Hi! I came yesterday with a crazy idea. I will write a fic, but in a diary format. I will make it Ran's diary. Crazy? I'm crazy and still not good at English, so please try to be nice. I will try to udpate this diary almost every day. I hope this idea will interes you and just read it. And of course enjoy. One more thing, REVIEV!


June, 13, 2003

Dear Diary,

I'm really upset. I feeel like I was crying for ages! I had lessons until two o'clock today. When I came back my father was drunk like always. He felt asleep wathing Yoko's concert on TV. I had to clean up and make a dinner. Conan wasn't at house. He left a note that said that he is at profesor's house with his friends. Sonoko called me today. She wanted to go to a disco with me, but I'm not in a good mood for it. Now I'm sitting in a kitchen and writing down my thoughts in this notebook. Kazuha tolld me that will make me better understand somethings. But I don't understand nothing yet. Shinichi didn't call me for a month. He didn't show up for an year. Do I care for this? NO! He could be wherever he wants to and I don't care about it!

Allright... I suposed to be honest. No one will read this. Then... I care for him. I'm worried sick! He always says that he is on a case. How could that be!? For over an year! I just don't belive him. I will tell him this next time he phones me!
Maybe I should go with Sonoko to that disco? Maybe I will meet someone. Of course a boy!
Who I'm trying to fool? Myself? I just love Shinichi and I can't stop it. Hmmm... I have an idea! I will date someone! Maybe this stupid detective will get jelous! That's a great idea, but.....he doesn't care for me if he does he should be here with me. I know he doesn't feel like I'm feeling. Maybe I just should try date someone and see his reaction. It's a good idea.

Conan will be back in a few minutes. I should make a supper and make my dad finally wake up.

So bye diary.


That's all for today. So how did you like my idea? REVIEV, so I could see if I should continue this.

Veronica