-ok, here's how its gonna work: I will alternate chapter of 'she loves
me' and she loves me not' - this is all coming straight outta my head
onto the screen, so I dunno how well the continuity will be. we'll see -
but in the possible future of she loves me Raph and Ninjara get back
together - in the possible future of she loves me not things will happen
as they did in Topside (the first chapter of this you have already read:
bitter Raph) , I dunno how far this will go. well, enjoy the confusion! -
Sunsoul
~She loves me~ Ch. 1
We spent days wandering around in the bush trying to get away from Mokoshan's little arctic world, but it was harder getting out than coming in. There were a lot of bad snowstorms, we even had to dig out of the tents in the morning because the wind had blown drifts over them, we were just lucky the tents didn't collapse in the night. Didn't have any troubles with those freaky bears or wolves or anything, we were just fighting the elements. I didn't mind, I really needed something to fight and if we hadn't gotten these storms I think I would have torn apart Mike first, he kept talking and asking me how I was feeling - he just didn't know when to shut up! And I would have shut him up too if there hadn't have been storms. I didn't let anyone share my tent, besides Mike snored like a chainsaw, and Don kicked in his sleep, and April - well, that would've been weird and Leo - he propably gets up every few hours and meditates or something stupid like that. They were all driving me nuts in the daylight hours and I just wanted to get away - so I did. I rolled up my tent in the dead of night, packed enough food for a few days and went. I was surprised they didn't follow me, or hear me or anything. I'm glad they didn't, because I just would have left again and they knew it, that's why they left me alone. I'd go home some time, but just not now, I didn't want to go back to that life without. I just couldn't be there! I'd lose myself in this icy wasteland and see what happened.
My second morning away from everyone I awoke to a crackling campfire and the smell of roasting meat. I was groggy and confused so I just opened the tent flap and took a look out - it wasn't my brothers - instinct kicked in, I grabbed a sai and jumped into action - then I realized it was that Dave guy. Stupid, he shouldn't sneak up on a ninja like that, but he did save my life once already, so I figured I owed him one, so instead of chewing him out I put down my sai and sat by the fire with him. He didn't say nothing, he just smiled and gave me some cooked meat and we ate in silence. He didn't say much at all, thank goodness, I expected him to be going on about that spirit stuff again. I started to pack up my tent, to get ready for another day of walking to. nowhere.
"So, you comin' with me?" I asked.
"Where you headed?"
"I dunno."
"There's a town, not to far away -"
"I don't do well with people."
"They won't mind you there, trust me."
So I followed him. It was a Native town - aboringinies - inuit - whatever you're supposed to call the now, and they all looked at me strange, but not the way the New Yorkers do, not scared and surprised, it was more like awe or something, there was more respect to it. It was just better, I didn't mind it so much. Dave said that sometimes a wolf spirit would wander into town, and they'd sighted a walrus spirit so I guess a 'turtle spirit' -me- wasn't a big deal to them so much. These people were kinda traditional in thinking, but they did have TV's and fridges and stuff too, everything ran on generators. They had ski do's and schools and stuff like that too, but it was rustic there, real cut off from everything else. I figured I might get used to living like that. I figured I may stay awhile if this Dave guy didn't mind a freeloading turtle-spirit.
-coming soon - Ch.2 of 'she loves me not' -
me' and she loves me not' - this is all coming straight outta my head
onto the screen, so I dunno how well the continuity will be. we'll see -
but in the possible future of she loves me Raph and Ninjara get back
together - in the possible future of she loves me not things will happen
as they did in Topside (the first chapter of this you have already read:
bitter Raph) , I dunno how far this will go. well, enjoy the confusion! -
Sunsoul
~She loves me~ Ch. 1
We spent days wandering around in the bush trying to get away from Mokoshan's little arctic world, but it was harder getting out than coming in. There were a lot of bad snowstorms, we even had to dig out of the tents in the morning because the wind had blown drifts over them, we were just lucky the tents didn't collapse in the night. Didn't have any troubles with those freaky bears or wolves or anything, we were just fighting the elements. I didn't mind, I really needed something to fight and if we hadn't gotten these storms I think I would have torn apart Mike first, he kept talking and asking me how I was feeling - he just didn't know when to shut up! And I would have shut him up too if there hadn't have been storms. I didn't let anyone share my tent, besides Mike snored like a chainsaw, and Don kicked in his sleep, and April - well, that would've been weird and Leo - he propably gets up every few hours and meditates or something stupid like that. They were all driving me nuts in the daylight hours and I just wanted to get away - so I did. I rolled up my tent in the dead of night, packed enough food for a few days and went. I was surprised they didn't follow me, or hear me or anything. I'm glad they didn't, because I just would have left again and they knew it, that's why they left me alone. I'd go home some time, but just not now, I didn't want to go back to that life without. I just couldn't be there! I'd lose myself in this icy wasteland and see what happened.
My second morning away from everyone I awoke to a crackling campfire and the smell of roasting meat. I was groggy and confused so I just opened the tent flap and took a look out - it wasn't my brothers - instinct kicked in, I grabbed a sai and jumped into action - then I realized it was that Dave guy. Stupid, he shouldn't sneak up on a ninja like that, but he did save my life once already, so I figured I owed him one, so instead of chewing him out I put down my sai and sat by the fire with him. He didn't say nothing, he just smiled and gave me some cooked meat and we ate in silence. He didn't say much at all, thank goodness, I expected him to be going on about that spirit stuff again. I started to pack up my tent, to get ready for another day of walking to. nowhere.
"So, you comin' with me?" I asked.
"Where you headed?"
"I dunno."
"There's a town, not to far away -"
"I don't do well with people."
"They won't mind you there, trust me."
So I followed him. It was a Native town - aboringinies - inuit - whatever you're supposed to call the now, and they all looked at me strange, but not the way the New Yorkers do, not scared and surprised, it was more like awe or something, there was more respect to it. It was just better, I didn't mind it so much. Dave said that sometimes a wolf spirit would wander into town, and they'd sighted a walrus spirit so I guess a 'turtle spirit' -me- wasn't a big deal to them so much. These people were kinda traditional in thinking, but they did have TV's and fridges and stuff too, everything ran on generators. They had ski do's and schools and stuff like that too, but it was rustic there, real cut off from everything else. I figured I might get used to living like that. I figured I may stay awhile if this Dave guy didn't mind a freeloading turtle-spirit.
-coming soon - Ch.2 of 'she loves me not' -
