~Only when it rains~(Thoughts by Miroku)
Author:SenTaro-Tai
(Disclaimer:I claim nothing)
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It was raining again. Rain to me was like an omen of bad times to come. Sunshine means peace and as much as I wished for it to be sunny I was glad it was raining I was in a rather sour mood, nothing had gone right for me since the beginning. I am cursed and yet if I wasn't I would still be this way. It will never change, if I ever have a son he will be this way. I suppose it's okay, no matter how I am I still like being me, even if it's painful. I must walk the path that has been paved for me. Noone can shape my destiny but me and that's what I am doing now. I fear though I have fallen in love and am afraid to admit it. What will she think of me? I wonder. This plagues me everyday. I am so close to her and yet so far apart. I guess when I grope her its my own way of saying hey I like you. I thought I was a master of knowing women but I am not. I am just a typical male or that's what my friends say. What is typical I wonder? How could I be a typical person. Do they have an air rip, are they all monks? Do they fight for the sake of their family and for their life and so they won't be sucked into a void on their hand. To die by thy hand. Might be a first time but I don't want it to be me. I feel lonely when it rains as if I am the only person in the world. It is my time to think like this to really think without interruption. I wonder about my life span, will it be long or will it be short? Will I marry, perhaps the woman I love, will we defeat our enemies in grace, will we be defeated? Will we stay like this, traveling as a group maybe settle down in a village? Will our travels be in vain or will we complete our tasks, perhaps I should write a lengthy scroll on this. Will people read it, what will they think? What will happen to us all in the end? Will any woman bear my child?
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"Kagome, the monk looks rather deep in thought, what do you think he is up to?Sango asked Kagome. "I haven't a clue but it can't be good,"Kagome replied. "He only does this when it rains."
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Note:Thank you for reading, please review.
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SenTaro:~I wonder if this will get me any reviews.~
Miroku:$Perhaps you should ask them to bear you a son.$
SenTaro:~I want reviews not a bruised face~
Miroku:$Just a thought you know, perhaps you should be more gentle$
SenTaro:~Hmmm. That might work. How can I be more gentle?~
Miroku:$Make more stories about me, maybe add a woman saying yes!$
SenTaro:(swirly eyes)~Oroooooooooo~