Chp 3: Everything You Want
Disclaimer: I don't own KH or Everything You Want by Vertical Horizon
A/N: In response to Beta Genius's request: Don't worry! The story is NOT gonna be like that. I think that's cheesy too!
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Kairi opened her eyes that morning to a new surrounding than that of Destiny Island. She yawned and got out of her brown bed in Betsy's House and smelled the sweet smell of peaches.
"Mamma!" Kairi said, as she smelled the luscious smell of the peaches. She ran downstairs to find the source of that smell. She stopped at the top of her stairs and looked down at Betsy stirring peaches n' cream oatmeal. Kairi smiled at the warm-hearted women. Betsy smiled back at her.
"Come and get it!" she said. Kairi smiled and ran downstairs in her purple nightgown and sat at the table.
"Morning Betsy!" Kairi said.
"Morning sunshine," she replied, "Baby you're in luck. Betsy makes the best peaches n' cream oatmeal in town!" she said as she poured her a bowl. Betsy sat down beside her. "You know Riku comes in here for breakfast sometimes."
"Really?" Kairi said kind of sadly. Betsy was confused after she said this.
"I thought you'd be more excited baby."
"Well, Riku wasn't very happy to see me."
"Why ever not?"
"Trust me it's a LONG story."
"Well I'm here to listen," Betsy replied.
"Well ok,...it all started when...."
~*~
Kairi told Betsy EVERYTHING from Kairi first coming to the island to the letter and everything in between.
"....And that's my story." Kairi finished. Betsy stared wide-eyed in fascination.
"Now that's a LOT a history." She said.
"Tell me about it," Kairi replied.
"So he doesn't want you to be here at all?"
"No," Kairi sighed sadly. "He thinks I don't care about him at all, but I do, I really do!"
"Well I don't blame him for feeling misplaced and invisible, I'd feel that way if you were all over that Sora kid."
"Yah, don't remind me. He keeps telling me I treated him like cellophane, that's makes me feel SO low." Kairi put her head on her hands in hopelessness. Betsy looked at Kairi in a concerned way. She put her hand on Kairi's shoulder.
"Well baby, you just have to prove to him that you do care for him. It may take a while, but you can never give up if you truly care for him." Kairi smiled at this comment. Then the door swung open. It was Riku.
"Hey Betsy I'm ready for some of that famous oatmea...," but he stopped in the middle of his sentence when he saw Kairi. He looked at her like she had just made a fat joke about his mother (which is the worst look in the world). Then he turned back around and went out the door. Kairi sighed.
"It'll be okay baby," Betsy said as she put her bangs behind her ears affectionately. Kairi smiled.
"I'm gonna go outside and talk to him," she replied. Kairi changed into her normal clothes and went back downstairs as soon as she opened the door. Riku was way ahead of her. As soon as she stepped outside he grabbed her arm and pulled her aside.
"What are you doing? I told you to go home?" he hissed in a whispered tone.
"Why are you whispering?" she whispered back.
"Don't change the subject," he continued to whisper, "I told you to go! I meant it!"
"I'm not going Riku! I'm not going to leave things like they are!"
"Well maybe if you hadn't treated me like cellophane they wouldn't be this way!"
"Stop saying I treated you like cellophane!"
"Well you did!" They went on hissing at each other indistinctly for a while and then a young voice spoke up from behind them.
"Riku what's wrong?" At that second Riku turned around and hid Kairi behind him at the same time.
"Uh, nothing's wrong, nothing at all." He said nervously.
"I thought I heard you yelling at someone."
"Well maybe you're just hearing things." Then Kairi bit Riku's back. "Ow!" he shouted. He bent over in agony and tripped Kairi. She landed on the floor and Riku was moving aside in pain. When the girl saw Kairi she scowled.
"And who is this?" she demanded.
"Well, she's uh...um, well..it's actually a pretty funny story...you see..um..."
"Wait a sec." Kairi said under her breath as she looked up to that girl from the floor.
~*Flashback*~
Kairi looked up to see who had tripped her.
