To be lost and alone......
By aaaan.... I meant Evil angel!
~the dream~
Who are you? Are you lost, sad, betrayed, an outcast, emotionally scarred, hurt and not healing, angry, or is there no words for your emotion of the day?
No, well you look fine. But... you say you're nothing with out him/her.... Oh it's... a him? Well you say you're "nothing" "nobody" I say.... You're still here aren't ya eh? Huh? Am I right or am I Right!
Ok you love him, go see him, he's right there...
I'll be rootin' for ya all the way! But, I'll be doing my rootin'... over here out of your sight.
Do you think I am lying, or playing you for a sucker?
...
Smile for me, or whoever he is.
Look at me.... look into my eyes... ok fine, never mind.
Sue, here.... *holds hand out to Sue* If you're down and out... you have my hand. Remember that, when you're crying, you still have a hand.... or if you prefer... *chuckles* a shoulder... I dono why I'd sacrifice that for a big baby.... Nah I was just kidding. It's ok to cry............
I think.
I'll fight with you all the way, if that's what you want. I'll fight for you if you can't. I'll be your eyes if you are blind...
I'll be your ears if you can't hear your hands if you cannot feel.... *sighs* and on and on.
I thought today was another day where I do the usual boring small things I do every now and then, but I came across you, and I heard you crying... So I came to hold you. It hurts to see you like this.
It seems like a can feel your pain, so... please, stay with me....
*gets watery eyes... smiles weakly* because..... I.... don't want to be brought down with you if you're already down....
Remember when you had to go.... to wherever it was.... and stay there fro a while, why? I don't want to bother asking. The world changed.... when you were gone... It seemed harder for the both of us.
Weak.
I know what they say will... ok... no I don't... Whatever it is... I don't give a ......crap! Yeah that's the word... I was going to use the "F" word....
I read that letter. It said "wish you were here"
...... That's it....
That's it?!
What a waste of a good letter you didn't even put in a trippy rime or...
Oh sorry you're still here!... o.O
Where was I?
....I was listening to your favourite song a moment before I saw you... I was thinking you would be cheerful and happy... And bombard me with all these questions and stories of what you did, and not give me a chance to tell you my side of the story!
*Crying now* I never thought you'd go as far as... this... going suicidal...
And I ask you why, and I get nothing.... just more tears... please promise me you won't do it again....
I would be totally devastated, and worse than you are now... because I already lost all the others who I love and care about.
Do you cry in the nights... thinking... there's nothing to do about it... it'll only get worse?
Nothing will work...
No one will look down into the hole I fell into... Or look into the hole someone else fell into...
If you can't get it, then you are really stupid... ok no your not, but uh... ok I'll tell you what the hole is...
It's the dark place in your nightmares, where you get trapped and no one hears you, see's you, or talks to you.... Or should I say.... its depression.
Well I got my shovel.... no I ain't gonna bury you.
I am gonna get you got of there; I'll kill whoever tried to bury you. After I get you.
We can go Roller coaster riding...
We can create something inspiring...
We can be here. There, Nyeeeee! Whatever! Just don't do it again! Please... don't...
Let me be your teddy bear...
I won't go silently into the night... as you go on... the gate of hell will open, and you won't have to bother walking... They'll come for you, they know. They'll take you away.. Out of reach, out of this world...
Hold my hand and we'll never get separated, sure you can let go to go to the bathroom, but not now...
Now, I see how much pain, and how life is such a bitch.
We're walking down a street with a dead end and a dark shady looking cloaked skeleton.... named "Death" he's holding what left of his hand to you... and he's got his Scythe ready in the other, just waiting.....
And you're staring at me, with those beautiful eyes, but full of anger hate, sadness and sorrow....
You say to me.....
"I tried"
And you cry.... and cry and cry... Why?
Do you feel embarrassed?
Are you sad that it didn't work?
Did you realize you just made it a crap load worse... for others... and your self?
Nobody needs to know. It'll fade, you'll live, and I can stay and hold you. I'll just... have to post pone the... uh.... the visit to the strip show.....
Who needs a strip show, when ya got a friend in need.........
One thing....... if you do go... I'll miss you, I will tell your EX to be brave, and your other friends.... I can make a story that makes you seem like a big.. Strong... loving strong person..... I'll add the part were you tell me your day's mission, and forgot to listen to mine.
I'll tell you now... goodbye's the saddest word.... I don't wanna say it, only when you're going out to your own house, or to hang up the phone.... or.....
No, never mind... T_T
Maybe I'll be at the bar, and get kicked out at the sixteenth Bottle... that's.... my age.
Sweet sixteen.
At this age... I should be like a happy son of a buck....
You know it's raining outside, you can have the umbrella from now on, I'll take the cold, it's better then nothing.
I got a call... It was from you... You were crying you said to me...
