A/N: Hey all I'm really sorry I haven't updated in so long...even though last time I said I would be updating more often. Well since your probably not even reading this now I'll just get right to the chapter. -__-:
OH YEAH I MIGHT CHANGE THE TITLE OF THIS STORY SO GIVE ME SOME IDEAS OKIE POKIE!!
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Chapter five: The meeting.... Finally
Spike was in his car driving to the place Faye had wanted him to meet her at. Ironically it was the exact same place that Spike had told Jet to meet him, "what a coincidence" he thought to himself as he took a long drag of his cigarette. He sat on a bench in the middle of the park watching all of the happy families go by. As he watched them he was some what envious of them going about their happy little lives pretty much trapped in their own little world of dreams. He wanted to be like that once and a part of him still did want to be like that and he knew he had a chance to be like that with Faye and his daughter Avani.
But as he thought these thoughts he immediately kicked himself for thinking like that, but then he thought about the situation some more, particularly Julia, and he realized something for the first time. He realized that no matter what Julia seemed to be the root of all of his problems! The more and more he thought about it the more and more it made since to him.
The problems and the fights he was continuously having with Faye and the fact that they had broken up in the first place. It was because after years of being gone, no where to be found, Julia shows up and wants everything to be the way it was! Like she never had left in the first place.
The reason why he and Viscous were no longer friends. Because once again she decides to go and cause more trouble so she sleeps around with both of them at the same time, in the process turning them both against each other.
Julia was also the reason why he and Jet weren't in touch as much as they once were. Because Julia said that he would get him into trouble. She even called him low life scum, Jet one of his best friends and even somewhat of a father figure to him.
As Spike sat there contemplating his thoughts he had failed to notice that Faye had walked up and was now standing smack Dab in front of him. Faye wanted to laugh at him when she saw how deep in thought he was but decided that this probably wasn't the best time to do it. So she opted to clear her throat instead that way she would get his attention.
Spike was a little startled at the fact that Faye was standing right in front of him and he hadn't noticed but he was in a way glad to see her. Faye sat down beside him and just looked at him as if he was supposed to start of the conversation. He decided that he probably should it might be for the best.
"Where's Avani at" he asked mentally kicking himself for sounding so rude. "She's with my friend Nozomi" said Faye as if she didn't hear the rude tone of Spike question. Spike was glad she didn't get offended or upset so he decided that he was going to get some things off his chest. "Listen Faye I'm really sorry that I've been so mean to you and that I haven't been there for you or for Avani and that I've been so selfish and coldhearted but I really one try to..." He stopped when he saw a tear run down Faye's cheek as she silently looked down at the ground.
"Faye what did I do wrong" he asked looking at her she just turned to look at him her eyes filled with anger and hope and said "Well if your so sorry you would do something about it and if your so sorry you wouldn't let some girl from your past show up and there apart the family we could have had together and if you where so sorry you wouldn't let Avani grow up with out a father!!" Faye finished speaking in almost a yell and now those happy families in the park were now starting to stare.
Spike looked at her feeling ashamed of himself for letting Julia come between the only chance at a family he had and he felt like shit because he had let Faye feel so much pain just because of his own selfishness.
"Faye I really am sorry and I'll do anything I can to make things right and I'm sorry I was such an asshole to you and everyone else! Please Faye just give me a chance..." he stopped when Faye started to speak, " Spike I would give you a chance but I don't think that would be an option" she said as she pointed off into the distance. Spike looked over to see Julia walking up in the distance looking as bitchy and conceded as ever and directly behind her Jet was walking with a weird looking teenage girl.
Spike sighed to himself and thought "this is gonna be one hell of an afternoon."
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A/N: YaY ...I'm finally done thank goodness!! Well here you go I battled my writer's block and I actually kinda like this chapter!!^__^ Well actually I think I like the last one better but this one is still pretty good. Oh yea and by the way I won't review again till I get at least 4 reviews for this chapter!!
OH YEAH I MIGHT CHANGE THE TITLE OF THIS STORY SO GIVE ME SOME IDEAS OKIE POKIE!!
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Chapter five: The meeting.... Finally
Spike was in his car driving to the place Faye had wanted him to meet her at. Ironically it was the exact same place that Spike had told Jet to meet him, "what a coincidence" he thought to himself as he took a long drag of his cigarette. He sat on a bench in the middle of the park watching all of the happy families go by. As he watched them he was some what envious of them going about their happy little lives pretty much trapped in their own little world of dreams. He wanted to be like that once and a part of him still did want to be like that and he knew he had a chance to be like that with Faye and his daughter Avani.
But as he thought these thoughts he immediately kicked himself for thinking like that, but then he thought about the situation some more, particularly Julia, and he realized something for the first time. He realized that no matter what Julia seemed to be the root of all of his problems! The more and more he thought about it the more and more it made since to him.
The problems and the fights he was continuously having with Faye and the fact that they had broken up in the first place. It was because after years of being gone, no where to be found, Julia shows up and wants everything to be the way it was! Like she never had left in the first place.
The reason why he and Viscous were no longer friends. Because once again she decides to go and cause more trouble so she sleeps around with both of them at the same time, in the process turning them both against each other.
Julia was also the reason why he and Jet weren't in touch as much as they once were. Because Julia said that he would get him into trouble. She even called him low life scum, Jet one of his best friends and even somewhat of a father figure to him.
As Spike sat there contemplating his thoughts he had failed to notice that Faye had walked up and was now standing smack Dab in front of him. Faye wanted to laugh at him when she saw how deep in thought he was but decided that this probably wasn't the best time to do it. So she opted to clear her throat instead that way she would get his attention.
Spike was a little startled at the fact that Faye was standing right in front of him and he hadn't noticed but he was in a way glad to see her. Faye sat down beside him and just looked at him as if he was supposed to start of the conversation. He decided that he probably should it might be for the best.
"Where's Avani at" he asked mentally kicking himself for sounding so rude. "She's with my friend Nozomi" said Faye as if she didn't hear the rude tone of Spike question. Spike was glad she didn't get offended or upset so he decided that he was going to get some things off his chest. "Listen Faye I'm really sorry that I've been so mean to you and that I haven't been there for you or for Avani and that I've been so selfish and coldhearted but I really one try to..." He stopped when he saw a tear run down Faye's cheek as she silently looked down at the ground.
"Faye what did I do wrong" he asked looking at her she just turned to look at him her eyes filled with anger and hope and said "Well if your so sorry you would do something about it and if your so sorry you wouldn't let some girl from your past show up and there apart the family we could have had together and if you where so sorry you wouldn't let Avani grow up with out a father!!" Faye finished speaking in almost a yell and now those happy families in the park were now starting to stare.
Spike looked at her feeling ashamed of himself for letting Julia come between the only chance at a family he had and he felt like shit because he had let Faye feel so much pain just because of his own selfishness.
"Faye I really am sorry and I'll do anything I can to make things right and I'm sorry I was such an asshole to you and everyone else! Please Faye just give me a chance..." he stopped when Faye started to speak, " Spike I would give you a chance but I don't think that would be an option" she said as she pointed off into the distance. Spike looked over to see Julia walking up in the distance looking as bitchy and conceded as ever and directly behind her Jet was walking with a weird looking teenage girl.
Spike sighed to himself and thought "this is gonna be one hell of an afternoon."
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A/N: YaY ...I'm finally done thank goodness!! Well here you go I battled my writer's block and I actually kinda like this chapter!!^__^ Well actually I think I like the last one better but this one is still pretty good. Oh yea and by the way I won't review again till I get at least 4 reviews for this chapter!!
