Yo!! Me is back!! and I have a chappu with me for j00!! hahaha!!
thx to all of my kawaii reviewers!!! You are the bestt!!!! I promise, it will be some SasuxNaru, but It'll take sometime before that... And I will have some SakuxNaru, although it's just a little... I've already written a little in chap 2 where Sakura get pregnant... Kiddinggg hahah XD.
But now, the storyy
Ahh em forgot Disclaimer. I don't own Naruto. (Or do I? If Neji has breast it means that I do!! Kuso he doesn't!!).
And me forgot something. I'm gonna put in one characters of mine (only minor) and I wonder if you would like it to be a guy or a girl.. hehhe. Review!!! *hugs all of those who reads*
Chapter 1:Love
I was walking right behind Kakashi when Sakura caught up to me. Sakura...
She has always been nice to me. I like her a lot. As a friend. My heart belongs to Naruto, even though I just had to reach out my hand in order to get her. With Naruto, it's a lot harder. He's.. Not gay. I think I am. Honestly, I don't really care as long as I can be around Naruto.
"Sasuke-kun!" Sakura said with the weird pronounce to kun that only she can make. I smiled in my thoughts. Today will be a good day. I'm happy...
"Sasuke... What are you doing this afternoon?" Sakura asked and smiled hopfully. Daydreaming about Naruto confessing his love to me... With roses.. And a kiss, was what I wanted to say. "Practising." I said coldly.
"Ano Sasuke-kun... Do you want to practise with me?" Sakura leaned a little closer to me.
"Ie. I practise alone." I started to walk a little faster. Why can't she get over me..? I don't want to hurt here anymore...
"Sakura-chaaaaaan, we can practise together!" Naruto said. Hearing that hurted deep within me.
Ask me Naruto... Me.. Not her... ME!! I wanted to scream, but I kept my calmness. He's not yours.. He likes Sakura. Sakura. Everytime he asked, I wanted to cry, but I never did. Luckily, Sakura said no, all of the times.
Why should she answer differently today?
"Sure Naruto." Sakura smiled the sweet smile she usually gave me.
Had she given up on me, the cold hearted Uchiha? Kuso... Can she see what an incredible person Naruto is? But... I want him...
Naruto's chin literally fell down to the ground, and was dragged behind Naruto. He stopped, and asked:
"Honto...?"
"Yes." Sakura said and grabbed Naruto's wrist. "Don't just stand there. Walk." she said with a soft voice.
Naruto looked like a kid on Christmas eve. I was jealous of Sakura. Very jealous. I wanted him to give Me that look. I squeezed my fingers and started to bleed a little.
Kakashi gave me a napkin. "Wipe it off..." he whispered so that only I could hear him.
Does he know? Have I betrayed myself?
A long time ago, I think it was in mist village, I promised myself that I wouldn't tell anyone about my love for Naruto. After all, I didn't want to scare him away by being gay. I'd rather stay close to him, without him knowing, that being pushed away more than I already am, by him, knowing that I love him. I guess that's why I show him the opposite of love when I talk to him. I treat him like shit, even if it hurts I really don't what him to know. I even dream about him. About us, about what I would do if he belonged to me.
Chikuso... This is not the time thinking of that I thought when my cheeks got colored by a very, very light pink.
I wiped the small amount of blood of my hands and put the napkin in my pocket. I looked at my hands. The wounds my nails have caused was very small, and I barely felt it.
The pain in my heart was bigger.
Pain.
It seemed to be the word of my life.
Solitude.
My destiny. Destiny can't change
The four of us, kept on walking silently. If I listened carefully I could hear Naruto breathing heavily. By the touch Sakura had given him, he became all... All dizzy, all lovesick.
Like I become when I accidentally fall on Naruto.
Yeah right, like I would fall. Only when Naruto is in front of me, I trip. With purpose of course.
We reached the house we were supposed to paint. It was old, with barely no color left. The garden was well taken cared of, and the house didn't look that bad. No holes after termites or anything like that, just flaking color.
"Here are the buckets and the brushes" Kakashi said and pointed towards a box.
Naruto ran up to it, and opened it. "Sugoi!! It's orange!" Naruto said happily.
When Naruto smiled, it was like... All of the pain disappeared. But it came back ten times worse when he gave me one of his looks full of hatred.
