I run outside and look around. I can't find him anywhere. I decide that first I should tell the one I don't choose, then at least something will be off my mind. I head in the direction and arrive at the top of the bluff overlooking the beach below. It's right in front of Kimarhi's cave.

The sky looks so sad. So depressed.

I walk towards the entrance and see Tidus. "Um...hey.I'm sorry if.um--"

"Yuna. Stop. Just Stop." He turns around and I can see the pain in his face. One arm stays behind his back. "Nothing you can say can make it better. Nothing."

"TIDUS, I'M SORRY! I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!" My voice takes an unusual increase that surprises myself.

"HOW CAN YOU SAY YOU DON'T LOVE ME?!? YOU BROUGHT ME BACK FROM THE DEAD FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!"

"I DID LOVE YOU! EMPHASIS ON THE DID! MY HEART BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE!"

"IS IT THAT BASTARD, XANDER?!?," he yelled at me and then lowered his voice to a mumble that was barely audible, " I swear I'm going to kill that guy."

"No. Please don't." My eyes start to water and tears begin to fall down my face. They make shapes on the cave floor. Shapes of hope. Shapes of love. Shapes of life. Shapes of death.

"YUNA, GET OUT OF MY WAY!" He finally removes the arm from behind his back. It's a long knife. He tries to leave the cave but I stand in front of him to prevent him from leaving.

"Tidus, please, don't do it. It's not his fault it's mine." I stand there and look into his eyes. They're not the same eyes that used to brighten up my day. They're filled with revenge and anger.

"I SAID, GET OUT OF MY WAY-NOW!" With that last word I feel metal piercing my chest. I look down and there's the knife just staying there, imbedded in my chest. "Oh.god..oh.god.what did I do?" Tidus goes to a corner and covers his head. He starts to whisper things and yell things to himself as if it would dull the pain.

I feel the air slowly leaving my body. The blood. My life. It's leaving. Leaving me all alone. I collapse to the ground and look to my hand. On it, it says 'Earth to Earth. Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust.' The last thing I see is the words slowly leaving my hand. Bleeding off my hand like water on a window. ................................................ Everyone is here. Here to pour their buckets of tears on my grave. I can sense them all. Rikku. Xander. Kimarhi. Wakka. Lulu...no Tidus. He's trapped in hell. He had his chance in heaven, he made the choice to come back to me. Now I'm in heaven and he's in hell, chanting for me.

I am finally going to be at peace. Where I loved it the most. The earth. Secluded from everyone. Away from the decisions that start, and in my case, end people's lives. So it ends.

"Earth to Earth. Ashes to Ashes. Dust to dust."

Author's Note: Well I took a break from this story because I couldn't figure out how to end it. I got most outstanding in English (mainly because of my creative writing) so that inspired me to finish it. Even though not a lot of people have reviewed this I hope the people that did liked it. I've updated all the chapters so-good job to me ( An episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer gives you all the inspiration you need ( Okay well. Till the next story! -Melissa
ps- I still don't own anything final fantasy