Blind Love 5
Author's Notes: I'm so glad that everybody is liked this story. The topic of this story is something that I personally wanted to cover, and I hope that I didn't offend anyone. I just wanted to point out that this type of thing DOES happen, and unfortunately this type of thing also affects those close to you as well. So I hope many of you guys understand why I wrote this lil fic. As for the concerns about the pairings in this fic, well actually there are no pairings. Yet.
Disclaimer: All Marvel characters belong to well um.Marvel. If they did belong to me...um.I'd be rich and what not. But atlas I am nothing more than a peasant girl, and I shant wish upon the thing that doesn't belong to thee. Um. Whatever.Just read the story.
Ororo Munroe was lying in her bed, mulling over the things that Logan said. He mentioned that he was going to break his promise to her, and she wondered why he even bothered telling her about his intentions. It was obvious that he didn't care about what she wanted. She didn't want him to go out for revenge, and that's exactly what he planned to do. How could he be so insensitive to her needs, and blatantly disregard her feelings.
She felt like he betrayed her in more ways than one, and for some reason this was more hurtful to her than when Remy raped her. Confused by this new feeling, she reflected on what Logan said to her earlier. He said that he loved her, and in some ways she was already aware of this fact. Logan was one of her best friends, and she realized that he was like a big brother in some ways. Maybe this was one of the reason that he felt like he had to go out and exact some sort of revenge.
He had been there for her, ever since the beginning of this mess. In some ways he had been her strong tower to lean on, whenever she felt like she was weak and couldn't stand up. He had been there for her, when it was three in the morning and everybody was still asleep. He was there for her when she had snot in her nose, and her pillows were soaked with tears. He had seen her through it all, and how did she show her gratitude. She struck him down unmercifully with her thunderbolts.
*Now who was the one doing the betraying?
She felt a new level of guilt rushing through her body, and for once she thought about the possibility that maybe she was the one who was wrong. Should she have supported Logan's decision to do what he intended to do to Remy? Should she have stood by his side, and watched as he tore into Remy? She wasn't sure that she wanted to be a witness to Remy's undoing, but at the same time she didn't wish Logan to get hurt as well.
One would have to be a fool to believe that Remy would survive a fight with Logan. Realistically speaking there was a very small chance that Remy could hold his own against Logan, but the chances of his survival were very slim. Sure Remy could blow things up, and had the agility of a cat. However, Logan had the power to heal himself, from any type of wounds imaginable. Then to top that off, Logan had claws that could easily slice through metal. Just think what his claws could do to human flesh. Remy didn't have a chance at survival, and Logan was more than ready to end this man's life. Only a miracle could stop this man from going through with his plans.
Ororo could do nothing but pray that Logan would reconsider his decision. She reasoned that if he really did love her, then he would respect her wishes. If he really loved her, then he would come back home to her. She wanted Logan by her side, so that she could tell him that she had been wrong. She wanted to rectify the situation, which was already spiraling out of control. She didn't want Logan to kill Remy, because she realized something that was going to change her life forever. She found out that she was pregnant, and she had been too afraid to tell Logan.
She was aware that Logan intended to kill Remy, but he did deserve to know that he was going to be a father. She walked to her dresser, and looked for her communicator. She picked it up, and pressed the small button.
"Logan? Are you there?" She said.
She listened for a moment, and was greeted with silence. She pressed the button once again, and listened for Logan's voice to call out.
"Logan?"
"What do you want Ro?" He shouted angrily.
"I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lash out at you like that. Look, why don't you just come home?"
"Ya know that I can't do that darlin."
"Will you stop being so selfish? This is my problem, and I am capable of handling this myself."
"If you were so capable of handling this situation, then it wouldn't have happened in the first place." He shouted.
"That's not fair Logan."
"Yeah. Nothing in life ever is."
"So you're just going to kill him, just like that?"
"Yeah."
"If you kill him, I'll never forgive you."
She stuck out her chin defiantly, as if Logan could see her doing this silly act of stubbornness.
"I don't want your forgiveness Ro. There's only one thing that I want, and gutting that prick is the first thing on my to do list."
"Well there are two things that I want Logan. Do you want to know what they are?"
"No."
"Well I'm going to tell you anyway. The first thing that I want is for you to come home. I want you to stop this nonsense, and get your butt back here. Second I want you to know that I am pregnant. I wanted to tell you earlier, but I was too afraid. Logan, are you there? You're quiet."
"Yeah I'm here. I had to pull over. Why would you be afraid to tell me some like that?"
