Title: For You Gift
Author: ShaGojyoxChoHakkaiYaoiLvr
Part: Third of Third
Rating: PG - 13
Anime/Manga: Gensomaden Saiyuki
Date: Began June 6, 2003; Ended June 10, 2003
Pairing: (let's use our brains... try to figure it out)
Category: Romance, Angst, Language
Notes: My second actual Saiyuki fic. I'm just a hyper-active caffeine powered thriteen year old that plays solitaire too much and watches too much Lupin III for it to be good for my health. Ha ha. Please review and let me know what you think of it. Oh, and if you like this short fic, please read my other one entitled "Born to Be My Baby".
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"Gojyo..."
"Hakkai..."
Both men sat unmoving, completely, their gazes set solely upon each other and they both knew that they were going to say it right then and there. There was no doubt in either of their minds that they were going to do it.
Gojyo reached forward and put one hand to one of the brunette's cheeks, stroking it lightly with his thumb. "You're still hot."
"So are you...," came Hakkai's whispered answer. "Oh, Gojyo..."
"Hakkai..." Gojyo paused. He didn't know what to say. If he turned back now, it would hurt... not just him, but Hakkai, too, and he knew it. He leant forward slightly
and brushed his lips against the other man's in a feather soft kiss.
It wasn't hard. It wasn't passionate, but a loving kiss that was shared between the two. After all, Gojyo didn't exactly know what Hakkai had gone through before...
Hakkai couldn't believe it. Gojyo had kissed him! He kissed him! Then does that mean...?
"Gojyo?" Hakkai inquired timidly after another feather - light kiss was stroked against his lips.
"Yes?" Gojyo asked as he gently ran one hand through the soft mess of mahogany coloured hair. 'Damn, it's actually softer than I imagined,' Gojyo thought. 'Softer than any rabbit's fur or down feather I've ever felt.'
"Do...," Hakkai began but bit his bottom lip as his eyes became glassy with tears. Was he going to cry? No. Why would he cry at a time like this? Fear? Fear of rejection? That was why he asked the question, though: "Gojyo... Do... Do you love me?"
Gojyo paused everything he was doing. Even his breathing stopped and he witnessed a tear run its way down one of the brunette's cheeks, leaving a glazed glitter path to carve its was down the peachy skin. He wondered if they were tears of joy... or fear?
He kissed him again.
Both. Joy and Fear.
When the half - breed pulled back, he held the other man close to him and whispered in his ear, "Yes... Yes, Hakkai, I do."
The green - eyed man was amazed. All of his longing and pining for Gojyo was not just a feeling, but an instict, perhaps. His lips and embrace did not feel as alien as he thought they would but he was surprised and adored it all the same. He loved it. He loved all of it.
The rain that had started to paint the landscape a while ago had, by now, grown harder and was tapping incesantly on the window, almost demanding to be let in; but the happy couple within the residence of which the rain was the hardest seemed oblivious to the weather as all they did was sit on the edge of the bed and hold each other, crying into each other's shoulders. Hakkai was situated at the edge and Gojyo leant over him, straddling one of his legs and his face burried into one of Hakkai's shoulders. The brunette's hands were fastened to Gojyo's back, clutching lightly at the shirt with the far - too - familiar skull designs.
"Doesn't your hand hurt?" Hakkai spoke up randomly.
"The burn?" Gojyo whispered. "No... Not anymore."
The half - breed pulled back slightly and delivered another kiss to Hakkai's lips, but this time, a more passionate one. His tongue delved its way into the brunette's mouth with no protest from either of them and began to explore. Hakkai groaned. He still didn't believe it. All of those times when he thought that Gojyo would never love him because Gojyo was a lady's man and playboy -- all of those times when he woke up from a nightmare of losing him because he was rejected -- everything: they were all nothing. All of the negative thoughts and bad dreams...
'Oh, Gojyo,' Hakkai thought. 'Gojyo... I love you so much.'
Gojyo had pressed Hakkai backward onto the bed gently and straddled both of his legs. The kissing became more and more passionate. The longing for one another that they both felt was about to explode.
One of Hakkai's hands found its way to Gojyo's cheek again, pressing him deeper into the kiss. Once it touched his skin, however, Gojyo seized his hand in his and locked their fingers. He held both of their hands up in between them once he broke the passionate kiss and explained,
"Hakkai, this is how I want us to be... forever. United forever."
