You Were

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You were the first to touch me since so long ago.
Not in the way I wanted, but you did touch me
When others avoided me like a plague.
You were the one to think me beautiful --
You, being a monster as I was.
You were the only one that wanted me.

You were the first one who wanted me to be yours
When my life was full of rejection
And I longed for somewhere to belong.
You were the one who took me without hesitation
You were the one who made me yours.

You were the one who allowed me the pain
One that I could identify, sharp and clear
Not a lingering contained hatred
Or the maddening unseen fears
One that was my escape from those,
One that let me forget
Though I couldn't remember.

You were the one who delivered me
from the pathetic life I had been living
From an object of lineage ambition
to the slave of your desire.
From a puppet to a puppet.

And you are the only one who truly knows
What pain, what death I've been through
You, the one who gave me that all.

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Author Notes:
Ugh… Hisoka-Muraki. wince