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Chapter VI
Human Instinct
Hotaru awoke the next morning feeling quite rested, a feeling she hadn't had since.well since she was with the other scouts. She smiled she was warm all over. Her eyes drifted shut enjoying the nice comfortable feeling. Trunks, who was already awake watched her with much amusement. He smiled knowing that He had made her feel more comfortable around him. "You undecided on if you were going to wake up?" HE whispered sweetly in her ear.
"I was having the most wonderful dream." Hotaru replied happily. "About a prince and a princess falling in love. It was much like a fairy tale I was told when I was little." She opened her eyes and rolled over to face him. "Once upon a time there was a beautiful princess, a goddess with long silver hair and deep blue eyes. She was the princess of the moon under power with Luna. Selene as she was called was different from the other celestial beings. She had immense beauty and could easily have whomever she wanted, but instead she fell in love with Edyminion the prince of all the Earth. She always was sneaking around behind Luna's back to go see the prince, but finally she got caught. However her love was so strong for the prince of Earth that she could not bear to be separated from him and she sealed him in a crystal of sleep where she kept him eternally so that she could always be with him."
Trunks smiled. "That sounds kinda sad. How could they interact?" He pulled her close. "How could they feel warmth. like this." He whispered while bringing her left hand to his lips. He watched her intake breath as he swirled his tongue around her knuckle. "How could one live eternally without that warmth? Or those feelings." He wisped against her hand.
Hotaru closed her eyes. "Goddesses weren't allowed to be with the men of earth. Selene would've had to kill him, but instead she put him to sleep so she could be with him while she dreamed. Without him being alive she could not enter dreams."
Trunks shrugged and grinned at her. "I suppose that is better than nothing." He pulled her close and nuzzled her deep amethyst locks. "How does breakfast sound?" He eyed her.
"Fzzzzzzzt." Hotaru replied trying to mimic the sound of bacon frying before she broke down in a fit of giggles. She stretched as she moved to get up. "What are you looking at?" She questioned the saiya-jin observer.
Trunks smiled and sat up next to her. "Just admiring the view." He chuckled as she blushed. Trunks watched her as she swung her legs over the side of his bed then stood again giving him a nice view of her legs. He frowned at himself. "This is not helping the morning wood." He muttered to himself. Adjusting the covers he suddenly felt very dirty. He stood on the opposite side of the bed and walked to the bathroom to rinse yesterday's coat of sweat off of himself.
Hotaru sat outside in the warm sun watching the clouds roll silently by. She closed her eyes thinking of the events that had recently happened. Was it really possible that she was considered beautiful? She stretched her legs out letting the sun's fingers caress every possible inch of them. Her mind kept wandering back to the deep cerulean eyes of her prince. Her prince had saved her twice and all she could do was pay him back by pitifully attempting to cook recipes her fellow guardian had taught her. Hotaru flopped back on the grass still fantasizing about her prince. Little did she know she had an audience. She frowned as she sat up getting a chill up her spine.
"You remember me?" A voice came from behind her and cold hands covered her mouth. "I've come back to repay your favor." Hotaru could hear the smirk in the voice. Hotaru instantly recognized the cold voice. "I wonder if you make as much fuss as that little boy toy of mine." He grazed lustfully against her ear. I licked the shell causing her to freeze in fear. "If we are simply longing for those things that make us human again then what are we longing for?" He questioned seriously as his mouth descended down the back of her neck.
Hotaru closed her eyes and sighed. "When you feel some one beneath you. do you feel any warmth at all?" She questioned suddenly scared of the answer she might receive.
Juunanagou stopped for a minute. "Yes.and no." He walked around her. "It makes me feel warm like a human instinct, but it reminds me that I am different. I have power over it all and it alienates me." He kneeled in front of her. "It also reminds me of the imperfection that I used to be." Juunanagou growled.
Hotaru shrank back a little. "Were you human before?" She asked still hostile towards him.