"Jerk," she said under her breath.
~*~
It was that girl who had tripped her last night. Kairi got up off the floor.
"Well who are YOU?" Kairi said back with an attitude in her voice. Riku immediately
"She's a girl! She's just a girl I know! She's..."
"I'm Riku's girlfriend," she said. Kairi stared wide-eyed at the girl. Despite being very mean she was also very pretty. She had long, straight, brown hair and sparkling green eyes. She wore a long purple skirt and a purple tank top to go with it. Kairi glared at Riku and he shrugged his shoulders.
"Oh really?" Kairi said in a fake interested voice.
"Yes!" she said, "Right when he came on this island he was blown away by my beauty and asked me out right away. And we've been together ever since." She said as she walked over to Riku and put her arms around him. "Isn't that right baby?" she asked as she planted a kiss on his lips. Riku and Kairi were looked in a stare as she said through the whole speech and the kiss as well. Riku didn't say anything back at first because of the stare he and Kairi were in. This made his girlfriend mad. "Right baby!" she asked more aggressively as she slapped the back of his head. Riku was then locked out of the stare.
"Oh, umm...yah I guess." He said quietly.
"You guess?" she said with a scorn. Kairi raised her eyebrows at all of this.
"Aren't you going to introduce me Riku?" she growled in his direction.
"Um, yah. Well, this is..."
"I'm Faye!" she interrupted as she stuck her hand out in Kairi's face. She was about to shake it but Faye pulled her hand away quickly. "Oh wait I forgot I just painted my nails, you can't shake my hand you'll smudge the paint, sorry!"
"Uh yah," Kairi replied in a slightly disgusted tone as she looked at Riku. Riku wanted to hide under a rock at all of this. He kept wiping his forehead and trying to look at anything except Kairi. "Well I better go now," Kairi said. "It was nice meeting you Faye."
"Ok, bye now! Me and my baby need to be alone now!" she said obnoxiously. Kairi gave her a fake smile then turned around and walked away. When she had her back turned Kairi didn't know whether to laugh or be very furious, she just kept walking. Riku was watching her walk as Faye was snuggling up to him. He was steaming. He knew she was laughing with pleasure on the inside at his embarrassing other half, and he wasn't going to be laughed at.
"Baby, wait here," he said as he took her arms from around him. She scoffed loudly as he walked away from her to Kairi. When he caught up with her, sure enough, she was smiling with pleasure to see Riku being embarrassed by his girlfriend.
"Kairi don't you start on my girlfriend! I...."
" 'You'll smudge my nail polish?'" Kairi quoted. Riku turned red in anger and embarrassment.
"Kairi you shut up about her! I won't have you making fun of her! She's very important to me."
"Oh yah, and y'all just make SUCH a perfect couple!" Kairi said sarcastically.
"Kairi! You stop it!" Kairi couldn't help but giggle. Riku fumed at this. "Like I said, she's very important to me and...."
"Then how come you didn't want me to meet her?"
"What?"
"You heard me! You didn't want me to meet her!"
"What do you mean?...I was gonna introduce y'all!"
"Riku! You hid me behind your back!" Riku was at a loss for words at this statement.
"Ok, so maybe I didn't want you to meet her...but that's because I knew you'd judge us, like you're doing right now! Well Kairi, I don't need YOU judging me least of all."
"Riku! You and that girl are exact one hundred percent opposites! I think she's just your rebound!"
"REBOUND!" Riku shouted. "What, so you're saying that I just dated her to get over you." Kairi looked at him darkly.
"Yes that's exactly what I'm saying."
"Kairi that's so selfish! In fact I think you're jealous!"
"JEALOUS? You wish!" she responded coldly.
"Well you may think of her as a rebound but she's everything I want! She's always there for me unlike you! She doesn't treat me like cellophane Kairi!" Kairi glared at him madly after this.
"Riku, I know you're not happy with her. She may be everything you want right now but that doesn't mean she's right for you! Maybe what you want and need right now is someone to be there to make you forget about your past. I bet she means nothing to you! She's just there when you need her!"
