After a few minuets I had finished with my hair,I didn't braid it all the way.I slipped on a blue button up silk shirt and walked back into my room.Heero was laying on my bed with his hands behind his head and his eyes closed.He was sleep.I quietly crept up to the bed and watched the steady rise and fall of his chest.I wanted to lay down next to him and just watch,but I was afraid that I'd wake him,
"You're staring,"Heero said and it shocked me that he was awake.
"Sorry,"I applogized.
"You don't need to appologize.You did nothing wrong,"Heero said looking up at me with those beautiful eyes.
"Maybe,"I sighed.
"Lay with me,"Heero asked as if he had been reading my mind earlier.
"Ok,"I said laying down by him,but not to close.
"This is nice,"I said feeling sleepy listening to Heero's steady breathing.
"It is,"Heero agreed sounding on the verg of sleep as well.
"Do me a favor ok Heero,"I yawned.
"Ok,"Heero answered.
"If I fall asleep and end up all over you don't shoot me,"I said falling sleep.
"Alright...Duo,"Heero whispered kissing my cheek and pulling the blankets up and around us.
I awoke later with my knees facing the head board,my head on Heero's chest and my arms carelessly around his shoulders and neck.Heero had his hand on my hip and the other hand barely touched mine.His face was turned to where our hands ghostly touched and I could feel his breath on my hand.I felt embarrassed,but comfortable.//Maybe Heero won't mind if I stay like this a little longer.//I thought with a smile.//Maybe I do want to remember.//
"You're awake,"Heero said slowly opening his eyes.
"Yes,"I yawned and streached raising my head enough to see his eyes."Sorry about this,"I blushed.
"It doesn't bother me,"Heero smiled as he watched our hands.His fingers danced with mine.We remained silent for a while just enjoying the feel of each other so close.
"Hey Heero...maybe we should get up,"I suggested.
"Maybe,"Heero replied.Neither one of us moved though."I can't get up with you pinning me down,"Heero chuckled.
"My neck hurts,"I laughed.
"I know how to get up off me,"Heero smiled evily.
"AHHHHHAAAAHHH!NO!! Tickling....ITsn't fair! Quit I can't breath!...I'll kick you! AHHHH quit,"I laughed as Heero's hands danced up and down my sides.
"Well it got you up,"Heero smiled.I only stuck my tounge out at him."Thats very tempting,but I doubt you want me to,"Heero smirked.I looked Heero straight in the eye.//He's serious!//
"I do,"I found myself saying.Heero stared back.
"Are you sure,"He asked.
"Please kiss me Heero,"I said feeling my face turn red.Heero gentally cupped the side of my face and leaned forward.Before I knew it I felt warm soft lips pressed against mine.My body started to shake and I closed my eyes to just simply feel.I felt Heero's mouth open aginst mine and his tongue slid easily into my mouth.I felt him explore every part of my mouth. I felt pleasure in it and loved it.I was a little disappointed when the kiss ended so soon.I opened my eyes and realized I was breathing hard,I was laying on my back and Heero was hovering about me.
"Wow,"I smiled trying to slow my breathing.
"Ditto,"Heero smiled kissing my lips quickly.
"I like that,"I smiled.
"What,"Heero asked smiling as well.
"You kissing me,"I smiled kissing him quickly.
"I like kissing you,"Heero laughed.
"We sound like middle schoolers,"I laughed.
"Yea we do,"Heero laughed along.
"I love your laugh,"I said calming down.
"Duo taught me how to laugh,"Heero said with a small smile.
"I wish I could remember,"I growled suddenly becoming frusterated at myself.
"You will.Just don't lose hope,"Heero said running his hands through my bangs.
"Its hard.I know in the back of my mind who I am,but its like its trapped,"I said.
"We'll work together to free it then,"Heero said kissing my lips again.I only smiled at him and hoped he was sure about this.
Thank the Lord the next day was Sunday.Unfortunatly that ment I had school tomorrow.I hated school and school hated me.Plus on top of that I didn't know what to do about Heero,Trowa,Quatre and Wufei.They couldn't come to school with me unless they attended school and that couldn't happen unless they were enrolled.Wait a minuet.Who says they can't be enrolled?
"That's crazy we haven't been to school in years,"Wufei said.
"More the reason for you to go,"I said.
"NO,"Wufei yelled.
"Wufei.It couldn't hurt,"Quatre said.
"I said no!I'm not going."Wufei stopmed.
"Then what are you going to do all day?Huh,"I asked.
"Meditate,"Wufei answered.
"All day,"I asked.
"If need be,Yes,"Wufei said.
"Tough!You're already enrolled and you start classes tomorrow,"I snikered.Wufei groweled at me and stomred away to the room he had schosedn as his.
"Well that went well,"I sighed slumping into a chair.I had argued with Torwa and Heero already,one had locked themself in the second bedroom(Trowa)which he shared with Quatre and Heero just went to the back bed room.My room.
"You go and talk with Heero and I'll convince Trowa,"Quatre said.Quatre was the only reasonable one in the group.
