Tears
03.::Realization::.

| by Ravenous |

This is starting to feel like those ye olde english plays O_o; But like I say, poems are easier to write. At this chapter, Raven starts to feel resentment. It seems it is more than Van's confession that triggered him. Wee---go mad creative energy ball, you.

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Was saying goodbye was easier than loving me?
Did it hurt you to love someone like me?
Was the ache so great that you had to lie and say you don't love me?
Were you so afraid to show what your heart told you
that you've covered any trace of what we've shared
And walked away from me without shedding a tear?

I can still taste your lips
I can still feel your caresses
and the warmth of your embrace
The fragrance of your hair lingers..
My senses are filled with the memories of you,
Memories I'd rather forget

Even my dreams betray me
I hear your voice echoing in my head..

"I hate you...I hate your for making me love you so much."

Your eyes were distressed deep into me
And your lips curled up into a small frown,
That hurting look that no sane man could forget.

I've never fallen in and out of love
I've never known how it was supposed to feel
Moments of happiness pass so quickly,
Barely giving me a chance to cherish them

Before they become nothing more than memories


If only the pain would disappear just as swiftly...


But then the feeling never could fade easily...


I think this suffering and misery, this guilt within me....is finally love?

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This is dedicated to Jujang/December/Hakusen for being there in my LJ during my angsty moments o_o; and to Plink-san also for the helpful comments and to everyone else as well who read my works ^^ - Ravenous