My Last Wish

By miyuki-chan

Author's Note: I don't own anything here except from Suzumi.. Please review! ^_^

Thanks who reviewed..

Guardian of the Earth (chapter 2) - Lol GO SAKURA KIK THE ASS OFF OF suzumi! YA! wait brb goto review your second chap! GOT MSN :D :D

Miyuki-chan: ^_^ continue reading!!!

Guardian of the Earth (chapter 3) - Erm...one word...SHOCKED

Miyuki-chan: Huh? Why? ^_^

Guardian of the Earth (chapter 4) - AH you are Cruel! *Sniff* Hurry and Write or I'll EXPLODE! @.@

Miyuki-chan: As you wish, I'm going to write! ^_^ just don't explode! @_@

sns43v3r - Wow!! I like this chapter too!! I can't wait till the next chapter! It's a great story!!

Miyuki-chan: Thanks! Continue reading! Lav ya!

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Chapter 4: Trying to make them break part 1

Suzumi returned home alone. She didn't get along with Sakura and others because she feels ashamed for saying that she loves Syaoran very much. She even feels sad and lonely for she can't accept what Syaoran said to her.

"Suzumi-chan, try to accept but I can only be your friend not a lover. Sakura is my only love at all. Nothing and no one will fill my life but only Sakura. Try to accept it."

"Forget it!" She shook her head, grinning her teeth and covered her face and started to cry. "I - don't - want - you - to - hate - me- or - even - treat - me - as - a - friend.."

She talks to herself. No one was around her. The maids were cleaning the house downstairs. The guards were guarding the house securely. Her parents where gone and works in abroad. She even not misses them. She forget all of those things around her and she always thinks about Syaoran who refused what she'd said a while ago. She went at her cabinet and gets her photo album filled with Syaoran's picture. She's just looking at it, nothing but remain looking at it.

"*sniff* *sniff* why these things are happening to me? I never do anything bad. I just remain quiet. *sniff* *sniff*. All I've wanted is Syaoran. Nothing but him.. I'm happy if I was already dead from now. *sniff* *sniff*. One thing will solve all of my problems.. I must.. Kill myself through this broken glass.." She broke the glass and tried to suicide. "*gulp..*" 'I know if I do this thing it will hurt me but if I died nothing else to hurt me.'

Lately before she stab herself, one of her maids saw her..

"Suzumi-san! What's happening to you?" Her maid gets the broken glass from her hand and the maid throws it through the window. "What do you think you're doing?"

"Suiciding! I'm going to kill myself!" Suzumi replied with a higher voice.

"What? Have you lost your guts? Suzumi-san, what if your parents will know this? What are we going to say?" Her maid yelled at her.

"Miko-san.. Why you stop me? I want to.. forget my problems.." Suzumi replied, crying and rubbing her eyes. "No one loves me.. And even my parents left me here in Japan.."

"Suzumi-san, I treat you like my little sister. It's impossible no one loves you. What about your friends?" Her maid hugged her tightly and wiped her tears.

"My friends? But one of my friends didn't love me.." Suzumi replied.

"One of your friends didn't love you? Who is she/him?" Her maid asked sincerely.

"The one I love most of the time.. Miko-san, he is perfect. Look at the picture. I fell in love with him at first sight. But he has a girlfriend.. So I think he didn't love me at all." Suzumi answers back.

"It doesn't make sense, Suzumi-san. If he's your friend and you love him so much and he doesn't love you as a lover, it doesn't mean that he didn't love you as a friend. Suzumi-chan, listen to me. If Syaoran has now a girlfriend you must not interfere their relationship. If you love him so much, you must respect him. Okay?" Her maid tried to explain her all of the things she must and must not do.

"Miko-san, it's not easy for me if Syaoran-kun will be gone. Miko-san, understand me. I love him very much." Suzumi said, crying. "And I even can't live if he is not going to love me. I must do how they can break!"

"Miko-san! That's not right to do that thing to them. What if you're Syaoran's girlfriend and someone likes him very much and she took him away from you, what do you feel? Feel happy that Syaoran was took away?" Her maid asked frankly. "You know, you didn't understand! You must listen to me. Love is not a game. Respect him. Respect his girlfriend."

"No! I won't listen to you! You didn't feel what I feel from now! Syaoran is perfect. Perfect than ever! And yet, my feelings are now hurt because.. Syaoran doesn't love me. Leave me alone!" Suzumi yelled at her maid and she did give a warning. "If you interfere my plans, I'll kill you! Go! Leave me!"

Her maid can't say or do anything what Suzumi said. Her maid didn't speak nor a word in front of her. Suzumi cried again.

"Suzumi, You must think of a plan that will break them. Forget those tears!" Suzumi talks to herself grinning her teeth angrily.

Suzumi started to wipe her tears away and let it go. Suzumi sneaked out of the window and thinks a plan that will break the relationship of Syaoran and Sakura. Suzumi released her attitude being a nice and kind girl. Now, she changed her attitude from being.. (Uhhmmm.. Being? Oh! I forgot.. being what? *Think* how about a rude girl. Okay!) She changed her attitude from being rude girl. She even changed her soft feelings from others and changed it like an evil dark mistress..

"Kinomoto Sakura, be ready for your grave. I'll kill you! I promise you. I'll take away Syaoran from you!" She promised to herself that she will Sakura. "And if Syaoran blamed me, I'll reason that it's his fault why I killed Sakura. Hahaha." She laugh like an evil.

~*~ To be continued ~*~

Author's Note: Review, review, review, review, review, review, review, review, review, review, and review. Whew! Hehe! Please submit review! Lav ya! *_*

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