"I didn't want you to get upset."
"I think it's a little too late for that. So what are you going to do about the baby?"
"Well I wanted Remy to know about the consequences of his actions first. Which is why I want you to come home. Just give me a chance to tell Remy."
"I don't give a damn about Remy! What are you going to do about the baby?" He shouted loudly.
"I intended on giving the baby to Remy."
"So what will you do if he doesn't want it?"
"I'll give it up for adoption."
"Adoption? What if the child's a mutant? Did you even think about that possibility?" He asked.
"Logan. There's no way that I can keep that child!"
"Well it seems like you've made up your mind, to abandon that baby one way or another. Well seeing as how you're not going to keep your child, then I guess I have no choice but to finish what I've started."
"Logan, don't do this. You said that you've loved me. Prove it then! If you really loved me, then you would just drop this!"
"I can't do that Ro, and you know that."
"Then you don't really love me, like you claim you do." She said sadly.
"It's because I love you, that I'm doing this in the first damn place! Open your eyes woman, and see what's right in front of your face!"
"Logan what do you want from me?"
"I don't want anything from you Ro. Look there's no way that I can come home, but I will do this for you. I will tell Remy that he's going to be a father. If he gives me any negative responses, then I'm going to kill him pure and simple. Can you handle that?"
"Logan. Just come home. Please."
"Goodbye Ro."
"Logan?"
Ororo listened as she heard the communicator turn off. She walked to her bed, and she started to cry.
Jubilee and Remy was sitting at the table playing poker, when Remy threw down his last card.
"Looks like I win chere."
"Now you see why I don't like playing cards with you. I never win." She sulked.
"That's not true petite. What about the time you won that game of old maid?"
"I only won that game, because you didn't know how to play it."
"You still won, didn't you?" He asked bemusedly.
"That's not the point Gambit."
"Come on lets play one more game. I'll even let you shuffle the deck."
"Well since you put it like that. What do you want to play?"
"Poker."
"Aww come on. We just played that game."
"I wasn't finished petite. I was gonna suggest a sweet game of strip poker."
"That's what got you in this whole mess in the fist place. We'll play gin rummy." She said coyly.
"Actually petite, it was the tequila that got me into this mess." Remy corrected her.
"Regardless. You shouldn't even be drinking. You are a mutant, and there's a lot of people out there that's just waiting for you to slip up."
"Yeah like Logan?"
"Especially Logan. Are you even aware that he's in love with her." Jubilee asked.
"Yeah. He cares about all of the femmes in the mansion."
"That's not what I meant. Logan's madly head over heels in love with Ro. He told me so himself."
"If he's so in love with her, then why is he always hitting on Jean?"
"Because he thinks that Ro is in love with you."
"What? That's crazy."
"Is it? Think about it LeBeau. Who does Ro hang out with? You. Who does she spend every waking hour with? You. Who does she trust with all her deep and dark secrets? It's certainly not me."
"She used to trust me. I don't think she'll ever be able to trust me again."
"Just give her some time. You made a terrible mistake, and there is the possibility that she'll never forgive you. Then again she might dig down deep in her heart, and pull out that forgiveness. Just give her time. That's the only thing that you could give her, to make up for what you've done."
"La petite ma chere. I don't know what I would've done without you here."
"You'd still be a homeless bum, with bad breath and bad B.O."
"Will you shut up and deal the cards already? By the way don't think that I've forgotten about my consolation prize."
"Consolation prize? Remy, what in the hell are you talking about?"
"Well you lost the last game petite. You owe me fifty bucks, or did you forget our lil bet?"
"I don't have fifty. I have to go to the bank."
"Well I can't wait that long. You have to get me something now."
"I don't have anything to give."
"How about you give Gambit one lil kiss then."
"You just don't learn do you?"
"Either give me the money, or give me a kiss. I don't want no back talk. You can keep that petite."
"Will you just shut up and kiss me you big lug."
Remy leaned closer to Jubilee, and closed his eyes. He puckered up his lips, and waited to feel Jubilee's lips press against his own. He was mildly surprised, when he felt Jubilee give him a soft kiss on the cheeks. He opened up his eyes, and looked at Jubilee's face. He questioned her with his eyes, as she laughed at his bewildered expression.
"I don't kiss a guy on the lips until the third date. Now lets play."
Remy couldn't help but chuckled at her sense of humor, and he suddenly was overwhelmed at a new feeling of guilt. He knew that he was drunk when he hurt Ororo, and he didn't want to risk hurting Jubilee.
