The Truth of Love-3

"Fix up the selected guest rooms, prepare Kagome a bath and fresh clothing," the inu demon barked out orders, " and do not attack my brother."

"Hai Sesshoumaru-sama," echoed through the castle.

"Inuyasha, come on, I'll show you and Kikyo your room," Kagome spoke, used to the commotion.

"Keh." He followed reluctantly, pulling Kikyo along, unhappy that a woman had more control than he did. They arrived at the room, and after the two had marveled for a moment at the sheer beauty as Kagome had, and gotten settled in, Kagome left them, to rejoin her new companion. She found herself in the main hall immediately, and soon afterwards outside the demon lords room, which location she had memorized awhile ago. She didn't bother to knock. 'May I come in?'

'Of course.' Kagome entered then, without further question, and took a seat on the elegant bed. When she had first came here, she had thought she didn't want to see what his room looked like, but now, she couldn't believe she had ever been so unknowing. The room, was almost too beautiful to describe. It was filled in an extravert mix of relaxing, yet compelling colors. It was huge, and furnished just right for its' size; plentiful, yet, not overdone in any ways. Everything was evenly balanced, and there was no contrast. The demon lord spoke again, but more to himself than to Kagome.

"I hope this works out. I mean, he's my brother. The brother I have been rivaling with ever since child hood. Chikuso, I shouldn't be talking like this. Who am I kidding, I shouldn't even me thinking like this. First off, I'm showing more emotion than I have in my whole life, except when my brother was born, and next off, he is my brother. My brother. My relative. I don't care what kind of rivalry I've had with him, he is my brother. My onnichan. Inuyasha. Gomen. What am I thinking? What am I saying? I can't be doing this. I'm getting soft. It can't happen. I won't allow it. I'm having second thoughts about letting him stay. No. I won't go back on what I said. I must, but I won't. That doesn't make sense; not even in my mind. Nothing makes sense in my mind anymore though, so what am I complaining about? I'm complaining. I am complaining. Another weak emotion. Every thing is an emotion now. Emotions. I hate them, and I love them. Almost as much as I love you. I love love. That doesn't make sense either though, now does it? But I have already established within myself that nothing makes sense within my mind now. Nothing makes sense anywhere anymore. And I'm not in control. I'm not in control. I hate not being in control. I'm not ever in control any more. I might as well give up this title. I have nothing anymore."

"Except me."

"Kagome."

"And him."

"Him."

"Inuyasha."

"Oniichan."

"Hai. Me. Your onnichan. Your title. Your castle. Your servants. Your land. You still have everything you need and more. Emotions. They are not weak. They are good. If there were no emotions. You would not have me. You would not have Inuyasha. You would not be here. You are here because of feelings of domination. Domination is an emotion. Without that, where would you be now? Without that, you would most likely be dead. No one would be scared of you, thus, having so many more challenges. Therefore, not only would you most likely not have this life, you wouldn't have a life at all. Your brother. I don't love him like I do you, but you love him. No matter how much you might, and I'm sure you do, hate to admit it, you love him. He is your brother. YOUR brother. Your family. Me. Do you not want me? I know what your plan was. To use me to get to Inuyasha. I know what happened. I know, that you tried so hard to avoid it, but you couldn't do it. You tried to use me, and manipulate that emotion. That love. But, you got too close. And you fell in love with me. You fell in love, and realized you had made the biggest mistake of your life. You had tried to push me away, when you were trying to pull me closer. Then, Inuyasha. He understood as well. He knew, and he wanted me to be happy, and knowing what would make me happy, would be you being happy, gave it up. He gave everything he loved up, especially me, for our happiness. For you. For me. I know exactly what went on. And do you want to know something? There is another emotion, that it took me awhile to learn. Two actually. One. True gratefulness. I don't think I could be more grateful to him for this. All of this. Gratitude. It was hard, but important. Two. Forgiveness. I forgave him. He forgave me. You and Kikyo forgave him. He forgave you. It all came together in that way."

"I did not ask for your opinion. But arigato. I really do appreciate it."

"Your welcome."

"But. I still cannot be troubled with these emotions, even if there is a good meaning to them. I cannot. I would not be the same person."

"Then don't."

"You are contradicting your self onna."

"No, listen to my explanation."

"I'm waiting."

"You may still have emotion, but do not expose that fact to the public, or in other words, anyone besides me, or anyone else you might prefer."

"How do you suggest I do that?"

"You have a skill with keeping your mouth shut, and your face strait when it is needed. Which, however much worse it makes the situation, is needed quite a bit. But, you have always done it before. Until you met me. I think you can hide this though, because I know you did with Inuyasha for a very long time."

"I can try it. But, you know what would happen to my reputation if this got out."

"Hai. I am perfectly aware of what this could do to both of us, but, what else are you going to do? I know, you can't avoid it anymore. It's here, and you can't push it back. That is your only option."

"Good."

"What now?"

"Simple. Jaken."

"Hai, master?"

"Prepare a good meal for me, Kagome, my onnichan[pic], and his woman."

"Hai, master."

"Oh, and Jaken, find food edible for the two humans as well as us."

"Hai, master." Jaken left quickly, as he had learned a while ago to do when instructed, and expertly prepared the requested meal. Inuyasha and Kikyo were called into the dining room, and they ate.
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