"Kairi, take that back! I don't need you or anyone else judging me and thinking they know what's best for me! You don't know anything Kairi! How dare you go around saying she means nothing to me when I obviously meant nothing to you? You think what you want Kairi, but I know that she is the one for me! So don't go telling me that she means nothing to me because YOU'RE the one who means nothing to me now!" He then stormed away from Kairi who had tears of anger in her eyes. He then grabbed Faye by the waist, and gave a small glare at Kairi to make sure she was watching.
"I'm sorry that took so long." Then he pulled her in for a kiss which she accepted fully as she wrapped her arms around his neck. An angry tear escaped from Kairi as she watched this. She then turned around and walked away. As she was walking she waited until she was far away from Riku and Faye to start crying. She kicked the dirt as she sobbed while walking down the alleyways all alone.
"Why am I crying?" she asked herself through her tears. "I should care less if Riku has a girlfriend. I don't mean anything to him and now he doesn't mean anything to me..I think." Kairi rested herself against a brick wall. "I mean is it because I'm jealous..."right after she said that reality snapped into her head. "....I'm jealous," she admitted. Kairi wiped her tears away. "Well I guess this is what I deserve...to feel what Riku was feeling back on Destiny Island. The more I think about it though, the more jealous I realize I am. What's he doing with her anyway? They're totally different. She's a girly girl and Riku is adventurous and brave. They don't match at all!"
~*~
Riku walked down the lonely, dark ally ways of Traverse Town with his hands in his pockets and kicking around he rocks in front of him. The things Kairi said were running through his head.
'Maybe what you want and need right now is someone to be there for you to make you forget about your past.'
Kairi was right about everything though. She was his rebound girl. He only dated her to erase the memory of Kairi, which she was pretty successful at so they remained boyfriend and girlfriend all those three years. He didn't have any true feelings for her though, he only remained with her for the exact reason Kairi said: to help him forget about his past.
"What am I gonna do?" Riku asked himself. "She was right on target!" Riku stopped walking and leaned up against the walls and thought about his situation. "Well, as ling as she's hear I'll just have to make her think that I really do have feelings for her." Riku paused and thought after saying this. "Kairi may have broken my heart but I don't like the idea of lying to her. But maybe if she sees how happy I am with Faye she'll go away. And I'll never have to think back to my past ever again. The problem is pretending that I have real feelings for Faye...."
~*Kairi's room/ Kairi's POV*~
Kairi was lying on her bed staring up at the ceiling as thoughts of Riku and Faye ran through her head.
It's amazing how much Riku has made my life change. With a simple letter he's turned the world around made me experience it from his point of view. He works in mysterious ways like that. Well I guess I deserve all of what he felt. Instead of him being jealous of Sora and me now it's me jealous of him and Faye!
Kairi stuffed her head under her pillow.
I don't know hat he sees in her though. Yes she's pretty, but there's more to love than looks. I know Riku wouldn't date anyone like her! Well whatever he sees in her, it makes me sick to think about them together, I guess I'm more jealous than I thought.
Kairi dropped her pillow to the floor and sat on her knees
"I JUST WANT MY FRIEND BACK!" she shouted at the sky. She fell into a fettle position back on the bed and then spread back out into the position she was in.
"But I wonder if I was right..maybe Riku is using her as a band-aid for the wounds of his past....and that's all...."
//Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now I'm here and you don't know why
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return
She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to you
And you don't know why
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish she'd say
She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to you
And you don't know why
But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It'd only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return
She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to you
And you don't know why
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
But I did all the wrong things
At exactly the right time
Now I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
Why
I don't know why//
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Hey y'all! I take every song on here in deep consideration, and this song worked this time because she's obviously talking about his girlfriend that's all wrong for him but also about how he wants to forget his past. By the way, when it says "echoes of angels who won't return" they're talking about how is soul used to sing out when he was happy. I'm still taking song suggestions but here's the thing: I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!! So suggestions would be REALLY helpful. Thank You and please R/R!!