"He's gone... he's.... he's... sleeping..."
Yes, I cried, I stayed up that night drowning in tears over him. He was a good guy... kid, teen....
You hung up after that.
I never left the spot from there... for about a day, I had to let it go.
I know he was an ass at some times, he was difficult. He has a strong good side... it shines brightly, showing he is a warrior.
...Was..... He killed himself....
Went off the highest thing he could go off of...
Why?
Meh. It's stupid to not know.
...not that horrible, It's a little but easier for us here, take my hand.
Your smile and laugh I would give a lot to see again.
I am sorry if I did some bad things in the past... please forgive me, it was a mistake...
Please don't do it, take my hand. I won't go like the others. I have no reasons, I'm still here.
Don't go, Bakura, don't go.
...*Bakura disappears*...
What...? No! Bakura, not now! Any day, please don't leave me.... Not today...
...*Dead silent*...
No.... I don't want you to go....
Bakura, don't go....... It's my birthday...
....Everything's....
Dark....
I can't believe it.... he's....
Sleeping... as he said... he's....
Sleeping, not gone, sleeping. I know he's still here..... He's only asleep...
I will find him though! I won't give up.... until.... never. I refuse to believe he's gone! No one can be gone like that!... unless it was some banish thingy from a stronger source of power...
I'll search for you in this blindness, or sit here and fade away. With nothing to do, I'll waste away.....
Marik wouldn't want a part of this, he'd laugh...
And he would tell me, like he promised to tell me...
"I told you so!"
Now I'm getting mixed up... overloaded with all these voices telling me... good sides... bad sides......
...I am not like them; I have no meaning in life...
...We will be re-united...
...I am nothing... like he was.....
...I will survive...
...Finish me off now, spare me the agony...
...Go away, mock me or him I'll kill you, I am not weak!...
...Take me away, make it all go away, all is lost...
...It takes more to destroy me; I'll never give up on you...
...I'll never make it....
Marik... is my Yami, and Bakura... is Ryous Yami. (Why'd I just say that?)
I am Malik... if you didn't already figure it out............
I miss them...... yes I do.
To be continued
By: Evil Angel! I was sad so NYAAAA! It's real emotion on some one. I won't tell what or who's the real person I based it on.
I put it as... Malik, And Ryou killed himself, Marik doesn't give a care... Bakura has been... well to put it in English words... He's been put to sleep.
Now the end. Lol.
By aaaan.... I meant Evil angel!
~the dream~
Who are you? Are you lost, sad, betrayed, an outcast, emotionally scarred, hurt and not healing, angry, or is there no words for your emotion of the day?
No, well you look fine. But... you say you're nothing with out him/her.... Oh it's... a him? Well you say you're "nothing" "nobody" I say.... You're still here aren't ya eh? Huh? Am I right or am I Right!
Ok you love him, go see him, he's right there...
I'll be rootin' for ya all the way! But, I'll be doing my rootin'... over here out of your sight.
Do you think I am lying, or playing you for a sucker?
...
Smile for me, or whoever he is.
Look at me.... look into my eyes... ok fine, never mind.
Sue, here.... *holds hand out to Sue* If you're down and out... you have my hand. Remember that, when you're crying, you still have a hand.... or if you prefer... *chuckles* a shoulder... I dono why I'd sacrifice that for a big baby.... Nah I was just kidding. It's ok to cry............
I think.
I'll fight with you all the way, if that's what you want. I'll fight for you if you can't. I'll be your eyes if you are blind...
I'll be your ears if you can't hear your hands if you cannot feel.... *sighs* and on and on.
I thought today was another day where I do the usual boring small things I do every now and then, but I came across you, and I heard you crying... So I came to hold you. It hurts to see you like this.
It seems like a can feel your pain, so... please, stay with me....
*gets watery eyes... smiles weakly* because..... I.... don't want to be brought down with you if you're already down....
Remember when you had to go.... to wherever it was.... and stay there fro a while, why? I don't want to bother asking. The world changed.... when you were gone... It seemed harder for the both of us.
Weak.
I know what they say will... ok... no I don't... Whatever it is... I don't give a ......crap! Yeah that's the word... I was going to use the "F" word....
I read that letter. It said "wish you were here"
...... That's it....
That's it?!
What a waste of a good letter you didn't even put in a trippy rime or...
Oh sorry you're still here!... o.O
Where was I?
....I was listening to your favourite song a moment before I saw you... I was thinking you would be cheerful and happy... And bombard me with all these questions and stories of what you did, and not give me a chance to tell you my side of the story!
*Crying now* I never thought you'd go as far as... this... going suicidal...
And I ask you why, and I get nothing.... just more tears... please promise me you won't do it again....
I would be totally devastated, and worse than you are now... because I already lost all the others who I love and care about.