"Alright,"I sighed standing up and walking down the hall to my room.I walked into my room and found Heero going through my CD's.
"You don't have to go if you don't want to.I just thought you wouldn't want to stay here by yourself."I said closeing the door behind me.
"I'll go for you.Plus I don't want to stay here with Wufei,"Heero said still looking through my Cd's.
"Try John Mayer.Track 12,"I suggested walking over to where Heero stood.He took the CD and popped it into the player and a mellow tune filled the room.
/Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind?
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose.
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
And I,in time,will come around.
I always do for you,
Suppose I said
You're my saving grace.
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
"That describes me right now.Can you love me when I'm not myself,"I asked looking into Heero's eyes.
"Forever,"Heero answered kissing my lips softly.
"That's all I needed to hear.And I know I may not remember being Duo...I may not for a while,but a part of me is telling me this is right,"I sighed as Heero wrapped his arms around me tightly.
"In time you will.I have faith you will,"Heero said kissing my neck.
"But what if I don't,"I sighed pulling away.
"You will...Don't lost hope and you will.It happened to Trowa a long time ago and his memory returned to him,"Heero said.
"But I'm not Trowa,"I said.
"....Please just try,"Heero sighed.
"For you...ok,"I sighed sitting down on my bed.
"Good...Care to try again at remembering,"Heero asked.
"I guess.Its not like I have anything else to do and here goes nothing,"I shrugged.
****Flash Back****
"Duo....?"
"Where's Heero Quatre?"
"With Relena.After the attack on the base...he passed out and she took him home."
"Well then...That's that huh?"
"Duo don't give up.Heero loves you!"
"He never said he did....He's better off with Relena anyway.What can I give him huh?I'm a worthless street rat!"
"NO!You aren't worthless.You're a hero to this war!Heero's better off with you Duo!"
"It was a nice dream to think that...besides...I'm not the hero Heero is.He saved everyone."
"We did too Duo.We did too."
"Yeah....you did too."
"Duo wait!Where are you going?"
"To Hilde.What else is there?"
"I don't know."
"Good bye Quatre...See ya around."
"Bye"
****End Flash Back***
"Heero,"I gasped feeling tears gather in my eye lashes.
"What?What's wrong,"Heero asked,suddenly worried.
"Who's Relena?"
TBC..................
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!Cliff hanger?A little bit.But in the next chap you'll get to see
what happens with the new memory of Relena and learn a little more about Rick....
Yes i'm feeling evil right now...Considering I'm wearing all black...my best color!
WWS:DUO!What are you doing!?
Duo:Woops........*runs and hides*
WWS:R&R PLEASE!
"You're staring,"Heero said and it shocked me that he was awake.
"Sorry,"I applogized.
"You don't need to appologize.You did nothing wrong,"Heero said looking up at me with those beautiful eyes.
"Maybe,"I sighed.
"Lay with me,"Heero asked as if he had been reading my mind earlier.
"Ok,"I said laying down by him,but not to close.
"This is nice,"I said feeling sleepy listening to Heero's steady breathing.
"It is,"Heero agreed sounding on the verg of sleep as well.
"Do me a favor ok Heero,"I yawned.
"Ok,"Heero answered.
"If I fall asleep and end up all over you don't shoot me,"I said falling sleep.
"Alright...Duo,"Heero whispered kissing my cheek and pulling the blankets up and around us.
I awoke later with my knees facing the head board,my head on Heero's chest and my arms carelessly around his shoulders and neck.Heero had his hand on my hip and the other hand barely touched mine.His face was turned to where our hands ghostly touched and I could feel his breath on my hand.I felt embarrassed,but comfortable.//Maybe Heero won't mind if I stay like this a little longer.//I thought with a smile.//Maybe I do want to remember.//
"You're awake,"Heero said slowly opening his eyes.
"Yes,"I yawned and streached raising my head enough to see his eyes."Sorry about this,"I blushed.
"It doesn't bother me,"Heero smiled as he watched our hands.His fingers danced with mine.We remained silent for a while just enjoying the feel of each other so close.
"Hey Heero...maybe we should get up,"I suggested.
"Maybe,"Heero replied.Neither one of us moved though."I can't get up with you pinning me down,"Heero chuckled.
"My neck hurts,"I laughed.
"I know how to get up off me,"Heero smiled evily.
"AHHHHHAAAAHHH!NO!! Tickling....ITsn't fair! Quit I can't breath!...I'll kick you! AHHHH quit,"I laughed as Heero's hands danced up and down my sides.
"Well it got you up,"Heero smiled.I only stuck my tounge out at him."Thats very tempting,but I doubt you want me to,"Heero smirked.I looked Heero straight in the eye.//He's serious!//
"I do,"I found myself saying.Heero stared back.
"Are you sure,"He asked.