Peace Out,
Kia Saphia
Disclaimer: I don't own KH or Everything You Want by Vertical Horizon
A/N: In response to Beta Genius's request: Don't worry! The story is NOT gonna be like that. I think that's cheesy too!
~*~
Kairi opened her eyes that morning to a new surrounding than that of Destiny Island. She yawned and got out of her brown bed in Betsy's House and smelled the sweet smell of peaches.
"Mamma!" Kairi said, as she smelled the luscious smell of the peaches. She ran downstairs to find the source of that smell. She stopped at the top of her stairs and looked down at Betsy stirring peaches n' cream oatmeal. Kairi smiled at the warm-hearted women. Betsy smiled back at her.
"Come and get it!" she said. Kairi smiled and ran downstairs in her purple nightgown and sat at the table.
"Morning Betsy!" Kairi said.
"Morning sunshine," she replied, "Baby you're in luck. Betsy makes the best peaches n' cream oatmeal in town!" she said as she poured her a bowl. Betsy sat down beside her. "You know Riku comes in here for breakfast sometimes."
"Really?" Kairi said kind of sadly. Betsy was confused after she said this.
"I thought you'd be more excited baby."
"Well, Riku wasn't very happy to see me."
"Why ever not?"
"Trust me it's a LONG story."
"Well I'm here to listen," Betsy replied.
"Well ok,...it all started when...."
~*~
Kairi told Betsy EVERYTHING from Kairi first coming to the island to the letter and everything in between.
"....And that's my story." Kairi finished. Betsy stared wide-eyed in fascination.
"Now that's a LOT a history." She said.
"Tell me about it," Kairi replied.
"So he doesn't want you to be here at all?"
"No," Kairi sighed sadly. "He thinks I don't care about him at all, but I do, I really do!"
"Well I don't blame him for feeling misplaced and invisible, I'd feel that way if you were all over that Sora kid."
"Yah, don't remind me. He keeps telling me I treated him like cellophane, that's makes me feel SO low." Kairi put her head on her hands in hopelessness. Betsy looked at Kairi in a concerned way. She put her hand on Kairi's shoulder.
"Well baby, you just have to prove to him that you do care for him. It may take a while, but you can never give up if you truly care for him." Kairi smiled at this comment. Then the door swung open. It was Riku.
"Hey Betsy I'm ready for some of that famous oatmea...," but he stopped in the middle of his sentence when he saw Kairi. He looked at her like she had just made a fat joke about his mother (which is the worst look in the world). Then he turned back around and went out the door. Kairi sighed.
"It'll be okay baby," Betsy said as she put her bangs behind her ears affectionately. Kairi smiled.
"I'm gonna go outside and talk to him," she replied. Kairi changed into her normal clothes and went back downstairs as soon as she opened the door. Riku was way ahead of her. As soon as she stepped outside he grabbed her arm and pulled her aside.
"What are you doing? I told you to go home?" he hissed in a whispered tone.
"Why are you whispering?" she whispered back.
"Don't change the subject," he continued to whisper, "I told you to go! I meant it!"
"I'm not going Riku! I'm not going to leave things like they are!"
"Well maybe if you hadn't treated me like cellophane they wouldn't be this way!"
"Stop saying I treated you like cellophane!"
"Well you did!" They went on hissing at each other indistinctly for a while and then a young voice spoke up from behind them.
"Riku what's wrong?" At that second Riku turned around and hid Kairi behind him at the same time.
"Uh, nothing's wrong, nothing at all." He said nervously.
"I thought I heard you yelling at someone."
"Well maybe you're just hearing things." Then Kairi bit Riku's back. "Ow!" he shouted. He bent over in agony and tripped Kairi. She landed on the floor and Riku was moving aside in pain. When the girl saw Kairi she scowled.
"And who is this?" she demanded.
"Well, she's uh...um, well..it's actually a pretty funny story...you see..um..."
"Wait a sec." Kairi said under her breath as she looked up to that girl from the floor.
~*Flashback*~
Kairi looked up to see who had tripped her.
"Jerk," she said under her breath.
