Duo's dreams were haunted with those eyes and eyes of another.Someone he could not remember.The time his life ended and a new one began plagued Duo's thoughts.All of those people Shinigami killed,innocents.The little lawyer girl even back back to haunt him.
"Please Mister?Can't I go home?"
"Not tonight princess."
"Itai!Stop that hurts...Stop!Please...Mister......."
"What have I become?"
Duo awoke gasping for breath and soaked in sweat.Duo held his head his hands and allowed himself to cry.
'My body,my soul is covered in pain.My pain,my vicutms' pain,grief,sorrow,and lonlieness rolled together.Pull it together!'Duo told himself wiping the red tears from his face.
'Monster?Far worse.Far worse.'Duo thought getting out of bed and pulling on some clothes.
'If I hope hard enough then maybe our guest won't be here.'Duo sighed when he heard voices in the living room.
'Might as well just leave and go hunt or something.'Duo thought leaving the room.He passed the open door of the living room and cringed when Quatre called out his name.
"Where ya off to Duo,"Quatre asked.
"I dunno,a walk maybe,"Duo shrugged leaning against the doorframe.
"That's what Heero went to do.If you find him show him how to get back.I don't think he knows,"Quatre said.
"All right Quatre,"Duo said walking out of the room,down stairs and out the door.
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Duo walked the destered sidewalk.No one was up this early on a Saturday other than the drunkards.
"Now see ifyou're nice I'll remove the gag,"A voice met Duo's ears.He peaked into the alley way and saw a human form pressed against the wall of a building with a larger man pinning them there.
"You going to be nice now,"The man asked.
"Let me go,"Came the calm reply.
'HEERO!'Duo's mind screamed.He stepped fully into the alley,trench coat swirling around his legs like a cat.
"Let him go,"Duo commanded both men looked at him.
"Who's your pretty friend,"The man asked Heero slamming Heero's head into the wall.
"I won't ask again,"Duo growled advancing towards the man.
"What're you going to do skinny,"The man laughed.
"You don't want to know,"Duo laughed a few feet away from the man,letting Shinigami take over.
"Do your worst,"The man snikered.
"You asked for it,"Shinigami shrugged hyptotizing the man with a simple glance with flaming violet eyes.
"Let him go,"Shinigami ordered.The man dropped Heero onto the ground.Shinigami came up to the man and whispered in his ear,"Now run away like the mad man you are." The man did as commanded.Shifting back to Duo,he knelt down by Heero.Heeero was rubbing his head and blood trickled down his chin from a cut on his lip.
'NO Duo.Not this one.'Duo told himself,helping Heero to his feet.
"Are you alright,"Duo asked as he wipped the blood from Heero's chin with a finger.
'Just a small taste won't hurt.'Duo thought sticking the finger into his mouth and licking the red liquid off.It was better than anything ever tasted.
'Quatre's say or not I want more!'
"I'm fine.Thank you for helping me though,"Heero smiled.Duo vowed he would live 221 years all over again just to see Heero smile.He was the most beautiful thing ever seen by Duo's viloet's.
"You're quite welcome,"Duo smiled in return.
'I want more.'Duo's mind screamed,'NO!'Duo screamed back.He couldn't kill Heero!He was perfection.
"Lets go back to the manor,"I suggested.
"Alright,"Heero nodded in agreement as Duo lead the way to the manor and entered quietly.Laughter and moans filled the walls as the two walked in.
"Seems my companions and your brother are having fun,"Duo shook his head as he heard Wufei run from a room and into another.
"Seems that way,"Heero shook his head also.
"Here come with me.That cut needs to be cleaned,"Duo said leading the way into the kitchen downstairs.
"Thanks,"Heero said as Duo lead him to the medicine counter.
"Its no problem,"Duo smiled pulling out a bottle of disinfectiant from the cabnet.
"This may sting like crap,"Duo laughed wetting a cloth with the stuff and gentally laying it on Heero's cut lip.Heero hissed through his teeth.
"Sorry,"Duo appologized taking the cloth away and blowing on the cut.
"Its alright,"Heero said looking at Duo.No matter how hard he tried Duo couldn't take his eyes away from Heero's.
'What's happening to me.'Duo asked himself feeling his stomach turn to butterflies and his knees to jello.Next thing Duo knew his lips were pressed to Heero's and tongues were fighting for dominancy.A moan met Duo's ears and he realized it was his own.
'What am I doing?'Duo asked himself as he let Heero win the fight of their mouthes.Heero's hands burried into Duo's hair and he hadn't realized that it had come out of its usual braid.
"Wait Heero...I don't think you want this.You don't know what I am,"Duo breathed,regretfully breaking the sweet kiss.
"I don't care,"Heero panted.
