Rain fades
(disclaimer: I claim nothing!!!!!)
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Time has been going by so rapidly and we have done so much, I am afraid it is becoming

increasingly harder to have time alone. It is also dangerous. Just the other day while I

was out getting water I was nearly killed by a swarm of demons. Those poison insects

were near so I was practically helpless. I wonder now what I will do when this wind

tunnel is gone. I suppose it would be wise to practice self defense. How can I be of use

to anyone if I cant protect myself. I need to be able to protect others. Perhaps if I

dont die I will have a family.
Now a days it is hard to trust anyone. Perhaps when the jewel is back in safe hands that

will change. One could only hope so. I truly wish Inuyasha will reconsider his desire to

become full demon. He will only cause what the jewel has for so long. It is meant to be

safe and pure. To protect or at least to aide in protection. People think me strange to

say that. It is true when you think. The Shikon no Tama was created from a single

woman who trapped her soul and the souls of demons inside it. She was protecting the

world from a hideous fate. It is entrusted to the one who holds special powers

sometimes it fell into the wrong hands. When the pureness takes hold the caretaker has

to protect it and the people that surround it. Therefore it aides the caretaker so they

will have sharper skills. Only the purest souls can protect it for it calls out with its desire

to strengthen. Evil is drawn to such power. When misused it aides in strength and we

find most evil use its powers even if its just a shard. We really never came accross a

good demon who used a shard or two. This is why I wonder why Inuyasha has not seen

it. Does he wish to be blind to the truth?

Some people curse the jewel for being made. They should be thankful. If not for the

jewel we may not be here. I have wondered myself all this and thats my conclusion. I

wonder if the jewel had not been shattered what would Kagome have done. Would she

go to her era or stay? She certainly would never have missed school as she called it. Its

a waste of time for her. She is learning the way we all have. First hand experience. I

suppose had she not shattered the jewel which i used to think was hard to believe, we

would never be here. I would have to fight Naraku alone. Perhaps Inuyasha would have

found him out and pursued him. Many people wish him dead. Sango would have Kohaku

and her village would be around blissfully ignorant to this all and Shippo would be dead

or all alone. Kouga would be well Kouga but less fast, he would probably married that

Ayame and here we all would never did what we did and shared what we did.
I pray for us all and hope we make it through this all in one piece and Naraku gets whats

comming. We have been through much, Kagome says wierd and stange things. For her

yes, for us no. Noone in her era would ever believe this. It's real though. Life is real. I

am here thinking alone remembering this all and sharing this. It feels so real. Is it? it

must be. I wish I knew my fate and the fate of others. I am no god. Just a monk. Some

say with questionable morals, but my intentions are honorable at times. This will be my

last time to sit in the rain and think. Tonight we will move on when the rain clears. I will

wonder as I do everynight, will I ever be cured of my wind tunnel. Will a woman, maybe

Sango, ever bear my child?
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Sen~well thats it.........

Miroku$I am going to miss you!!!!

Sen~Yes, I will miss you too man... here have a beer with me....

Miroku$Beer???

Sen~Oh yeah dont worry its just root

Miroku(makes a face)$sounds ghastly

Sen~Ahhhh! tastes good!

Miroku$Oh well down the hatch (takes a swig) gahhhhhhhh

Sen~Slow down man jee

Miroku(belches)

Sen~Excuse you!!!

Miroku$thanks.... so do you think she will?

Sen~huh who will, what?

Miroku$you know.....

Sen~Yeah why not

Miroku$She said no before

Sen~you asked????

Miroku$countless times

Sen~must hurt, but youre used to it

Miroku$No I just got it some where else

Sen(bug eyes) ~Whaaaaaaaaat????

Miroku$I have to say its not like hers

Sen~uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....... I didnt think it was like that????

Miroku$Oh sure you get it all the time, why cant i ???

Sen~What who said that!!!!!!

Miroku$your sister.....

Sen~(gags) What do you mean???? (looks sick)

Miroku$Hey are you okay??? I was only talking about Ramen!!!!!

Sen(hits the floor, swirly eyes) ~OrOoOoOoOo