Love me Naruto, please Love me. Kiss me, and hold me tight...
Naruto handed out the brushes. Or to be precise, he handed out one for Sakura and threw one at me, aiming for my face. "You think I'd let you hit me with that?" I asked him arrogantly.
"I was hoping that you would." Naruto said and smiled at me.
I felt like the happiest person in the world.
He's smiling... At ME!!
I couldn't stop myself from smiling back with a lovesick smile. I could tell by the look on Naruto's face that it made him feel uncomfortable. Who want someone they hated looking at them like that? With a smile filled with love...
Baka Sasuke... He'll hate you for sure...
Naruto turned around and opened a bucket with the warm orange color. Orange. Just like Naruto. I can't believe that he still wears the same shirt he did when graduated from the academy. Not really the same, but the same sort, only different size.
He's so beautiful... That body of his.
I got mad at myself for thinking about him in that way right now. We have a mission to do.
I walked over to them and grabbed a bucket. Naruto, Sakura and I started to paint while Kakashi sat down to read some "Icha Icha Paradise". Once, I read I few lines in it. Trust me, it was the most perverted thing I've ever seen. And he sits and read it like nothing!! It still makes me wonder what beast Kakashi must be when the lights go off.
I wonder what Naruto... Sasuke, get real! You're on a mission!
I pinched myself and continued to paint.
Naruto was climbing a latter and was painting around a window on the second floor. I was watching him in the corner of my eye, waiting for him to lean to much to his left and fall...
... So that I can catch him...
I know, it would annoy him so much.
But he's so cute when he's annoyed.
I guess that's why I like to tease him a lot. I really love it.
Not only do I get his attention, but I also get to see his cute face become all... Annoyed...
I don't know how to describe it exactly, but I do some sort of a ugly face that makes him look so cute...
I saw it happen in slowmotion. Naruto leaned to much to his left, as I expected, and his foot slipped. His eyes grew big as he started to fall down. I smiled a little, knowing that soon I'd get to touch him.
I quickly ran over and caught him.
"Watch your step, Dead-Last." I said and saw the anger appear in his face.
"Sassukeeee!! I don't need anyone like YOU catching me!!"
I put him down on the ground and walked back to my brushes.
"Without me, you would've killed yourself a long time ago." I said to him with my back against his face.
"Ano yaro..." He muttered and climbed back up on the latter.
I turned a little to my left and saw Kakashi watching me. He shook his head and continued to read.
I decide to walk over to him and chat a little. He looked up at me when I came walking.
"You know, don't you?" I asked him with my usual cold voice.
"The only reason Naruto don't know is that he's a baka..." Kakashi said and continued to read in his book.
I sat down next to him. This is bad...
"You know Sasuke... If you don't tell him... It will kill you..."
"What do you mean sensei?"
Our voices wasn't much louder than whispers. I didn't want Naruto to find out like this, and I guess Kakashi understood that.
"Loving someone as much as you love Naruto... It can make you go insane. You have to choose... Either confess and hope for his love in return, or forget him. It's up to you."
Kakashi's words fell down heavily on my shoulders. Kill me... Like in suicide...?
Kakashi didn't look like he was going to continue this conversation, so I walked back to the house and continued my painting.
Confess... Or forget... It's like choosing a life with hate from him... Or a life without him... In this case... I know what'll do...
It wasn't hard to decide.
Hatred isn't anything you can live with.
I felt something hit my right cheek. I turned my head and saw that it was another brush.
"Oy, Sasuke, are you ok?" Naruto asked me. I guess it was weird that I hadn't noticed it coming...
"Of course."
"Yosh!! I won! I could hit you with a brush!!" Naruto smiled and danced a little. He's such a kid sometimes...
I thought and smiled just a little and said.
"Every now and then, I'll let you hit me so that can believe that you're good."
"Teme!!" Naruto ran up to my and looked into my eyes. "I can hit you anytime I want!!" He said, with his face close to me. Only inches away... All I had to do was to bend down a little, and then our lips would connect...
"Are you challening me?" I asked him, instead of kissing him.
"Work..." Kakashi muttered to us. Naruto gave him an angry look and walked back to his bucket.
I shook my head a little on focused on my work.