~*~
It was that girl who had tripped her last night. Kairi got up off the floor.
"Well who are YOU?" Kairi said back with an attitude in her voice. Riku immediately
"She's a girl! She's just a girl I know! She's..."
"I'm Riku's girlfriend," she said. Kairi stared wide-eyed at the girl. Despite being very mean she was also very pretty. She had long, straight, brown hair and sparkling green eyes. She wore a long purple skirt and a purple tank top to go with it. Kairi glared at Riku and he shrugged his shoulders.
"Oh really?" Kairi said in a fake interested voice.
"Yes!" she said, "Right when he came on this island he was blown away by my beauty and asked me out right away. And we've been together ever since." She said as she walked over to Riku and put her arms around him. "Isn't that right baby?" she asked as she planted a kiss on his lips. Riku and Kairi were looked in a stare as she said through the whole speech and the kiss as well. Riku didn't say anything back at first because of the stare he and Kairi were in. This made his girlfriend mad. "Right baby!" she asked more aggressively as she slapped the back of his head. Riku was then locked out of the stare.
"Oh, umm...yah I guess." He said quietly.
"You guess?" she said with a scorn. Kairi raised her eyebrows at all of this.
"Aren't you going to introduce me Riku?" she growled in his direction.
"Um, yah. Well, this is..."
"I'm Faye!" she interrupted as she stuck her hand out in Kairi's face. She was about to shake it but Faye pulled her hand away quickly. "Oh wait I forgot I just painted my nails, you can't shake my hand you'll smudge the paint, sorry!"
"Uh yah," Kairi replied in a slightly disgusted tone as she looked at Riku. Riku wanted to hide under a rock at all of this. He kept wiping his forehead and trying to look at anything except Kairi. "Well I better go now," Kairi said. "It was nice meeting you Faye."
"Ok, bye now! Me and my baby need to be alone now!" she said obnoxiously. Kairi gave her a fake smile then turned around and walked away. When she had her back turned Kairi didn't know whether to laugh or be very furious, she just kept walking. Riku was watching her walk as Faye was snuggling up to him. He was steaming. He knew she was laughing with pleasure on the inside at his embarrassing other half, and he wasn't going to be laughed at.
"Baby, wait here," he said as he took her arms from around him. She scoffed loudly as he walked away from her to Kairi. When he caught up with her, sure enough, she was smiling with pleasure to see Riku being embarrassed by his girlfriend.
"Kairi don't you start on my girlfriend! I...."
" 'You'll smudge my nail polish?'" Kairi quoted. Riku turned red in anger and embarrassment.
"Kairi you shut up about her! I won't have you making fun of her! She's very important to me."
"Oh yah, and y'all just make SUCH a perfect couple!" Kairi said sarcastically.
"Kairi! You stop it!" Kairi couldn't help but giggle. Riku fumed at this. "Like I said, she's very important to me and...."
"Then how come you didn't want me to meet her?"
"What?"
"You heard me! You didn't want me to meet her!"
"What do you mean?...I was gonna introduce y'all!"
"Riku! You hid me behind your back!" Riku was at a loss for words at this statement.
"Ok, so maybe I didn't want you to meet her...but that's because I knew you'd judge us, like you're doing right now! Well Kairi, I don't need YOU judging me least of all."
"Riku! You and that girl are exact one hundred percent opposites! I think she's just your rebound!"
"REBOUND!" Riku shouted. "What, so you're saying that I just dated her to get over you." Kairi looked at him darkly.
"Yes that's exactly what I'm saying."
"Kairi that's so selfish! In fact I think you're jealous!"
"JEALOUS? You wish!" she responded coldly.
"Well you may think of her as a rebound but she's everything I want! She's always there for me unlike you! She doesn't treat me like cellophane Kairi!" Kairi glared at him madly after this.
"Riku, I know you're not happy with her. She may be everything you want right now but that doesn't mean she's right for you! Maybe what you want and need right now is someone to be there to make you forget about your past. I bet she means nothing to you! She's just there when you need her!"