"Jubes, when are you gonna go back home?"
"The moment when all of this is behind us."
"How can you trust me, after everything that I've done?"
"I don't know. I just do."
"Why?"
"We've been through this Remy. I'm not going to leave you, so why don't you just drop it! I care about you, and that's all that matters. The only reason that I'm here is because I want to be. You got that? Now the let's play the friggin game, before you make me lose my temper."
A small smile crept on the corner of Remy's lips, and he stared at the young girl in front of him.
"Thank you Jubes."
"That's what friends are for. Now can you please throw out your card? I've been waiting since forever."
So they played a quiet game of gin rummy, and they both enjoyed each other's company immensely.
Rogue was sitting on the edge of the bathtub, staring at the empty E.P.T. box in her hands. A feeling of anger flashed through her body, and she immediately channeled that anger towards Remy. For years she had wanted nothing more than to be the one that was carrying Remy's child. They had even made plans to get married, and then she was going to have a baby by means of an artificial insemination. She never thought that Remy would've betrayed her like this.
Sure it was true that they had another bad fight, but she thought that they would eventually make up later that night. However, she was certainly surprised to find out that he had sex with Ororo. She knew that he was drunk, but that still didn't make things right. Now as it would seem she wasn't going to be the first woman to carry Remy's child, and that knowledge infuriated her to no end.
She thought about all the promises that he made, that were now broken. She thought about how much he had managed to hurt her. She had no room in her heart for forgiveness, and she wanted to do nothing but make him suffer as he made her suffer. She stood from the tub, and walked out the door. As she left the mansion, she could feel nothing but rage resonating from her heart. She was determined to hurt Remy, and she was going to teach him the real meaning of pain. So she jumped into the sky, and prepared to fly to Louisiana. It was going to be a long flight, but hurting Remy was only going to take a matter of minutes. That was a promise that she was not going to break
That's it for this chapter. Actually I got tired of writing, but I hope that this chapter was to your liking. The next chapter Logan will find Remy and Jubilee. What's going to happen? What's going to happen when Rogue joins into the fray? It's two against two in this slobber knocker, and friendships will be torn apart. However back at the mansion tragedy will strike, and Ororo soon finds out that she'll have to struggle just to stay alive. Don't miss the next chapter, because things are just getting heated up.
Author's Notes: I'm so glad that everybody is liked this story. The topic of this story is something that I personally wanted to cover, and I hope that I didn't offend anyone. I just wanted to point out that this type of thing DOES happen, and unfortunately this type of thing also affects those close to you as well. So I hope many of you guys understand why I wrote this lil fic. As for the concerns about the pairings in this fic, well actually there are no pairings. Yet.
Disclaimer: All Marvel characters belong to well um.Marvel. If they did belong to me...um.I'd be rich and what not. But atlas I am nothing more than a peasant girl, and I shant wish upon the thing that doesn't belong to thee. Um. Whatever.Just read the story.
Ororo Munroe was lying in her bed, mulling over the things that Logan said. He mentioned that he was going to break his promise to her, and she wondered why he even bothered telling her about his intentions. It was obvious that he didn't care about what she wanted. She didn't want him to go out for revenge, and that's exactly what he planned to do. How could he be so insensitive to her needs, and blatantly disregard her feelings.
She felt like he betrayed her in more ways than one, and for some reason this was more hurtful to her than when Remy raped her. Confused by this new feeling, she reflected on what Logan said to her earlier. He said that he loved her, and in some ways she was already aware of this fact. Logan was one of her best friends, and she realized that he was like a big brother in some ways. Maybe this was one of the reason that he felt like he had to go out and exact some sort of revenge.
He had been there for her, ever since the beginning of this mess. In some ways he had been her strong tower to lean on, whenever she felt like she was weak and couldn't stand up. He had been there for her, when it was three in the morning and everybody was still asleep. He was there for her when she had snot in her nose, and her pillows were soaked with tears. He had seen her through it all, and how did she show her gratitude. She struck him down unmercifully with her thunderbolts.
*Now who was the one doing the betraying?
She felt a new level of guilt rushing through her body, and for once she thought about the possibility that maybe she was the one who was wrong. Should she have supported Logan's decision to do what he intended to do to Remy? Should she have stood by his side, and watched as he tore into Remy? She wasn't sure that she wanted to be a witness to Remy's undoing, but at the same time she didn't wish Logan to get hurt as well.