"You would if you knew,"Duo said lowering his eyes.
'I'm a monster.'
"You're what I've been looking for.My soul clicked with yours when you read me,"Heero said.Duo looked up sharply.
"How did you know,"Duo asked.
"I don't know how.I just...felt you somehow,"Heero said running Duo's hair through his hands.
"That doesn't mean anything.I can't love.I'm a monster,"Duo yelled running from the kitchen.
"DUO!WAIT,"Heero yelled.Duo didn't turn back he just ran out the front door and into the darkness of the fresh night.Raining like no tomorrow.
'Peachy huh?I'm afraid!'Duo thought as he ran to the only place where he knew he was safe.The old church.Duo sat on one of the gargoyle protectors.Duo laughed at the people that actually thought that the gargoyles actually protect the city.People are so clueless as to what actually lies in this world behind the shadows.People like Shinigami.
"I thought I'd find you here,"Came the soft voice behind me.
"Hey Quat,"Duo sighed.
"What happened.You worried Heero,"Quatre said sitting down by Duo.
"I don't know what's happening to me.I freaked out I guess,"Duo shrugged,swinging his legs over the the side of the gargoly's neck.
"What do you mean,"The blonde petit asked.
"I felt my insides do cartwheels.I kissed him and I liked it.Quatre I'm scared.I felt my soul click with his when I read him,and he felt me when I read him.Thats never happened before!What's going on Quatre,"Duo asked feeling helpless.
"Its....love.There's no other way I can describe it.I felt the same when I met Trowa,"Quatre shrugged.
"If it is love.What will happen?Heero isn't immortal.He'll die and I'll be alone again,"Duo said feeling the lump form in his throat again.
"There is one way you two can be together,"Quatre said raising an eye brow.
"I know,but what if he doesn't want to,"Duo asked letting a red tear escape his eye.
"Its up to him,Trowa and I are talking about the same thing,"Quatre said.
"I don't know.I barely even know him,"Duo sighed wipping away the foolish tear.
"Think about it Duo.It could mean your happiness,"Quatre shrugged standing up and leaving Duo to his thoughts.
'What am I doing?Should I talk to Heero.I don't even know him.This is so foolish.'Duo thought standing up.The cold wind tugging on his coat.
'I'll play it by ear.If Heero confronts me then I'll talk to him.If not...then who knows.'Duo thought leaving the gargoyle to it's own thoughts.
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Duo's really out of character and I apologize.I'll get him back to joking and stuff in later chapters!Promise!
"Please Mister?Can't I go home?"
"Not tonight princess."
"Itai!Stop that hurts...Stop!Please...Mister......."
"What have I become?"
Duo awoke gasping for breath and soaked in sweat.Duo held his head his hands and allowed himself to cry.
'My body,my soul is covered in pain.My pain,my vicutms' pain,grief,sorrow,and lonlieness rolled together.Pull it together!'Duo told himself wiping the red tears from his face.
'Monster?Far worse.Far worse.'Duo thought getting out of bed and pulling on some clothes.
'If I hope hard enough then maybe our guest won't be here.'Duo sighed when he heard voices in the living room.
'Might as well just leave and go hunt or something.'Duo thought leaving the room.He passed the open door of the living room and cringed when Quatre called out his name.
"Where ya off to Duo,"Quatre asked.
"I dunno,a walk maybe,"Duo shrugged leaning against the doorframe.
"That's what Heero went to do.If you find him show him how to get back.I don't think he knows,"Quatre said.
"All right Quatre,"Duo said walking out of the room,down stairs and out the door.
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Duo walked the destered sidewalk.No one was up this early on a Saturday other than the drunkards.
"Now see ifyou're nice I'll remove the gag,"A voice met Duo's ears.He peaked into the alley way and saw a human form pressed against the wall of a building with a larger man pinning them there.
"You going to be nice now,"The man asked.
"Let me go,"Came the calm reply.
'HEERO!'Duo's mind screamed.He stepped fully into the alley,trench coat swirling around his legs like a cat.
"Let him go,"Duo commanded both men looked at him.
"Who's your pretty friend,"The man asked Heero slamming Heero's head into the wall.
"I won't ask again,"Duo growled advancing towards the man.
"What're you going to do skinny,"The man laughed.
"You don't want to know,"Duo laughed a few feet away from the man,letting Shinigami take over.
"Do your worst,"The man snikered.
"You asked for it,"Shinigami shrugged hyptotizing the man with a simple glance with flaming violet eyes.
"Let him go,"Shinigami ordered.The man dropped Heero onto the ground.Shinigami came up to the man and whispered in his ear,"Now run away like the mad man you are." The man did as commanded.Shifting back to Duo,he knelt down by Heero.Heeero was rubbing his head and blood trickled down his chin from a cut on his lip.
