAY, FOR YOUR INFO, THIS IS ALL HAPPENING IN THE

SAME NIGHT. WELL, HERE'S HER ENTRY THAT NIGHT. REAL LIFE

NEXT CHAPTER. WELL, ENJOY!

Date:             

Location:

Dear Diary,

Why me? Why must it always be me? These tears I cry, these awful tears. Does he

 know I cry them for him? Why must he push me away? Jin! Please know I care for

 you! Why, why why?! Jin, please, just give it time. I know that if you give us time i'm

bound to love you! I know I'll love you! Please, I don't care for the fact that you read

 this diary, please, please find this.  Why don't we have time? Why? What is the hurry?

 Is it because of the tournament? Is it because you think you don't have time? What is it?

 Oh diary, I don't think I ever cared for some one so much. My heart aches, my whole

 body aches. I can't sleep. All I keep thinking about is him. I hope he understands,

I want him to hear me, to see me. Does he love me? Does he really love me? He never

said he did, then why does he want to know how I feel so bad? The way he looked into

 my eyes, it was almost like he was looking into my very soul. Do I love him……please,

part of me that loves…why couldn't I tell him?! Why?! I thought I loved him, what is wrong

 with me? Why am I not strong? Why don't I love him? PLEASE! I want to, I only want to.

Don't you know Jin? I want to love you, but I cant, I just cant. I'm shaking. Do you know

that? I'm crying, do you care? Do you?……Of course you do, you love me don't you?

If you were only here, you would wrap me in your arms and say, " Don't worry Xiao, it's

alright. Stop shaking, there, you see? It's alright, I'm here." Jin, do you really love me?

Because, if you do, if you tell me, I will love you. I will love only you and no one else, not

even myself. If you just say the words, my heart is yours. But you have to say it yourself.

I will not tell you. There, my mind is made up, all you have to say is three simple words and

 I'm yours. I will enjoy it to. I wont be afraid, I will just be safe in your arms every day

and love no one else but you. My heart will be all yours, only if you want it. So, here it is,

 will you take it? No, no answer. I will have to ask you myself. But, I will not ask if you

love me, I will ask how you feel, then I will tell you if I love you or not. So now diary,

I will go and see Jin. I will find out what I feel once and for all. Good bye.

Love,

Ling Xiaoyu