One would have to be a fool to believe that Remy would survive a fight with Logan. Realistically speaking there was a very small chance that Remy could hold his own against Logan, but the chances of his survival were very slim. Sure Remy could blow things up, and had the agility of a cat. However, Logan had the power to heal himself, from any type of wounds imaginable. Then to top that off, Logan had claws that could easily slice through metal. Just think what his claws could do to human flesh. Remy didn't have a chance at survival, and Logan was more than ready to end this man's life. Only a miracle could stop this man from going through with his plans.
Ororo could do nothing but pray that Logan would reconsider his decision. She reasoned that if he really did love her, then he would respect her wishes. If he really loved her, then he would come back home to her. She wanted Logan by her side, so that she could tell him that she had been wrong. She wanted to rectify the situation, which was already spiraling out of control. She didn't want Logan to kill Remy, because she realized something that was going to change her life forever. She found out that she was pregnant, and she had been too afraid to tell Logan.
She was aware that Logan intended to kill Remy, but he did deserve to know that he was going to be a father. She walked to her dresser, and looked for her communicator. She picked it up, and pressed the small button.
"Logan? Are you there?" She said.
She listened for a moment, and was greeted with silence. She pressed the button once again, and listened for Logan's voice to call out.
"Logan?"
"What do you want Ro?" He shouted angrily.
"I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lash out at you like that. Look, why don't you just come home?"
"Ya know that I can't do that darlin."
"Will you stop being so selfish? This is my problem, and I am capable of handling this myself."
"If you were so capable of handling this situation, then it wouldn't have happened in the first place." He shouted.
"That's not fair Logan."
"Yeah. Nothing in life ever is."
"So you're just going to kill him, just like that?"
"Yeah."
"If you kill him, I'll never forgive you."
She stuck out her chin defiantly, as if Logan could see her doing this silly act of stubbornness.
"I don't want your forgiveness Ro. There's only one thing that I want, and gutting that prick is the first thing on my to do list."
"Well there are two things that I want Logan. Do you want to know what they are?"
"No."
"Well I'm going to tell you anyway. The first thing that I want is for you to come home. I want you to stop this nonsense, and get your butt back here. Second I want you to know that I am pregnant. I wanted to tell you earlier, but I was too afraid. Logan, are you there? You're quiet."
"Yeah I'm here. I had to pull over. Why would you be afraid to tell me some like that?"
"I didn't want you to get upset."
"I think it's a little too late for that. So what are you going to do about the baby?"
"Well I wanted Remy to know about the consequences of his actions first. Which is why I want you to come home. Just give me a chance to tell Remy."
"I don't give a damn about Remy! What are you going to do about the baby?" He shouted loudly.
"I intended on giving the baby to Remy."
"So what will you do if he doesn't want it?"
"I'll give it up for adoption."
"Adoption? What if the child's a mutant? Did you even think about that possibility?" He asked.
"Logan. There's no way that I can keep that child!"
"Well it seems like you've made up your mind, to abandon that baby one way or another. Well seeing as how you're not going to keep your child, then I guess I have no choice but to finish what I've started."
"Logan, don't do this. You said that you've loved me. Prove it then! If you really loved me, then you would just drop this!"
"I can't do that Ro, and you know that."
"Then you don't really love me, like you claim you do." She said sadly.
"It's because I love you, that I'm doing this in the first damn place! Open your eyes woman, and see what's right in front of your face!"
"Logan what do you want from me?"
"I don't want anything from you Ro. Look there's no way that I can come home, but I will do this for you. I will tell Remy that he's going to be a father. If he gives me any negative responses, then I'm going to kill him pure and simple. Can you handle that?"
"Logan. Just come home. Please."
"Goodbye Ro."
"Logan?"
Ororo listened as she heard the communicator turn off. She walked to her bed, and she started to cry.
Jubilee and Remy was sitting at the table playing poker, when Remy threw down his last card.
"Looks like I win chere."
"Now you see why I don't like playing cards with you. I never win." She sulked.
"That's not true petite. What about the time you won that game of old maid?"
"I only won that game, because you didn't know how to play it."
"You still won, didn't you?" He asked bemusedly.
"That's not the point Gambit."
"Come on lets play one more game. I'll even let you shuffle the deck."
"Well since you put it like that. What do you want to play?"
"Poker."
"Aww come on. We just played that game."
"I wasn't finished petite. I was gonna suggest a sweet game of strip poker."
"That's what got you in this whole mess in the fist place. We'll play gin rummy." She said coyly.
"Actually petite, it was the tequila that got me into this mess." Remy corrected her.