Ahh me is done!! Now tell me is you like it all of that!!! I'll try to update as soon ass possible with chapter 2!! See ya then!! Jaaaa~~
thx to all of my kawaii reviewers!!! You are the bestt!!!! I promise, it will be some SasuxNaru, but It'll take sometime before that... And I will have some SakuxNaru, although it's just a little... I've already written a little in chap 2 where Sakura get pregnant... Kiddinggg hahah XD.
But now, the storyy
Ahh em forgot Disclaimer. I don't own Naruto. (Or do I? If Neji has breast it means that I do!! Kuso he doesn't!!).
And me forgot something. I'm gonna put in one characters of mine (only minor) and I wonder if you would like it to be a guy or a girl.. hehhe. Review!!! *hugs all of those who reads*
Chapter 1:Love
I was walking right behind Kakashi when Sakura caught up to me. Sakura...
She has always been nice to me. I like her a lot. As a friend. My heart belongs to Naruto, even though I just had to reach out my hand in order to get her. With Naruto, it's a lot harder. He's.. Not gay. I think I am. Honestly, I don't really care as long as I can be around Naruto.
"Sasuke-kun!" Sakura said with the weird pronounce to kun that only she can make. I smiled in my thoughts. Today will be a good day. I'm happy...
"Sasuke... What are you doing this afternoon?" Sakura asked and smiled hopfully. Daydreaming about Naruto confessing his love to me... With roses.. And a kiss, was what I wanted to say. "Practising." I said coldly.
"Ano Sasuke-kun... Do you want to practise with me?" Sakura leaned a little closer to me.
"Ie. I practise alone." I started to walk a little faster. Why can't she get over me..? I don't want to hurt here anymore...
"Sakura-chaaaaaan, we can practise together!" Naruto said. Hearing that hurted deep within me.
Ask me Naruto... Me.. Not her... ME!! I wanted to scream, but I kept my calmness. He's not yours.. He likes Sakura. Sakura. Everytime he asked, I wanted to cry, but I never did. Luckily, Sakura said no, all of the times.
Why should she answer differently today?
"Sure Naruto." Sakura smiled the sweet smile she usually gave me.
Had she given up on me, the cold hearted Uchiha? Kuso... Can she see what an incredible person Naruto is? But... I want him...
Naruto's chin literally fell down to the ground, and was dragged behind Naruto. He stopped, and asked:
"Honto...?"
"Yes." Sakura said and grabbed Naruto's wrist. "Don't just stand there. Walk." she said with a soft voice.
Naruto looked like a kid on Christmas eve. I was jealous of Sakura. Very jealous. I wanted him to give Me that look. I squeezed my fingers and started to bleed a little.
Kakashi gave me a napkin. "Wipe it off..." he whispered so that only I could hear him.
Does he know? Have I betrayed myself?
A long time ago, I think it was in mist village, I promised myself that I wouldn't tell anyone about my love for Naruto. After all, I didn't want to scare him away by being gay. I'd rather stay close to him, without him knowing, that being pushed away more than I already am, by him, knowing that I love him. I guess that's why I show him the opposite of love when I talk to him. I treat him like shit, even if it hurts I really don't what him to know. I even dream about him. About us, about what I would do if he belonged to me.
Chikuso... This is not the time thinking of that I thought when my cheeks got colored by a very, very light pink.
I wiped the small amount of blood of my hands and put the napkin in my pocket. I looked at my hands. The wounds my nails have caused was very small, and I barely felt it.
The pain in my heart was bigger.
Pain.
It seemed to be the word of my life.
Solitude.
My destiny. Destiny can't change
The four of us, kept on walking silently. If I listened carefully I could hear Naruto breathing heavily. By the touch Sakura had given him, he became all... All dizzy, all lovesick.
Like I become when I accidentally fall on Naruto.
Yeah right, like I would fall. Only when Naruto is in front of me, I trip. With purpose of course.
We reached the house we were supposed to paint. It was old, with barely no color left. The garden was well taken cared of, and the house didn't look that bad. No holes after termites or anything like that, just flaking color.
"Here are the buckets and the brushes" Kakashi said and pointed towards a box.
Naruto ran up to it, and opened it. "Sugoi!! It's orange!" Naruto said happily.
When Naruto smiled, it was like... All of the pain disappeared. But it came back ten times worse when he gave me one of his looks full of hatred.
Love me Naruto, please Love me. Kiss me, and hold me tight...