'NO Duo.Not this one.'Duo told himself,helping Heero to his feet.
"Are you alright,"Duo asked as he wipped the blood from Heero's chin with a finger.
'Just a small taste won't hurt.'Duo thought sticking the finger into his mouth and licking the red liquid off.It was better than anything ever tasted.
'Quatre's say or not I want more!'
"I'm fine.Thank you for helping me though,"Heero smiled.Duo vowed he would live 221 years all over again just to see Heero smile.He was the most beautiful thing ever seen by Duo's viloet's.
"You're quite welcome,"Duo smiled in return.
'I want more.'Duo's mind screamed,'NO!'Duo screamed back.He couldn't kill Heero!He was perfection.
"Lets go back to the manor,"I suggested.
"Alright,"Heero nodded in agreement as Duo lead the way to the manor and entered quietly.Laughter and moans filled the walls as the two walked in.
"Seems my companions and your brother are having fun,"Duo shook his head as he heard Wufei run from a room and into another.
"Seems that way,"Heero shook his head also.
"Here come with me.That cut needs to be cleaned,"Duo said leading the way into the kitchen downstairs.
"Thanks,"Heero said as Duo lead him to the medicine counter.
"Its no problem,"Duo smiled pulling out a bottle of disinfectiant from the cabnet.
"This may sting like crap,"Duo laughed wetting a cloth with the stuff and gentally laying it on Heero's cut lip.Heero hissed through his teeth.
"Sorry,"Duo appologized taking the cloth away and blowing on the cut.
"Its alright,"Heero said looking at Duo.No matter how hard he tried Duo couldn't take his eyes away from Heero's.
'What's happening to me.'Duo asked himself feeling his stomach turn to butterflies and his knees to jello.Next thing Duo knew his lips were pressed to Heero's and tongues were fighting for dominancy.A moan met Duo's ears and he realized it was his own.
'What am I doing?'Duo asked himself as he let Heero win the fight of their mouthes.Heero's hands burried into Duo's hair and he hadn't realized that it had come out of its usual braid.
"Wait Heero...I don't think you want this.You don't know what I am,"Duo breathed,regretfully breaking the sweet kiss.
"I don't care,"Heero panted.
"You would if you knew,"Duo said lowering his eyes.
'I'm a monster.'
"You're what I've been looking for.My soul clicked with yours when you read me,"Heero said.Duo looked up sharply.
"How did you know,"Duo asked.
"I don't know how.I just...felt you somehow,"Heero said running Duo's hair through his hands.
"That doesn't mean anything.I can't love.I'm a monster,"Duo yelled running from the kitchen.
"DUO!WAIT,"Heero yelled.Duo didn't turn back he just ran out the front door and into the darkness of the fresh night.Raining like no tomorrow.
'Peachy huh?I'm afraid!'Duo thought as he ran to the only place where he knew he was safe.The old church.Duo sat on one of the gargoyle protectors.Duo laughed at the people that actually thought that the gargoyles actually protect the city.People are so clueless as to what actually lies in this world behind the shadows.People like Shinigami.
"I thought I'd find you here,"Came the soft voice behind me.
"Hey Quat,"Duo sighed.
"What happened.You worried Heero,"Quatre said sitting down by Duo.
"I don't know what's happening to me.I freaked out I guess,"Duo shrugged,swinging his legs over the the side of the gargoly's neck.
"What do you mean,"The blonde petit asked.
"I felt my insides do cartwheels.I kissed him and I liked it.Quatre I'm scared.I felt my soul click with his when I read him,and he felt me when I read him.Thats never happened before!What's going on Quatre,"Duo asked feeling helpless.
"Its....love.There's no other way I can describe it.I felt the same when I met Trowa,"Quatre shrugged.
"If it is love.What will happen?Heero isn't immortal.He'll die and I'll be alone again,"Duo said feeling the lump form in his throat again.
"There is one way you two can be together,"Quatre said raising an eye brow.
"I know,but what if he doesn't want to,"Duo asked letting a red tear escape his eye.
"Its up to him,Trowa and I are talking about the same thing,"Quatre said.
"I don't know.I barely even know him,"Duo sighed wipping away the foolish tear.
"Think about it Duo.It could mean your happiness,"Quatre shrugged standing up and leaving Duo to his thoughts.
'What am I doing?Should I talk to Heero.I don't even know him.This is so foolish.'Duo thought standing up.The cold wind tugging on his coat.
'I'll play it by ear.If Heero confronts me then I'll talk to him.If not...then who knows.'Duo thought leaving the gargoyle to it's own thoughts.
TBC............................................
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Duo's really out of character and I apologize.I'll get him back to joking and stuff in later chapters!Promise!
