Filling In the Blanks

Companion piece to "Fill In the Blanks", sorta Vaughn's POV. As always please let me know what you think.

Don't own 'em.

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It felt _____ to find you missing. We were so close to finally getting what we wanted.

It felt _____ to try and move on when you might still be alive.

It felt _____ when my heart started to heal, move on from you.

It felt _____ when I went on that one date and took the plunge, accepting that you were dead.

It felt _____ to start seeing Alice again.

It felt _____ when I proposed and I thought of you.

It felt _____ as I said my "I Do's" and wished for you.

It felt _____ when I dreamt of you at night.

It felt _____ to find out you were alive.

It felt _____ to see you again, to touch you.

It felt _____ when you learned I had gotten married.

It felt _____ to watch you be carted away, like some evil mastermind.

It felt _____ to learn we had a child.

It felt _____ to pick-up the phone.

It felt _____ when I lied about my feelings for my wife and for you.

It felt _____ to see your devastation.

It felt _____ as I walked into the room.

It felt _____ when I saw your blood all over the floor.

It felt _____ that it had to come to this.

It felt _____ to finally be able to let go.

And I wonder if you are happy now, because I'm not. I'm just trying, trying to fill in the blanks.

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Yes, even more depressing. I felt it needed another side. Because I didn't really like the way "Fill In the Blanks" ended. It's not going to be happy, no matter what you do, but this helps me a little. Thoughts?

Thank you everyone for reading these, you guys rock and make me want to write even more.