Naruto handed out the brushes. Or to be precise, he handed out one for Sakura and threw one at me, aiming for my face. "You think I'd let you hit me with that?" I asked him arrogantly.
"I was hoping that you would." Naruto said and smiled at me.
I felt like the happiest person in the world.
He's smiling... At ME!!
I couldn't stop myself from smiling back with a lovesick smile. I could tell by the look on Naruto's face that it made him feel uncomfortable. Who want someone they hated looking at them like that? With a smile filled with love...
Baka Sasuke... He'll hate you for sure...
Naruto turned around and opened a bucket with the warm orange color. Orange. Just like Naruto. I can't believe that he still wears the same shirt he did when graduated from the academy. Not really the same, but the same sort, only different size.
He's so beautiful... That body of his.
I got mad at myself for thinking about him in that way right now. We have a mission to do.
I walked over to them and grabbed a bucket. Naruto, Sakura and I started to paint while Kakashi sat down to read some "Icha Icha Paradise". Once, I read I few lines in it. Trust me, it was the most perverted thing I've ever seen. And he sits and read it like nothing!! It still makes me wonder what beast Kakashi must be when the lights go off.
I wonder what Naruto... Sasuke, get real! You're on a mission!
I pinched myself and continued to paint.
Naruto was climbing a latter and was painting around a window on the second floor. I was watching him in the corner of my eye, waiting for him to lean to much to his left and fall...
... So that I can catch him...
I know, it would annoy him so much.
But he's so cute when he's annoyed.
I guess that's why I like to tease him a lot. I really love it.
Not only do I get his attention, but I also get to see his cute face become all... Annoyed...
I don't know how to describe it exactly, but I do some sort of a ugly face that makes him look so cute...
I saw it happen in slowmotion. Naruto leaned to much to his left, as I expected, and his foot slipped. His eyes grew big as he started to fall down. I smiled a little, knowing that soon I'd get to touch him.
I quickly ran over and caught him.
"Watch your step, Dead-Last." I said and saw the anger appear in his face.
"Sassukeeee!! I don't need anyone like YOU catching me!!"
I put him down on the ground and walked back to my brushes.
"Without me, you would've killed yourself a long time ago." I said to him with my back against his face.
"Ano yaro..." He muttered and climbed back up on the latter.
I turned a little to my left and saw Kakashi watching me. He shook his head and continued to read.
I decide to walk over to him and chat a little. He looked up at me when I came walking.
"You know, don't you?" I asked him with my usual cold voice.
"The only reason Naruto don't know is that he's a baka..." Kakashi said and continued to read in his book.
I sat down next to him. This is bad...
"You know Sasuke... If you don't tell him... It will kill you..."
"What do you mean sensei?"
Our voices wasn't much louder than whispers. I didn't want Naruto to find out like this, and I guess Kakashi understood that.
"Loving someone as much as you love Naruto... It can make you go insane. You have to choose... Either confess and hope for his love in return, or forget him. It's up to you."
Kakashi's words fell down heavily on my shoulders. Kill me... Like in suicide...?
Kakashi didn't look like he was going to continue this conversation, so I walked back to the house and continued my painting.
Confess... Or forget... It's like choosing a life with hate from him... Or a life without him... In this case... I know what'll do...
It wasn't hard to decide.
Hatred isn't anything you can live with.
I felt something hit my right cheek. I turned my head and saw that it was another brush.
"Oy, Sasuke, are you ok?" Naruto asked me. I guess it was weird that I hadn't noticed it coming...
"Of course."
"Yosh!! I won! I could hit you with a brush!!" Naruto smiled and danced a little. He's such a kid sometimes...
I thought and smiled just a little and said.
"Every now and then, I'll let you hit me so that can believe that you're good."
"Teme!!" Naruto ran up to my and looked into my eyes. "I can hit you anytime I want!!" He said, with his face close to me. Only inches away... All I had to do was to bend down a little, and then our lips would connect...
"Are you challening me?" I asked him, instead of kissing him.
"Work..." Kakashi muttered to us. Naruto gave him an angry look and walked back to his bucket.
I shook my head a little on focused on my work.
Ahh me is done!! Now tell me is you like it all of that!!! I'll try to update as soon ass possible with chapter 2!! See ya then!! Jaaaa~~
