Disclaimer: All Invader Zim characters belong to Johnen Vasquez, the
Nickelodeon bastards, and the Viacom bastards. The song 'Finding Me'
belongs to Vertical Horizon.
A/N: Okay, another one of my sad fics. Membrane is depressed. What will he
do? Songfic, please, please, please R&R!!!
Finding Me
(Membranes POV)
This can't be happening. I'm going insane. I haven't had sleep in three
days. all I need is sleep. no, I have work to do.
(I don't think you notice,
When you see my face,
I guess you're waiting,
To spin me around again.)
What about Dib and Gaz? I can't just leave them. what will they do without
me? I guess I'm never around anyway. they wouldn't miss me.
(Wheels I guess are turning
Somewhere inside my head,
I know that this is
Deeper than you get.)
But suicide? That's crazy. Just stupid.
(But your coming back again,
You don't mean to waste my time
But you're coming back so.)
I have to get home, lay down. Get some sleep. not suicide. Forget suicide.
(Don't tell me
How to be
'Cause I like some suffering
Don't ask me
What I need
I'm just fine
Here finding me
Me.)
I have to get home. so much work. suicide will work..
(I've already given
Up on getting through
I never question
Who I'm talking to.)
Gosh, where's my damn keys. I have to find my keys. Damn.I guess I'll take
the bus.
(Oh so much for nothing
But nothing means so much
I know it's touching
But I've been out of touch.)
"Where you goin' Membrane?"
"Out." Just ignore him, just ignore him.
(And It's all that I can do
I'm a sight for my sore eyes
But it's all I am so.)
Almost to the bus. what are those shouts? Why is everyone staring? What's
going on.
(Don't tell me
How to be
'Cause I like some suffering
Don't ask me
What I need
I'm just fine
Here finding me
Me)
What the hell. Is that a car? I can't move. Just let it hit me.no, Gaz,
Dib.
(I don't think you notice
When I can't reach out
I guess you're waiting
On somebody else again.)
It's coming closer, just move it. they're screaming.
(Oh so much for talking
It's all been said before
I'm hearing something
But I wish you'd just say more.)
Closer.it's here now.I can't stop it... theres the screech of metal, and
now the crash to end it all.
(But you're going off again
When I try to just hold on
But you're going off so.)
Gaz held the phone up to her ear. She dropped the game she was holding, a
drop that seemed forever. She dropped the phone. She dropped her dark
personality and cried.
Dib would find out later. Gaz cuddled up against the couch, holding on to
what little conscious she had.
(Don't tell me
How to be
'Cause I like some suffering
Don't ask me
What I need
I'm just fine
Here finding me
Me)
A/N: R&R people! ::Sniffle::
Nickelodeon bastards, and the Viacom bastards. The song 'Finding Me'
belongs to Vertical Horizon.
A/N: Okay, another one of my sad fics. Membrane is depressed. What will he
do? Songfic, please, please, please R&R!!!
Finding Me
(Membranes POV)
This can't be happening. I'm going insane. I haven't had sleep in three
days. all I need is sleep. no, I have work to do.
(I don't think you notice,
When you see my face,
I guess you're waiting,
To spin me around again.)
What about Dib and Gaz? I can't just leave them. what will they do without
me? I guess I'm never around anyway. they wouldn't miss me.
(Wheels I guess are turning
Somewhere inside my head,
I know that this is
Deeper than you get.)
But suicide? That's crazy. Just stupid.
(But your coming back again,
You don't mean to waste my time
But you're coming back so.)
I have to get home, lay down. Get some sleep. not suicide. Forget suicide.
(Don't tell me
How to be
'Cause I like some suffering
Don't ask me
What I need
I'm just fine
Here finding me
Me.)
I have to get home. so much work. suicide will work..
(I've already given
Up on getting through
I never question
Who I'm talking to.)
Gosh, where's my damn keys. I have to find my keys. Damn.I guess I'll take
the bus.
(Oh so much for nothing
But nothing means so much
I know it's touching
But I've been out of touch.)
"Where you goin' Membrane?"
"Out." Just ignore him, just ignore him.
(And It's all that I can do
I'm a sight for my sore eyes
But it's all I am so.)
Almost to the bus. what are those shouts? Why is everyone staring? What's
going on.
(Don't tell me
How to be
'Cause I like some suffering
Don't ask me
What I need
I'm just fine
Here finding me
Me)
What the hell. Is that a car? I can't move. Just let it hit me.no, Gaz,
Dib.
(I don't think you notice
When I can't reach out
I guess you're waiting
On somebody else again.)
It's coming closer, just move it. they're screaming.
(Oh so much for talking
It's all been said before
I'm hearing something
But I wish you'd just say more.)
Closer.it's here now.I can't stop it... theres the screech of metal, and
now the crash to end it all.
(But you're going off again
When I try to just hold on
But you're going off so.)
Gaz held the phone up to her ear. She dropped the game she was holding, a
drop that seemed forever. She dropped the phone. She dropped her dark
personality and cried.
Dib would find out later. Gaz cuddled up against the couch, holding on to
what little conscious she had.
(Don't tell me
How to be
'Cause I like some suffering
Don't ask me
What I need
I'm just fine
Here finding me
Me)
A/N: R&R people! ::Sniffle::
