Chapter two:
"Ginny, Ginny, come on baby wake up please wake up.shit girl you can't leave me here." "Wha.what.where ...am I?" "You are in the hospital.they brought you here after Hermione found you.. in the dorm.shit girl you scared all of us.what the hell were you playing at.?" "I don't wanna be here.I wanna be with them!" "Who Ginny.? Who do you wanna be with.?" "Leave me alone, I wanna die.!"
"I am so sorry Mr. Weasley there is nothing we can do, but pray, your sister has lost allot of blood.she was obviously very serious in her attempt to kill herself." "But..surely there is something." "I am terribly sorry."
*rewind*
Well I am gonna do it, I am going to leave here I am going to be with Draco and Ben.*yeah I know it is sad but my life is shit no matter what anyone says, Ben loved me and I loved him. And well Malfoy he was fucking good under the sheets*. Okay where did I hide that knife.ah yes under my socks the perfect place. All I have to do.is make a cut down my arm starting at my wrist. And now the other. Wow look at all that blood it's coming out fast, but in spurts. like, it isn't sure if it wants to leave.well my little babies you really don't have a choice. The only thing I can hear now is the monotonous sound, the dripping of my blood, there is a puddle now growing with every passing moment, moments that are just wasting away into oblivion. Everything is fading now. This will be the last time I see this stupid room and have to remember those horrible nights and what he did to me. I don't even want to think about that. (*He being Harry, have a vague idea, but yeah, all will be explained in chapter three*)
So I turn my thoughts to Ben and all of his troubles. Me I am one of them.
I think that they could have got along they would have been friends, schemers, even if they were that way inclined; lovers. Two beautiful people with so much in common but with so many differences. I tried to have both of them. But in the end I had neither. I forgive them both for all their faults. I hope they forgive me, I killed them both. Oh how I wish that.I had never been so stupid. I wish I had been honest with them both. With Draco; told him how I felt about Ben. And with Ben, told him that I was with Draco. See I destroyed them both. They could and would have been happy and still alive if I hadn't even been born.. No one is going to miss me; there is no reason for me to stay.
The blackness is closing in. where did I put those pictures? Here they are there are five of them one: of Harry, Hermione, and Ron, one: of my family (I was always the odd one out in there, the only girl, well apart from my mum but hell she don't count.), one: of Ben, one: of Draco and the last one of me I just want to remember me when I am dead. I can't think anymore I can't even remember if I locked the door I hope I did I don't want anyone to find me.to soon.
"Ginny, Ginny, come on I know you is in there open up.*knock, knock * Ginny please open up, come on I am worried bout ya, you looked sad earlier, come on open up.if you wont open up I will just come in. you have ten seconds." "Ten" "Nine" "Eight" "Seven" "Six" "Five" "Four" "Three" "Two" "One" "Okay. I'm coming in..*very high pitched, loud, elongated scream*
End of Chapter Two
"Ginny, Ginny, come on baby wake up please wake up.shit girl you can't leave me here." "Wha.what.where ...am I?" "You are in the hospital.they brought you here after Hermione found you.. in the dorm.shit girl you scared all of us.what the hell were you playing at.?" "I don't wanna be here.I wanna be with them!" "Who Ginny.? Who do you wanna be with.?" "Leave me alone, I wanna die.!"
"I am so sorry Mr. Weasley there is nothing we can do, but pray, your sister has lost allot of blood.she was obviously very serious in her attempt to kill herself." "But..surely there is something." "I am terribly sorry."
*rewind*
Well I am gonna do it, I am going to leave here I am going to be with Draco and Ben.*yeah I know it is sad but my life is shit no matter what anyone says, Ben loved me and I loved him. And well Malfoy he was fucking good under the sheets*. Okay where did I hide that knife.ah yes under my socks the perfect place. All I have to do.is make a cut down my arm starting at my wrist. And now the other. Wow look at all that blood it's coming out fast, but in spurts. like, it isn't sure if it wants to leave.well my little babies you really don't have a choice. The only thing I can hear now is the monotonous sound, the dripping of my blood, there is a puddle now growing with every passing moment, moments that are just wasting away into oblivion. Everything is fading now. This will be the last time I see this stupid room and have to remember those horrible nights and what he did to me. I don't even want to think about that. (*He being Harry, have a vague idea, but yeah, all will be explained in chapter three*)
So I turn my thoughts to Ben and all of his troubles. Me I am one of them.
I think that they could have got along they would have been friends, schemers, even if they were that way inclined; lovers. Two beautiful people with so much in common but with so many differences. I tried to have both of them. But in the end I had neither. I forgive them both for all their faults. I hope they forgive me, I killed them both. Oh how I wish that.I had never been so stupid. I wish I had been honest with them both. With Draco; told him how I felt about Ben. And with Ben, told him that I was with Draco. See I destroyed them both. They could and would have been happy and still alive if I hadn't even been born.. No one is going to miss me; there is no reason for me to stay.
The blackness is closing in. where did I put those pictures? Here they are there are five of them one: of Harry, Hermione, and Ron, one: of my family (I was always the odd one out in there, the only girl, well apart from my mum but hell she don't count.), one: of Ben, one: of Draco and the last one of me I just want to remember me when I am dead. I can't think anymore I can't even remember if I locked the door I hope I did I don't want anyone to find me.to soon.
"Ginny, Ginny, come on I know you is in there open up.*knock, knock * Ginny please open up, come on I am worried bout ya, you looked sad earlier, come on open up.if you wont open up I will just come in. you have ten seconds." "Ten" "Nine" "Eight" "Seven" "Six" "Five" "Four" "Three" "Two" "One" "Okay. I'm coming in..*very high pitched, loud, elongated scream*
End of Chapter Two
