Untouchable Shinigami

Chapter 4

The next morning Duo awoke early and felt extremely disgusting. "O m'God!" His body screamed, " I have got to get clean. What does Heero think of me? A disgusting whore?" the tears started to well up in his eyes as he thought about that and rushed to the shower. Duo turned on the water as hot as he could and got undressed. He still saw the blood and milky liquid in between his thighs, even though he took a shower the night before. His eyes scrunched up and he tried to stare a hole in his leg, but it didn't work. He stepped into the scolding hot water and closed his eyes. The water burned his flesh and his whole body screamed but Duo tried not to cry. He just stood there with the water burning away his pain and his thoughts flooded him again. "This is for the best of you Duo," his mind said in a soft voice, "and for Heero. Just remember, he wont love you if you're dirty." the heat was becoming to much and Duo started to fade, trying to stay awake he turned down the heat to the freezing cold and started to scrub. The spot where he could see nothing but blood and semen was still there and Duo scrubbed as hard as he could. 'Back and forth' he thought ' just like the rape' that sparked his mind and he rubbed the washcloth harder and harder, making his skin bleed. Duo watched as the red liquid poured out of the tiny cut on his inner thigh and he smiled. Finally it seemed as if the pain of the rape was seeping out of that spot. He tried to think of the other spots where they touched him and he frowned. Silently he sobbed, as his hands went over the spot on his chest and down to where his abdomen was. His eyes looked but they could not see, they could not see anything but the dirtiness of their former master. The washcloth slowly snaked its way to Duo's chest and scrubbed as hard as it possibly could. The blood from that spot was now joining the other blood in the bath tub as well. The final part was the hardest for Duo, he couldn't stand looking down at the one part of his body that he cherished so much, and that part that Heero had always wanted to. "No, I have to. No matter what, I have to get rid of the filth." Duo said out loud. He cringed as he scrubbed the sensitive spot right above his penis. The blood finally came and Duo started to cry. His sobs wracked his body and he couldn't see anymore. His hand felt for the knob of the shower and he turned it off. "Why did this have to happen to me?" His body screamed. Heero woke with a jolt, something was wrong. He heard something in the other part of the house and realized that Duo was not with him. "Oh my god! He wouldn't think of committing suicide would he?!" He asked to no one with shock in his voice. He ran out of the room and tried to find the source of the sound. What he found was far more worse than suicide to him. His precious Duo was lying in the shower with a large pool of blood around him.