"Kairi, take that back! I don't need you or anyone else judging me and thinking they know what's best for me! You don't know anything Kairi! How dare you go around saying she means nothing to me when I obviously meant nothing to you? You think what you want Kairi, but I know that she is the one for me! So don't go telling me that she means nothing to me because YOU'RE the one who means nothing to me now!" He then stormed away from Kairi who had tears of anger in her eyes. He then grabbed Faye by the waist, and gave a small glare at Kairi to make sure she was watching.
"I'm sorry that took so long." Then he pulled her in for a kiss which she accepted fully as she wrapped her arms around his neck. An angry tear escaped from Kairi as she watched this. She then turned around and walked away. As she was walking she waited until she was far away from Riku and Faye to start crying. She kicked the dirt as she sobbed while walking down the alleyways all alone.
"Why am I crying?" she asked herself through her tears. "I should care less if Riku has a girlfriend. I don't mean anything to him and now he doesn't mean anything to me..I think." Kairi rested herself against a brick wall. "I mean is it because I'm jealous..."right after she said that reality snapped into her head. "....I'm jealous," she admitted. Kairi wiped her tears away. "Well I guess this is what I deserve...to feel what Riku was feeling back on Destiny Island. The more I think about it though, the more jealous I realize I am. What's he doing with her anyway? They're totally different. She's a girly girl and Riku is adventurous and brave. They don't match at all!"
~*~
Riku walked down the lonely, dark ally ways of Traverse Town with his hands in his pockets and kicking around he rocks in front of him. The things Kairi said were running through his head.
'Maybe what you want and need right now is someone to be there for you to make you forget about your past.'
Kairi was right about everything though. She was his rebound girl. He only dated her to erase the memory of Kairi, which she was pretty successful at so they remained boyfriend and girlfriend all those three years. He didn't have any true feelings for her though, he only remained with her for the exact reason Kairi said: to help him forget about his past.
"What am I gonna do?" Riku asked himself. "She was right on target!" Riku stopped walking and leaned up against the walls and thought about his situation. "Well, as ling as she's hear I'll just have to make her think that I really do have feelings for her." Riku paused and thought after saying this. "Kairi may have broken my heart but I don't like the idea of lying to her. But maybe if she sees how happy I am with Faye she'll go away. And I'll never have to think back to my past ever again. The problem is pretending that I have real feelings for Faye...."
~*Kairi's room/ Kairi's POV*~
Kairi was lying on her bed staring up at the ceiling as thoughts of Riku and Faye ran through her head.
It's amazing how much Riku has made my life change. With a simple letter he's turned the world around made me experience it from his point of view. He works in mysterious ways like that. Well I guess I deserve all of what he felt. Instead of him being jealous of Sora and me now it's me jealous of him and Faye!
Kairi stuffed her head under her pillow.
I don't know hat he sees in her though. Yes she's pretty, but there's more to love than looks. I know Riku wouldn't date anyone like her! Well whatever he sees in her, it makes me sick to think about them together, I guess I'm more jealous than I thought.
Kairi dropped her pillow to the floor and sat on her knees
"I JUST WANT MY FRIEND BACK!" she shouted at the sky. She fell into a fettle position back on the bed and then spread back out into the position she was in.
"But I wonder if I was right..maybe Riku is using her as a band-aid for the wounds of his past....and that's all...."
//Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now I'm here and you don't know why
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return
She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to you
And you don't know why
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish she'd say
She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to you
And you don't know why
But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It'd only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return
She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to you
And you don't know why
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
But I did all the wrong things
At exactly the right time
Now I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
Why
I don't know why//
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Hey y'all! I take every song on here in deep consideration, and this song worked this time because she's obviously talking about his girlfriend that's all wrong for him but also about how he wants to forget his past. By the way, when it says "echoes of angels who won't return" they're talking about how is soul used to sing out when he was happy. I'm still taking song suggestions but here's the thing: I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!! So suggestions would be REALLY helpful. Thank You and please R/R!!
Peace Out,
Kia Saphia
