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And so the Goddess sent forth her helper into the blackness and three nights and three days past and Her helper returned an the Goddess saw that it was not good. Anfang: 12:15.7
I suppose it ends here, in this forest where I have no right to be. The blackness is gone and I can see light falling down through the trees, but then that light is not for me. It never has been. Of all the things that walk upon this earth I am the worst. Nothing could ever be as bad or as wrong. So I found solace in Zaibach and a clue to my self.
It says in the Good book of those like myself, these creatures that are as me. Also here I found out what we have done wrong, so blindingly obvious that Folken could spot it in the dark if he was not blinded by "culture" and "tradition". There are none who are not.
Underneath the chestnut tree
I sold you and you sold me
Here they lay, here lie we
Underneath the spreading chestnut tree
I have the strength to run now. So I do, I know not where I am headed. I can see a castle in the distance, from that design I must be in Asturia. Huh, the land of my farther. With any luck He and I will have been lost to the memory of that cursed land in the sands of time.
An owl, how I hate the sight of them! They may be beautiful, but what images they summon forth, uninvited. Beauty isn't every thing. That man! He is not I suppose as bad as he seems, for that could not, must not be! He is against everything I know to be right and good. Are knights not supposed to be c...something? He is the not a man but a demon, yes that would explain it. I so want to kill that bird if not the demon. I can not. Birds of all types are scared to Our Lady. Unless the bird is a demon-bird. Could there be such a thing? I suppose not. Ha, I sound like Dilandau.
And so the Goddess sent forth her helper into the blackness and three nights and three days past and Her helper returned an the Goddess saw that it was not good. Anfang: 12:15.7
On the subject of demons isn't the only way to kill other worldly beings incarnate, fire? Yes, Dilandau can burn Allen, then everyone will be happy. Apart from that wretched Natal. Merou!
I am tiring now, I can not see why. I suppose the wound on my stomach is quite bad really and I haven't been training half as much as I used to. They wouldn't let me train in the end, I suppose they must have had this planned quite a while. Damm you Marvaie! But then so unlike you to be so bloody organised! You really wanted the Kestrels gone didn't you. Because we had power? Because your Dorny trusted us? How any one, man or woman could find him attractive I don't know, but then again matters of the heart are not my area of expertise. As you know.
I can see the edge of the forest! I must rest now or I will never make it, through what and where "it" is I don't know. I have made a small fire for warmth, to keep away animals and maybe attract some help? Who would
help me?
Fire...I can understand the want to see it, the want to see things burn. For ash is pure. The end result of fire is purity, of soul and anything else that gets in the way. Yet I know not why Dilandau flies in to such tempers that it scares even me. Yes, I know fear. If you looked into these eyes all you would ever see is anger, a burning anger. Though not as Dilandau I can usually control my tempers. When I do not it scares even me. My Kestrels knew what to do when I was in a rage. I wonder were they, and were are kites our now? Left to rust?
The Dragonslayers will be next. I can see it. How will he take it? Bitter-sweet Dilandau. Poor, poor man! Riven by so much inner pain and tragedy. Will it be the end? Will the demons sister rise from his breast? I hope not, Allen must suffer! Now I remember, that cheek thing. Does no one understand that poor man?
So many questions. So few answers.
I am walking again now. Soon I will reach the castle, and ask for a doctor.
Must be female. No man may ever touch me. Not that I am as Allen it the matter of women.
No matter how far I walk it never seems to get closer. Baka!
O how I hate guymelf! That one in particular, the one that just flew towards the castle, "Escaflowne". The great kings of Fanelia! What a joke!
I enjoyed watching that kingdom burn, I can tell you.
I have reached this accursed building. now all to do is find help. Sayonara