Juunanagou regarded her with slightly lowered eyes. "What does it matter if I am? Humans all end up the same way." She silently prodded him with her eyes. "Yes.Imperfect.unable to save myself from the shame that my father brought upon me." His cheeks burned with anger and his voice turned lethal as he relayed his story.
flashback.
"Stop it daddy! You're hurting me!" a young teenage boy writhed helplessly under his father's grasp as he was invaded and abused by the man he called father. "Stop! Please!" The boy screamed in pain as the most secretive part of him was invaded and he was ripped to the core.
The pain never stopped. Every night it was the same way. He blamed me for my mother suddenly dying and in her place I was his toy. Unable to fight against him.
"Shut up you stupid boy!" The man reeled back and slapped the teenager against the back of the head. "It's your fault so you're gonna take her place!" He invaded the boy again more roughly ravaging the already tender spot and making the pathetic heap of human bleed and scream. Finally his lust was sated and the boy was left in the dark.
end flashback
"But now this makes you just like him." Hotaru stated matter of factly as she crawled toward him to speak more calmly. "Doesn't it?"
Juunanagou tilted his head back. "I suppose it does, but humans are a waste and if it was up to me I wouldn't have these ridiculous urges. So I guess I fall short of perfection again. Then again when I do what these stupid hormones command I actually get pleasure out of knowing I can make my partner feel good as well. If I didn't then I would be the same. A fool that never knew what hit him."
Hotaru sighed. "You know that you are making him sad." She lowered her head in sympathy for the cybernetic boy. "As much as you are making his body feel good you are making his soul die away. Eventually he will feel no pleasure from you. His mind will be completely lost." Hotaru stood and brushed herself off. "But I think you are smart enough to figure that out for yourself."
Wai Wai! Chappy six is done! Sorry it's taken so long. Hope you like. That's some insight into poor little juu-kun. Anyway chapter number 7 is on its way. Repeating past mistakes. More Juu-kun angst. And lots of other stuff.
Chapter VI
Human Instinct
Hotaru awoke the next morning feeling quite rested, a feeling she hadn't had since.well since she was with the other scouts. She smiled she was warm all over. Her eyes drifted shut enjoying the nice comfortable feeling. Trunks, who was already awake watched her with much amusement. He smiled knowing that He had made her feel more comfortable around him. "You undecided on if you were going to wake up?" HE whispered sweetly in her ear.
"I was having the most wonderful dream." Hotaru replied happily. "About a prince and a princess falling in love. It was much like a fairy tale I was told when I was little." She opened her eyes and rolled over to face him. "Once upon a time there was a beautiful princess, a goddess with long silver hair and deep blue eyes. She was the princess of the moon under power with Luna. Selene as she was called was different from the other celestial beings. She had immense beauty and could easily have whomever she wanted, but instead she fell in love with Edyminion the prince of all the Earth. She always was sneaking around behind Luna's back to go see the prince, but finally she got caught. However her love was so strong for the prince of Earth that she could not bear to be separated from him and she sealed him in a crystal of sleep where she kept him eternally so that she could always be with him."
Trunks smiled. "That sounds kinda sad. How could they interact?" He pulled her close. "How could they feel warmth. like this." He whispered while bringing her left hand to his lips. He watched her intake breath as he swirled his tongue around her knuckle. "How could one live eternally without that warmth? Or those feelings." He wisped against her hand.
Hotaru closed her eyes. "Goddesses weren't allowed to be with the men of earth. Selene would've had to kill him, but instead she put him to sleep so she could be with him while she dreamed. Without him being alive she could not enter dreams."
Trunks shrugged and grinned at her. "I suppose that is better than nothing." He pulled her close and nuzzled her deep amethyst locks. "How does breakfast sound?" He eyed her.
"Fzzzzzzzt." Hotaru replied trying to mimic the sound of bacon frying before she broke down in a fit of giggles. She stretched as she moved to get up. "What are you looking at?" She questioned the saiya-jin observer.