"Regardless. You shouldn't even be drinking. You are a mutant, and there's a lot of people out there that's just waiting for you to slip up."
"Yeah like Logan?"
"Especially Logan. Are you even aware that he's in love with her." Jubilee asked.
"Yeah. He cares about all of the femmes in the mansion."
"That's not what I meant. Logan's madly head over heels in love with Ro. He told me so himself."
"If he's so in love with her, then why is he always hitting on Jean?"
"Because he thinks that Ro is in love with you."
"What? That's crazy."
"Is it? Think about it LeBeau. Who does Ro hang out with? You. Who does she spend every waking hour with? You. Who does she trust with all her deep and dark secrets? It's certainly not me."
"She used to trust me. I don't think she'll ever be able to trust me again."
"Just give her some time. You made a terrible mistake, and there is the possibility that she'll never forgive you. Then again she might dig down deep in her heart, and pull out that forgiveness. Just give her time. That's the only thing that you could give her, to make up for what you've done."
"La petite ma chere. I don't know what I would've done without you here."
"You'd still be a homeless bum, with bad breath and bad B.O."
"Will you shut up and deal the cards already? By the way don't think that I've forgotten about my consolation prize."
"Consolation prize? Remy, what in the hell are you talking about?"
"Well you lost the last game petite. You owe me fifty bucks, or did you forget our lil bet?"
"I don't have fifty. I have to go to the bank."
"Well I can't wait that long. You have to get me something now."
"I don't have anything to give."
"How about you give Gambit one lil kiss then."
"You just don't learn do you?"
"Either give me the money, or give me a kiss. I don't want no back talk. You can keep that petite."
"Will you just shut up and kiss me you big lug."
Remy leaned closer to Jubilee, and closed his eyes. He puckered up his lips, and waited to feel Jubilee's lips press against his own. He was mildly surprised, when he felt Jubilee give him a soft kiss on the cheeks. He opened up his eyes, and looked at Jubilee's face. He questioned her with his eyes, as she laughed at his bewildered expression.
"I don't kiss a guy on the lips until the third date. Now lets play."
Remy couldn't help but chuckled at her sense of humor, and he suddenly was overwhelmed at a new feeling of guilt. He knew that he was drunk when he hurt Ororo, and he didn't want to risk hurting Jubilee.
"Jubes, when are you gonna go back home?"
"The moment when all of this is behind us."
"How can you trust me, after everything that I've done?"
"I don't know. I just do."
"Why?"
"We've been through this Remy. I'm not going to leave you, so why don't you just drop it! I care about you, and that's all that matters. The only reason that I'm here is because I want to be. You got that? Now the let's play the friggin game, before you make me lose my temper."
A small smile crept on the corner of Remy's lips, and he stared at the young girl in front of him.
"Thank you Jubes."
"That's what friends are for. Now can you please throw out your card? I've been waiting since forever."
So they played a quiet game of gin rummy, and they both enjoyed each other's company immensely.
Rogue was sitting on the edge of the bathtub, staring at the empty E.P.T. box in her hands. A feeling of anger flashed through her body, and she immediately channeled that anger towards Remy. For years she had wanted nothing more than to be the one that was carrying Remy's child. They had even made plans to get married, and then she was going to have a baby by means of an artificial insemination. She never thought that Remy would've betrayed her like this.
Sure it was true that they had another bad fight, but she thought that they would eventually make up later that night. However, she was certainly surprised to find out that he had sex with Ororo. She knew that he was drunk, but that still didn't make things right. Now as it would seem she wasn't going to be the first woman to carry Remy's child, and that knowledge infuriated her to no end.
She thought about all the promises that he made, that were now broken. She thought about how much he had managed to hurt her. She had no room in her heart for forgiveness, and she wanted to do nothing but make him suffer as he made her suffer. She stood from the tub, and walked out the door. As she left the mansion, she could feel nothing but rage resonating from her heart. She was determined to hurt Remy, and she was going to teach him the real meaning of pain. So she jumped into the sky, and prepared to fly to Louisiana. It was going to be a long flight, but hurting Remy was only going to take a matter of minutes. That was a promise that she was not going to break
That's it for this chapter. Actually I got tired of writing, but I hope that this chapter was to your liking. The next chapter Logan will find Remy and Jubilee. What's going to happen? What's going to happen when Rogue joins into the fray? It's two against two in this slobber knocker, and friendships will be torn apart. However back at the mansion tragedy will strike, and Ororo soon finds out that she'll have to struggle just to stay alive. Don't miss the next chapter, because things are just getting heated up.