"Yes..." Hakkai smiled tenderly as he looked to their locked hands. The smile: it was true. Gojyo's heart melted. Hakkai gave him a real, genuine smile, no false or fake emotion added to his features; it was true. The first time that Gojyo had seen Hakkai wear a real smile... when he was happy for real.
Gojyo leant forward but brought his lips to Hakkai's neck and began to suck on the flawless flesh softly. His tongue found its way all the way down to Hakkai's shoulder, which became more and more exposed when Gojyo's hands worked at the buttons of the brunette's lavendar shirt and began to push the cloth down.
"Aren't you afraid that you might get sick, Gojyo?" Hakkai beamed.
"I already caught something."
"Oh?"
"Yeah... You. You're a disease... and there is no cure." He paused. "And even if there is, I don't want any." He continued to kiss Hakkai's shoulder as the brunette moaned. He absolutely loved the sensational feeling of Gojyo's mouth on his body.
Gojyo's hand slid down Hakkai's shirt, exploring every curve of every muscle with his fingers. But once his hand travelled over Hakkai's scar, the green - eyed man's muscles tensed. Gojyo noticed and did his best to calm his lover down but it was no use as Hakkai's breathing hurried and he couldn't surpress the broken sob that escaped his lips. "St...Stop!"
He pulled away.
"H... Hakkai..." Gojyo was horrified. What had he done? He knew what terrible memories that scar had held. Why the hell did he run his hand over it?
All of the horrible memories of Hakkai's past were reawakened as his hands came over his ears, trying their best to block out any sound that seemed to enter his head. "Stop!"
"Hakkai..."
"The rain!" Hakkai exclaimed through gritted teeth. "It sounds just like...," he gave something up then and dropped his hands, his entire body nearly going limp,"ringing..."
Gojyo spoke, "Hakkai," again but all that he recieved was a sob as an answer. Hakkai was crying. But this time... out of pain. Not Fear. Not Joy. "I'm so sorry..."
"It's not your fault, Gojyo...," Hakkai explained as he turned his gaze to the half - breed. "It's all my fault. I must be the biggest bastard that ever lived." He seemed to go into another world then as his sentences became short fragments, "Can't believe myself... Stupid... Can't believe... Sounds like ringing."
Gojyo lunged forward and gathered Hakkai in his arms, his face buried in his chest. "Hakkai," Gojyo murmured. "Please... Don't say things like that. It's not true."
"Yes it is," Hakkai stated almost darkly.
"But you are Cho Hakkai." Gojyo pulled back and stared into the brunette's eyes. "Cho Gonou is dead. You are Cho Hakkai..." His face softened as tears threatened to run their way down his cheeks. "The man that I love..."
That broke Hakkai's tranced state as his attention was all set in Gojyo's direction. "Gojyo..."
"Please...," Gojyo asked," Let me love you."
Hakkai gave something of a combination between a sob and a sigh as he reached forward with both hands and took Gojyo's face, pulling him toward him and he planted a passionate kiss on his lips.
Gojyo's hand slid down Hakkai's shirt once more but stopped when he felt Hakkai's muscles tense up. The brunette's breathing was hurried and broken but he didn't tell Gojyo to stop. The red - haired man's face was painted with worry when he realized that his love was not settling down as he had planned.
"It's alright...," Hakkai said, almost breathless. "Keep going." He smiled a true smile again.
Gojyo smiled and nodded. He positioned Hakkai back down onto the bed once more and began kissing him.
They were both naked and in each other's arms, breathing hard, panting in each other's ears. They were about to behold the beautiful unity that was love.
"Hakkai, I love you...," Gojyo breathed into the brunette's ear as he awaited his lover's answer.
"I love you, too... Gojyo."
Gojyo locked their fingers again. Just like that. Locked; united.
Forever.
A Gift.
For you
For him
For Both.
*End Part Third*
~End Fanfiction~
Author Notes:
I would like to thank you for taking your time to read this. I would thank you even more if you reviewed it, too. *hint, hint, nudge, nudge*
If you liked this, please also read my other fanfic on fanfiction.net entitled "Born to Be My Baby". It's still in progress but I do not know for sure what exactly I am going to do about Chapter 10. Please read that if you liked this. Review that, too.
A celebration gift for all of my friends and myself for finishing seventh grade. Don't worry. The fic will be bigger and better when we finally finish middle school. Ha. Can't wait.
Until next time,
-Your author: Tokitoh Minoru a.k.a. ShaGojyoxChoHakkaiYaoiLvr
Ai to Heiwa! (Aishiteru Vashy-kins)
P.S.
I may continue this if I get enough reviews.