Trunks smiled and sat up next to her. "Just admiring the view." He chuckled as she blushed. Trunks watched her as she swung her legs over the side of his bed then stood again giving him a nice view of her legs. He frowned at himself. "This is not helping the morning wood." He muttered to himself. Adjusting the covers he suddenly felt very dirty. He stood on the opposite side of the bed and walked to the bathroom to rinse yesterday's coat of sweat off of himself.
Hotaru sat outside in the warm sun watching the clouds roll silently by. She closed her eyes thinking of the events that had recently happened. Was it really possible that she was considered beautiful? She stretched her legs out letting the sun's fingers caress every possible inch of them. Her mind kept wandering back to the deep cerulean eyes of her prince. Her prince had saved her twice and all she could do was pay him back by pitifully attempting to cook recipes her fellow guardian had taught her. Hotaru flopped back on the grass still fantasizing about her prince. Little did she know she had an audience. She frowned as she sat up getting a chill up her spine.
"You remember me?" A voice came from behind her and cold hands covered her mouth. "I've come back to repay your favor." Hotaru could hear the smirk in the voice. Hotaru instantly recognized the cold voice. "I wonder if you make as much fuss as that little boy toy of mine." He grazed lustfully against her ear. I licked the shell causing her to freeze in fear. "If we are simply longing for those things that make us human again then what are we longing for?" He questioned seriously as his mouth descended down the back of her neck.
Hotaru closed her eyes and sighed. "When you feel some one beneath you. do you feel any warmth at all?" She questioned suddenly scared of the answer she might receive.
Juunanagou stopped for a minute. "Yes.and no." He walked around her. "It makes me feel warm like a human instinct, but it reminds me that I am different. I have power over it all and it alienates me." He kneeled in front of her. "It also reminds me of the imperfection that I used to be." Juunanagou growled.
Hotaru shrank back a little. "Were you human before?" She asked still hostile towards him.
Juunanagou regarded her with slightly lowered eyes. "What does it matter if I am? Humans all end up the same way." She silently prodded him with her eyes. "Yes.Imperfect.unable to save myself from the shame that my father brought upon me." His cheeks burned with anger and his voice turned lethal as he relayed his story.
flashback.
"Stop it daddy! You're hurting me!" a young teenage boy writhed helplessly under his father's grasp as he was invaded and abused by the man he called father. "Stop! Please!" The boy screamed in pain as the most secretive part of him was invaded and he was ripped to the core.
The pain never stopped. Every night it was the same way. He blamed me for my mother suddenly dying and in her place I was his toy. Unable to fight against him.
"Shut up you stupid boy!" The man reeled back and slapped the teenager against the back of the head. "It's your fault so you're gonna take her place!" He invaded the boy again more roughly ravaging the already tender spot and making the pathetic heap of human bleed and scream. Finally his lust was sated and the boy was left in the dark.
end flashback
"But now this makes you just like him." Hotaru stated matter of factly as she crawled toward him to speak more calmly. "Doesn't it?"
Juunanagou tilted his head back. "I suppose it does, but humans are a waste and if it was up to me I wouldn't have these ridiculous urges. So I guess I fall short of perfection again. Then again when I do what these stupid hormones command I actually get pleasure out of knowing I can make my partner feel good as well. If I didn't then I would be the same. A fool that never knew what hit him."
Hotaru sighed. "You know that you are making him sad." She lowered her head in sympathy for the cybernetic boy. "As much as you are making his body feel good you are making his soul die away. Eventually he will feel no pleasure from you. His mind will be completely lost." Hotaru stood and brushed herself off. "But I think you are smart enough to figure that out for yourself."
Wai Wai! Chappy six is done! Sorry it's taken so long. Hope you like. That's some insight into poor little juu-kun. Anyway chapter number 7 is on its way. Repeating past mistakes. More Juu-kun angst. And lots of other stuff.