Do you cry in the nights... thinking... there's nothing to do about it... it'll only get worse?
Nothing will work...
No one will look down into the hole I fell into... Or look into the hole someone else fell into...
If you can't get it, then you are really stupid... ok no your not, but uh... ok I'll tell you what the hole is...
It's the dark place in your nightmares, where you get trapped and no one hears you, see's you, or talks to you.... Or should I say.... its depression.
Well I got my shovel.... no I ain't gonna bury you.
I am gonna get you got of there; I'll kill whoever tried to bury you. After I get you.
We can go Roller coaster riding...
We can create something inspiring...
We can be here. There, Nyeeeee! Whatever! Just don't do it again! Please... don't...
Let me be your teddy bear...
I won't go silently into the night... as you go on... the gate of hell will open, and you won't have to bother walking... They'll come for you, they know. They'll take you away.. Out of reach, out of this world...
Hold my hand and we'll never get separated, sure you can let go to go to the bathroom, but not now...
Now, I see how much pain, and how life is such a bitch.
We're walking down a street with a dead end and a dark shady looking cloaked skeleton.... named "Death" he's holding what left of his hand to you... and he's got his Scythe ready in the other, just waiting.....
And you're staring at me, with those beautiful eyes, but full of anger hate, sadness and sorrow....
You say to me.....
"I tried"
And you cry.... and cry and cry... Why?
Do you feel embarrassed?
Are you sad that it didn't work?
Did you realize you just made it a crap load worse... for others... and your self?
Nobody needs to know. It'll fade, you'll live, and I can stay and hold you. I'll just... have to post pone the... uh.... the visit to the strip show.....
Who needs a strip show, when ya got a friend in need.........
One thing....... if you do go... I'll miss you, I will tell your EX to be brave, and your other friends.... I can make a story that makes you seem like a big.. Strong... loving strong person..... I'll add the part were you tell me your day's mission, and forgot to listen to mine.
I'll tell you now... goodbye's the saddest word.... I don't wanna say it, only when you're going out to your own house, or to hang up the phone.... or.....
No, never mind... T_T
Maybe I'll be at the bar, and get kicked out at the sixteenth Bottle... that's.... my age.
Sweet sixteen.
At this age... I should be like a happy son of a buck....
You know it's raining outside, you can have the umbrella from now on, I'll take the cold, it's better then nothing.
I got a call... It was from you... You were crying you said to me...
"He's gone... he's.... he's... sleeping..."
Yes, I cried, I stayed up that night drowning in tears over him. He was a good guy... kid, teen....
You hung up after that.
I never left the spot from there... for about a day, I had to let it go.
I know he was an ass at some times, he was difficult. He has a strong good side... it shines brightly, showing he is a warrior.
...Was..... He killed himself....
Went off the highest thing he could go off of...
Why?
Meh. It's stupid to not know.
...not that horrible, It's a little but easier for us here, take my hand.
Your smile and laugh I would give a lot to see again.
I am sorry if I did some bad things in the past... please forgive me, it was a mistake...
Please don't do it, take my hand. I won't go like the others. I have no reasons, I'm still here.
Don't go, Bakura, don't go.
...*Bakura disappears*...
What...? No! Bakura, not now! Any day, please don't leave me.... Not today...
...*Dead silent*...
No.... I don't want you to go....
Bakura, don't go....... It's my birthday...
....Everything's....
Dark....
I can't believe it.... he's....
Sleeping... as he said... he's....
Sleeping, not gone, sleeping. I know he's still here..... He's only asleep...
I will find him though! I won't give up.... until.... never. I refuse to believe he's gone! No one can be gone like that!... unless it was some banish thingy from a stronger source of power...
I'll search for you in this blindness, or sit here and fade away. With nothing to do, I'll waste away.....
Marik wouldn't want a part of this, he'd laugh...
And he would tell me, like he promised to tell me...
"I told you so!"
Now I'm getting mixed up... overloaded with all these voices telling me... good sides... bad sides......
...I am not like them; I have no meaning in life...
...We will be re-united...
...I am nothing... like he was.....
...I will survive...
...Finish me off now, spare me the agony...
...Go away, mock me or him I'll kill you, I am not weak!...
...Take me away, make it all go away, all is lost...
...It takes more to destroy me; I'll never give up on you...
...I'll never make it....
Marik... is my Yami, and Bakura... is Ryous Yami. (Why'd I just say that?)
I am Malik... if you didn't already figure it out............
I miss them...... yes I do.
To be continued
By: Evil Angel! I was sad so NYAAAA! It's real emotion on some one. I won't tell what or who's the real person I based it on.
I put it as... Malik, And Ryou killed himself, Marik doesn't give a care... Bakura has been... well to put it in English words... He's been put to sleep.
Now the end. Lol.