Author: ShaGojyoxChoHakkaiYaoiLvr
Part: Third of Third
Rating: PG - 13
Anime/Manga: Gensomaden Saiyuki
Date: Began June 6, 2003; Ended June 10, 2003
Pairing: (let's use our brains... try to figure it out)
Category: Romance, Angst, Language
Notes: My second actual Saiyuki fic. I'm just a hyper-active caffeine powered thriteen year old that plays solitaire too much and watches too much Lupin III for it to be good for my health. Ha ha. Please review and let me know what you think of it. Oh, and if you like this short fic, please read my other one entitled "Born to Be My Baby".
_____________________
"Gojyo..."
"Hakkai..."
Both men sat unmoving, completely, their gazes set solely upon each other and they both knew that they were going to say it right then and there. There was no doubt in either of their minds that they were going to do it.
Gojyo reached forward and put one hand to one of the brunette's cheeks, stroking it lightly with his thumb. "You're still hot."
"So are you...," came Hakkai's whispered answer. "Oh, Gojyo..."
"Hakkai..." Gojyo paused. He didn't know what to say. If he turned back now, it would hurt... not just him, but Hakkai, too, and he knew it. He leant forward slightly
and brushed his lips against the other man's in a feather soft kiss.
It wasn't hard. It wasn't passionate, but a loving kiss that was shared between the two. After all, Gojyo didn't exactly know what Hakkai had gone through before...
Hakkai couldn't believe it. Gojyo had kissed him! He kissed him! Then does that mean...?
"Gojyo?" Hakkai inquired timidly after another feather - light kiss was stroked against his lips.
"Yes?" Gojyo asked as he gently ran one hand through the soft mess of mahogany coloured hair. 'Damn, it's actually softer than I imagined,' Gojyo thought. 'Softer than any rabbit's fur or down feather I've ever felt.'
"Do...," Hakkai began but bit his bottom lip as his eyes became glassy with tears. Was he going to cry? No. Why would he cry at a time like this? Fear? Fear of rejection? That was why he asked the question, though: "Gojyo... Do... Do you love me?"
Gojyo paused everything he was doing. Even his breathing stopped and he witnessed a tear run its way down one of the brunette's cheeks, leaving a glazed glitter path to carve its was down the peachy skin. He wondered if they were tears of joy... or fear?
He kissed him again.
Both. Joy and Fear.
When the half - breed pulled back, he held the other man close to him and whispered in his ear, "Yes... Yes, Hakkai, I do."
The green - eyed man was amazed. All of his longing and pining for Gojyo was not just a feeling, but an instict, perhaps. His lips and embrace did not feel as alien as he thought they would but he was surprised and adored it all the same. He loved it. He loved all of it.
The rain that had started to paint the landscape a while ago had, by now, grown harder and was tapping incesantly on the window, almost demanding to be let in; but the happy couple within the residence of which the rain was the hardest seemed oblivious to the weather as all they did was sit on the edge of the bed and hold each other, crying into each other's shoulders. Hakkai was situated at the edge and Gojyo leant over him, straddling one of his legs and his face burried into one of Hakkai's shoulders. The brunette's hands were fastened to Gojyo's back, clutching lightly at the shirt with the far - too - familiar skull designs.
"Doesn't your hand hurt?" Hakkai spoke up randomly.
"The burn?" Gojyo whispered. "No... Not anymore."
The half - breed pulled back slightly and delivered another kiss to Hakkai's lips, but this time, a more passionate one. His tongue delved its way into the brunette's mouth with no protest from either of them and began to explore. Hakkai groaned. He still didn't believe it. All of those times when he thought that Gojyo would never love him because Gojyo was a lady's man and playboy -- all of those times when he woke up from a nightmare of losing him because he was rejected -- everything: they were all nothing. All of the negative thoughts and bad dreams...
'Oh, Gojyo,' Hakkai thought. 'Gojyo... I love you so much.'
Gojyo had pressed Hakkai backward onto the bed gently and straddled both of his legs. The kissing became more and more passionate. The longing for one another that they both felt was about to explode.
One of Hakkai's hands found its way to Gojyo's cheek again, pressing him deeper into the kiss. Once it touched his skin, however, Gojyo seized his hand in his and locked their fingers. He held both of their hands up in between them once he broke the passionate kiss and explained,
"Hakkai, this is how I want us to be... forever. United forever."
