A/N: I would like to dedicate this chapter revision to Sarah Charlotte, and to Jeffrey. Thanks guys for your honest disappointment in the let down of chapter 4, lol.
I felt it too, but you guys inspired me to do something about it. : )
Sarah Charlotte, you are one of my most faithful reviewers (on all of my stories), and you have no idea how much that means to me- Thank you!
Jeffrey, your honesty means the world to me- My goal in improving my writing skills is totally supported by your constructive comments.
You Guys ROCK!
I would also like to thank everyone else who has taken the time to put in a review. Never be afraid to tell me what you really think. Tips are always welcome. That's how I improve!
Peace,
Shawna
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Healing: 4
Conclusion
Topanga opened the door to the dorm room she shared with Angela, to be greeted by the sight of her friends lying tangled together on the bed. Stifling a gasp, she slowly backed out of the room, quietly closing the door. Her heart racing from the shock, Topanga decided the best thing to do was to return to Cory's room and tell him that Shawn was safe. Cory had been so worried about Shawn.
She knocked softly on Cory's door. He answered quickly, a smile covering his face when he saw her.
"I know where Shawn is." Topanga said, trying to keep a straight face.
"Where is he...? Is he okay?" Cory demanded, concern contorting his face. He'd had visions of Shawn laying in a hospital bed, or worse.
"He is fine, Cory." Topanga responded with a grin. "He is with Angela. Can I stay here tonight?"
"What do you mean, 'he's with Angela'?" Cory knew they were uncomfortable around each other. Everyone, it seemed, knew that Shawn and Angela were still in love with each other, except Shawn and Angela.
Topanga noticed that Cory was more interested in Shawn, than in the fact that she had asked to sleep in his room. She smiled and shook her head. It endeared Cory to her that he cared so much for his friend.
"I mean, when I went to my room, I felt it was better that they did not know I was there. Cory, they were in bed- together." Topanga gave Cory another sly grin.
Corey's eyebrows lifted in surprise. "Of coarse you can stay." He smiled mischievously and pulled her into the room, and into his arms.
"Don't get any ideas Cory. We are still waiting until our wedding night." Topanga looked at him sternly but playfully.
Cory's face fell in mock disappointment. "C'mon- throw me a bone Topanga," Cory whined, "At least sleep in my bed. I mean- you've slept in Shawn's bed and you're not even dating him!"
"Cory, he was not IN his bed at the time," Topanga replied playfully, "I suppose I could sleep in your bed, this once. But-," she shook her finger in Cory's face to emphasize her point; "the underwear stays on!"
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The next morning, Shawn awoke before Angela. He had spent the whole night in her arms, and wished that night never had to end. Every morning should feel so right.
Gazing into Angela's face, Shawn studied her every feature. She was so perfect. He placed his hand on her cheek; the beauty of his pale skin against her dark skin overwhelmed him… They were like ebony and ivory, yin and yang, each one fitting the other, completing the other. Love for her filled him… he was not ready to awake to reality. Angela was his angel- and had saved him from himself.
Angela stirred, feeling Shawn's gaze. When she opened her eyes she saw that her night of passion had not been just a beautiful dream, and he was still here. Angela's fear that Shawn would leave before she awoke was gone. Elation filled her.
Angela smiled at her lover and clasped his hand in hers.
"I meant what I said last night," Shawn said, "every word. I don't want us to be over. I want to be with you." He looked into her eyes, seriousness written on his face.
"I was hoping you did." Angela replied with a leisurely smile.
Shawn brought his lips to Angela's in a slow, gentle kiss. He wrapped her in his arms and pulled her close, their still unclothed bodies forming to each other under the sheet. For the first time in his young life, Shawn felt he truly belonged to someone. It was more than the physical intimacy they had shared. Angela had seen him at the lowest point, and she still loved him- and accepted him. In the place he was at- that very moment- she saw his heart. He decided to take another chance, and confess his dilemma of the night before.
The feel of Shawn's bare skin on hers sent electricity and tenderness flooding through Angela's body. 'I can't believe we were apart for so long,' she thought.
Shawn broke away from her and looked at her. "I don't know what I would have done without you last night, Angela. You have no idea what I was about to do before I remembered what you offered me at the hospital," Shawn lowered his eyes from hers for a moment, and took a breath before continuing, "I need to share this with you, but you have to promise not to be mad at me."
"I promise, Shawn. Whatever is on your mind, or in your heart, its part of who you are, and I love every part of you." Angela tried to reassure him, but she felt anxious at what might be coming next.
"After the hospital I went for a walk, and I ended up on the bridge. Please don't tell Cory or Topanga- don't tell anybody," Shawn implored, and she nodded, "I just wanted to end it all. I couldn't see any reason to go on- until I thought of you. You saved me Angela," tears welled in his eyes as he spoke. He looked at her, waiting for a reply- a sign that she could understand his confession.
"Oh, Shawn," tears were stinging Angela's own eyes as she spoke, "Don't ever be afraid to come to me. If anything ever happened to you- I-," the tears fell hot down her cheeks now, and Shawn kissed them away gently. "I need you, Shawn. I am so relieved you came here last night- you have no idea how relieved."
"Not as much as I am," Shawn whispered. He took her lips again and caressed her side.
Angela reached her hands up to Shawn's face and cradled it in her hands as she kissed him. Slowly, she ran her fingers through his hair, and down his back. She pressed into him, and clung tightly, fearing that if she let go he would vanish.
Their tears were gone now, and the pain began to blur as their kisses became more intense. Thankful for the arms of the other, Shawn and Angela melted into each other, enjoying the touches, kisses, and closeness they shared.
Their affectionate moment was interrupted by a knock on the door, followed by Topanga entering the room. They startled slightly, but seeing it was just Topanga they relaxed again.
"Sleep well?" Topanga asked, grinning. Angela and Shawn nodded; Shawn pulled the covers up higher, slightly surprised at Topanga for coming in. Well, after all it was her room, he thought.
Topanga plopped herself on the bed next to Shawn, and with her brow furrowed asked, "Shawn, are you ok?"
"I am now," Shawn replied smiling, "I will always be okay now." He embraced Angela and kissed her again, completely unashamed at being caught in bed with her. Shawn wanted the world to know that Angela was his.
"Well then, I see you two are busy so I will get my things and go." Topanga smiled and sighed, "We were so worried about you last night, Shawn. Cory was beside himself. I only interrupted this morning because I had to see that you were okay. Well, and I had to get my things." She giggled.
"I'm taking care of him," Angela said with a grin, "and I'm not letting him out of my sight." Her eyes never left Shawn's as she spoke.
"Told ya' I'd be ok." Shawn told Topanga with a grin of his own.
Topanga laughed and squeezed Shawn's shoulder before rising to gather her books and items for the shower.
As she reached for the door knob, Topanga turned and grinned back at them, "You guys did Cory a favor too, you know. He was rather happy that I had to stay in his room."
Angela and Shawn raised their brows at Topanga as she left the room.
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Turning back to each other, Shawn grasped Angela tightly in his arms, happy to be alone with her. He would never let her go again. "I love you, Angela Moore," he whispered.
"And I love you, Shawn Hunter," Angela replied, placing her lips to Shawn's in a kiss that could last him a lifetime.
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~The end of my narration, but only the beginning for Shawn and Angela. May they have many happy fictional years together~
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Peace,
Shawna
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