~*~Never Forget~*~
So lately been wondering
Who will be there to take my place?
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a greater wave shall fall
It'll fall upon us all
With those dreams that are set in stone
Could you make it on your own?If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will goAnd maybe I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a greater wave shall fall
And fall upon us all
Then I hope theres someone out there
Who can bring me back to youIf I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will goRun away with my heart
Run away with my heart
Run away with my heartI know now just quite how
my life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back timeIf I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
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Jane stood, terrified as Neil dropped to the floor with a sickening thud. Ironic, isn't it? The first person you have real feelings for to die right before your own eyes. Shooting at the phantom mercilessly, she finally realized she should just let the phantom take her as well. She lowered her gun, thinking how bad of a headache she was getting from Gray yelling in her ear and Neil screaming at her in her mind. She lifted her hand, flipping off the com link and ceasing the shouts from one of two people. Now Gray was pounding on a window and she looked up at Gray apologetically, then down, closing her eyes, waiting for her life to be ripped from her. It never was. She opened her tear filled eyes, feeling even more empty inside. Gray grabbed her arm, yanking her away from Neil, about to tell her how stupid that was when he saw the tears in her eyes. He gave her arm a reassuring squeeze and walked her to the Black Boa. She looked at him.
"Get on. Please?" He leaned forward to whisper in her ear. "He would've wanted you to. He would want you to live." She watched him, eyes brimming with tears and stepped on to see Dr. Sid and Aki watching him and Gray climbing on and walking to the cockpit. She sat, shoulders slumping a minute as she closed her eyes and let a tear fall. Maybe two. She didn't know, but when she opened her eyes Ryan was already in the Black Boa and patched up. He sat next to her, hugging her a little. He told her quietly that they would bury him when they got home. 'God,' She thought, 'Serge and the Captain knew and I didn't. I'm such an ass.' She sat up straight, leaning forward and putting her elbows on her knees and burying her face in her hands. After they got off of earth she floated out of the room and into a smaller one with a table. Neil was strapped to it, pale as a corpse. 'No shit, Jane. That might be because he is a corpse.' she walked up and buried her head in his chest, sobbing, murmuring apologies and begging him for forgiveness. 'Look at you. You promised yourself this would never happen and look.' She kissed his cold forehead before sliding between a close space and pulling her knees to her chest so she wouldn't float up. A little while after that she started writing.