"Yes..." Hakkai smiled tenderly as he looked to their locked hands. The smile: it was true. Gojyo's heart melted. Hakkai gave him a real, genuine smile, no false or fake emotion added to his features; it was true. The first time that Gojyo had seen Hakkai wear a real smile... when he was happy for real.
Gojyo leant forward but brought his lips to Hakkai's neck and began to suck on the flawless flesh softly. His tongue found its way all the way down to Hakkai's shoulder, which became more and more exposed when Gojyo's hands worked at the buttons of the brunette's lavendar shirt and began to push the cloth down.
"Aren't you afraid that you might get sick, Gojyo?" Hakkai beamed.
"I already caught something."
"Oh?"
"Yeah... You. You're a disease... and there is no cure." He paused. "And even if there is, I don't want any." He continued to kiss Hakkai's shoulder as the brunette moaned. He absolutely loved the sensational feeling of Gojyo's mouth on his body.
Gojyo's hand slid down Hakkai's shirt, exploring every curve of every muscle with his fingers. But once his hand travelled over Hakkai's scar, the green - eyed man's muscles tensed. Gojyo noticed and did his best to calm his lover down but it was no use as Hakkai's breathing hurried and he couldn't surpress the broken sob that escaped his lips. "St...Stop!"
He pulled away.
"H... Hakkai..." Gojyo was horrified. What had he done? He knew what terrible memories that scar had held. Why the hell did he run his hand over it?
All of the horrible memories of Hakkai's past were reawakened as his hands came over his ears, trying their best to block out any sound that seemed to enter his head. "Stop!"
"Hakkai..."
"The rain!" Hakkai exclaimed through gritted teeth. "It sounds just like...," he gave something up then and dropped his hands, his entire body nearly going limp,"ringing..."
Gojyo spoke, "Hakkai," again but all that he recieved was a sob as an answer. Hakkai was crying. But this time... out of pain. Not Fear. Not Joy. "I'm so sorry..."
"It's not your fault, Gojyo...," Hakkai explained as he turned his gaze to the half - breed. "It's all my fault. I must be the biggest bastard that ever lived." He seemed to go into another world then as his sentences became short fragments, "Can't believe myself... Stupid... Can't believe... Sounds like ringing."
Gojyo lunged forward and gathered Hakkai in his arms, his face buried in his chest. "Hakkai," Gojyo murmured. "Please... Don't say things like that. It's not true."
"Yes it is," Hakkai stated almost darkly.
"But you are Cho Hakkai." Gojyo pulled back and stared into the brunette's eyes. "Cho Gonou is dead. You are Cho Hakkai..." His face softened as tears threatened to run their way down his cheeks. "The man that I love..."
That broke Hakkai's tranced state as his attention was all set in Gojyo's direction. "Gojyo..."
"Please...," Gojyo asked," Let me love you."
Hakkai gave something of a combination between a sob and a sigh as he reached forward with both hands and took Gojyo's face, pulling him toward him and he planted a passionate kiss on his lips.
Gojyo's hand slid down Hakkai's shirt once more but stopped when he felt Hakkai's muscles tense up. The brunette's breathing was hurried and broken but he didn't tell Gojyo to stop. The red - haired man's face was painted with worry when he realized that his love was not settling down as he had planned.
"It's alright...," Hakkai said, almost breathless. "Keep going." He smiled a true smile again.
Gojyo smiled and nodded. He positioned Hakkai back down onto the bed once more and began kissing him.
They were both naked and in each other's arms, breathing hard, panting in each other's ears. They were about to behold the beautiful unity that was love.
"Hakkai, I love you...," Gojyo breathed into the brunette's ear as he awaited his lover's answer.
"I love you, too... Gojyo."
Gojyo locked their fingers again. Just like that. Locked; united.
Forever.
A Gift.
For you
For him
For Both.
*End Part Third*
~End Fanfiction~
Author Notes:
I would like to thank you for taking your time to read this. I would thank you even more if you reviewed it, too. *hint, hint, nudge, nudge*
If you liked this, please also read my other fanfic on fanfiction.net entitled "Born to Be My Baby". It's still in progress but I do not know for sure what exactly I am going to do about Chapter 10. Please read that if you liked this. Review that, too.
A celebration gift for all of my friends and myself for finishing seventh grade. Don't worry. The fic will be bigger and better when we finally finish middle school. Ha. Can't wait.
Until next time,
-Your author: Tokitoh Minoru a.k.a. ShaGojyoxChoHakkaiYaoiLvr
Ai to Heiwa! (Aishiteru Vashy-kins)
P.S.
I may continue this if I get enough reviews.