"Please kiss me Heero,"I said feeling my face turn red.Heero gentally cupped the side of my face and leaned forward.Before I knew it I felt warm soft lips pressed against mine.My body started to shake and I closed my eyes to just simply feel.I felt Heero's mouth open aginst mine and his tongue slid easily into my mouth.I felt him explore every part of my mouth. I felt pleasure in it and loved it.I was a little disappointed when the kiss ended so soon.I opened my eyes and realized I was breathing hard,I was laying on my back and Heero was hovering about me.
"Wow,"I smiled trying to slow my breathing.
"Ditto,"Heero smiled kissing my lips quickly.
"I like that,"I smiled.
"What,"Heero asked smiling as well.
"You kissing me,"I smiled kissing him quickly.
"I like kissing you,"Heero laughed.
"We sound like middle schoolers,"I laughed.
"Yea we do,"Heero laughed along.
"I love your laugh,"I said calming down.
"Duo taught me how to laugh,"Heero said with a small smile.
"I wish I could remember,"I growled suddenly becoming frusterated at myself.
"You will.Just don't lose hope,"Heero said running his hands through my bangs.
"Its hard.I know in the back of my mind who I am,but its like its trapped,"I said.
"We'll work together to free it then,"Heero said kissing my lips again.I only smiled at him and hoped he was sure about this.
Thank the Lord the next day was Sunday.Unfortunatly that ment I had school tomorrow.I hated school and school hated me.Plus on top of that I didn't know what to do about Heero,Trowa,Quatre and Wufei.They couldn't come to school with me unless they attended school and that couldn't happen unless they were enrolled.Wait a minuet.Who says they can't be enrolled?
"That's crazy we haven't been to school in years,"Wufei said.
"More the reason for you to go,"I said.
"NO,"Wufei yelled.
"Wufei.It couldn't hurt,"Quatre said.
"I said no!I'm not going."Wufei stopmed.
"Then what are you going to do all day?Huh,"I asked.
"Meditate,"Wufei answered.
"All day,"I asked.
"If need be,Yes,"Wufei said.
"Tough!You're already enrolled and you start classes tomorrow,"I snikered.Wufei groweled at me and stomred away to the room he had schosedn as his.
"Well that went well,"I sighed slumping into a chair.I had argued with Torwa and Heero already,one had locked themself in the second bedroom(Trowa)which he shared with Quatre and Heero just went to the back bed room.My room.
"You go and talk with Heero and I'll convince Trowa,"Quatre said.Quatre was the only reasonable one in the group.
"Alright,"I sighed standing up and walking down the hall to my room.I walked into my room and found Heero going through my CD's.
"You don't have to go if you don't want to.I just thought you wouldn't want to stay here by yourself."I said closeing the door behind me.
"I'll go for you.Plus I don't want to stay here with Wufei,"Heero said still looking through my Cd's.
"Try John Mayer.Track 12,"I suggested walking over to where Heero stood.He took the CD and popped it into the player and a mellow tune filled the room.
/Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind?
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose.
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
And I,in time,will come around.
I always do for you,
Suppose I said
You're my saving grace.
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
"That describes me right now.Can you love me when I'm not myself,"I asked looking into Heero's eyes.
"Forever,"Heero answered kissing my lips softly.
"That's all I needed to hear.And I know I may not remember being Duo...I may not for a while,but a part of me is telling me this is right,"I sighed as Heero wrapped his arms around me tightly.
"In time you will.I have faith you will,"Heero said kissing my neck.
"But what if I don't,"I sighed pulling away.
"You will...Don't lost hope and you will.It happened to Trowa a long time ago and his memory returned to him,"Heero said.
"But I'm not Trowa,"I said.
"....Please just try,"Heero sighed.
"For you...ok,"I sighed sitting down on my bed.
"Good...Care to try again at remembering,"Heero asked.
"I guess.Its not like I have anything else to do and here goes nothing,"I shrugged.
****Flash Back****
"Duo....?"
"Where's Heero Quatre?"
"With Relena.After the attack on the base...he passed out and she took him home."
"Well then...That's that huh?"
"Duo don't give up.Heero loves you!"
"He never said he did....He's better off with Relena anyway.What can I give him huh?I'm a worthless street rat!"
"NO!You aren't worthless.You're a hero to this war!Heero's better off with you Duo!"
"It was a nice dream to think that...besides...I'm not the hero Heero is.He saved everyone."
"We did too Duo.We did too."
"Yeah....you did too."
"Duo wait!Where are you going?"
"To Hilde.What else is there?"
"I don't know."
"Good bye Quatre...See ya around."
"Bye"
****End Flash Back***
"Heero,"I gasped feeling tears gather in my eye lashes.
"What?What's wrong,"Heero asked,suddenly worried.
"Who's Relena?"
TBC..................
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!Cliff hanger?A little bit.But in the next chap you'll get to see
what happens with the new memory of Relena and learn a little more about Rick....
Yes i'm feeling evil right now...Considering I'm wearing all black...my best color!
WWS:DUO!What are you doing!?
Duo:Woops........*runs and hides*
WWS:R&R PLEASE!
