Untouchable Shinigami
The prequel to Bishonèn

Heero and Duo had just had one of their many fights. To relieve his pain, Duo was walking down and along the dark, shadowy alleys, where they lived. Duo was walking around an old abandoned truck stop when he spotted 2 guys. What do I do to ignore them behind me? He was to weak and tired to notice so he just shrugged them off. Big mistake. The braided pilot sat down on an old bench and looked at his surroundings. Do I follow my instincts blindly? After a while Duo spotted the 2 men again. This time they were coming near him with smiling faces. "Hey Marty," the first man said dressed in a stripped shirt and jeans, "check out the honey!" "Yeah and Bill, look, he has pretty eyes, your favorite color, purple!" said the guy who was apparently Marty. He was dressed in a gray shirt with black pants. Do I hide my pride form the bad dreams and give in to sad thoughts that are madding? "I bet he'd make a great fuck!" Bill said. "Yeah nice and tight! C'mere boy!" Marty said while he and Bill crept closer. Duo backed away, walking quick. Marty got closer, reaching out to grab the boy, but Duo was to slim and quick for him, he started to run.

Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed?

Bill and Marty started after him. Since the fight Duo was pretty out of shape and was getting tired fast. "You idiot! If you don't hurry and run for safety you'll be raped!" Duo thought to himself, looking back. Marty was yelling, "hey sweet thing cum back! We won't hurt you that bad!" that really made Duo mad and he turned his anger into energy, trying to run faster.

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

The men were starting to get faster, or maybe Duo was getting slower but whatever it was he was getting cornered. He turned a corner and looked behind him not knowing where he was going. In the confusion he smacked into a wall.

Because I cant hold on when I'm stretched so thin,

Duo slumped down on the wall, holding his head and hoping that Bill and Marty wouldn't find him. He closed his eyes and unconsciousness was taking over him.

I make the right moves but I'm lost within,

After what seemed like hours, a couple of minutes passed by and the rapists found out Duo's hiding place. "So the little wench got hurt, eh?" Bill snickered. "That's ok. We'll treat him real nice." Marty commented.

I put on my daily façade but then, I just end up getting hurt again. By myself [myself]

Duo was still asleep/unconscious and the men dragged him back to the truck stop. They brought him inside and started to strip. It was about to happen.

I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself

Marty was first to feed his greed*. Duo was now lying naked in the middle of the moonlit floor. Marty positioned Duo and was about to pound into him when Duo started to stir.

TBC.

Rae: SO how was that? This is supposed to be the story before Bishonèn. This was originally a dream I had about myself (Scary yes) I was super scared and I thought of my story and just started to write. The lyrics are from Linkin Park's "By Myself".

*I was listening to one of the other songs from Linkin Park when this lyric came up.