Last time on Buffy.
Cordy: What are you talking about?
Tara: I had kcabhsalf. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
Cordy: What do you mean you had it?
Tara: When I was younger my mom dies in front of me then what killed her attacked me. I would have dies if my dad didn't stop it.
Cordy: What killed her?
Tara: Some sort of demon. I was in shock after the attack. It was the first time I saw a demon. My dad took me to the hospital and found out that I had a broken arm and that I was suffering from kcabhsalf syndrome.
Cordy: I'm so sorry Tara. I didn't know.
Tara: Its not you fault. I chose not to tell anyone.
Cordy: So not even Willow knows?
Tara: She knows that my mom died when I was young but not that I watched her die or that a demon killed her.
Cordy: Did you ever think about telling her?
Tara: Of course. When I first found out that she believed in demons I was going to tell her. Its just didn't seem like the right time anytime. Cordy: So you didn't tell her just because it was never the right time.
Tara: I just didn't want anyone taking pity on me. It happened a long time ago and I have moved on.
Cordy: You can't move on from something like that. It is always with you. How old were you when she died?
Tara: Seven.
Cordy: Oh my.
Tara: Yeah like I said I was young.
Cordy: But you said you HAD what Willow has.
Tara: Yeah.
Cordy: So you got over it?
Tara: You don't exactly get over it but it subsides.
Cordy: We have to tell Buffy and Willow.
Tara: Do we have to tell them everything?
Cordy: I think that would be the best plan.
Soon after that Buffy came over
Buffy: So is everything okay? Cordy: Tara has something to tell you.
Buffy: You do?
Tara: Um yeah.
After Tara told buff the whole story the only thing Buffy could do was hug her.
Buffy: I am so so sorry. Its worst watching your mom die but then watching someone else that you love die is even harder.
Tara: But Willow isn't going to die. She is going to have to live with the pain of this day over and over again until she moves on.
Buffy: How long did it take you to stop having the flashbacks?
Tara: About 5 years.
Buffy: Oh.
Tara: I know the pain that she is going to go through and I only wish that I could stop it.
Cordy: But at least she has someone who loves her that knows what she is going through.
Tara: I can't prevent the pain of what is to come. I only know what it is going to be like for her.
Buffy: What do you mean by pain?
Tara: I mean when she is going through a flashback it will be like she is reliving that part of tonight all over again. She will say the words that she said and what was said to her. She will see what happened and worst of all she will feel what she felt like at that moment in time.
Cordy: How do you move on from something like that?
Tara: Like I said to you earlier you don't move on it just subsides.
Then I doctor came over to where they were standing.
Doctor: Willow can see you again.
Tara: Thanks. You guys I'm gonna go tell her what's up.
In Willow's room
Willow: Hey.
Tara: Hey.
Willow: Sorry if I scared you before.
Tara: You didn't it's just.
Willow: What?
Tara: I need to tell you something. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ That's it now review. I need more reivews.
Cordy: What are you talking about?
Tara: I had kcabhsalf. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
Cordy: What do you mean you had it?
Tara: When I was younger my mom dies in front of me then what killed her attacked me. I would have dies if my dad didn't stop it.
Cordy: What killed her?
Tara: Some sort of demon. I was in shock after the attack. It was the first time I saw a demon. My dad took me to the hospital and found out that I had a broken arm and that I was suffering from kcabhsalf syndrome.
Cordy: I'm so sorry Tara. I didn't know.
Tara: Its not you fault. I chose not to tell anyone.
Cordy: So not even Willow knows?
Tara: She knows that my mom died when I was young but not that I watched her die or that a demon killed her.
Cordy: Did you ever think about telling her?
Tara: Of course. When I first found out that she believed in demons I was going to tell her. Its just didn't seem like the right time anytime. Cordy: So you didn't tell her just because it was never the right time.
Tara: I just didn't want anyone taking pity on me. It happened a long time ago and I have moved on.
Cordy: You can't move on from something like that. It is always with you. How old were you when she died?
Tara: Seven.
Cordy: Oh my.
Tara: Yeah like I said I was young.
Cordy: But you said you HAD what Willow has.
Tara: Yeah.
Cordy: So you got over it?
Tara: You don't exactly get over it but it subsides.
Cordy: We have to tell Buffy and Willow.
Tara: Do we have to tell them everything?
Cordy: I think that would be the best plan.
Soon after that Buffy came over
Buffy: So is everything okay? Cordy: Tara has something to tell you.
Buffy: You do?
Tara: Um yeah.
After Tara told buff the whole story the only thing Buffy could do was hug her.
Buffy: I am so so sorry. Its worst watching your mom die but then watching someone else that you love die is even harder.
Tara: But Willow isn't going to die. She is going to have to live with the pain of this day over and over again until she moves on.
Buffy: How long did it take you to stop having the flashbacks?
Tara: About 5 years.
Buffy: Oh.
Tara: I know the pain that she is going to go through and I only wish that I could stop it.
Cordy: But at least she has someone who loves her that knows what she is going through.
Tara: I can't prevent the pain of what is to come. I only know what it is going to be like for her.
Buffy: What do you mean by pain?
Tara: I mean when she is going through a flashback it will be like she is reliving that part of tonight all over again. She will say the words that she said and what was said to her. She will see what happened and worst of all she will feel what she felt like at that moment in time.
Cordy: How do you move on from something like that?
Tara: Like I said to you earlier you don't move on it just subsides.
Then I doctor came over to where they were standing.
Doctor: Willow can see you again.
Tara: Thanks. You guys I'm gonna go tell her what's up.
In Willow's room
Willow: Hey.
Tara: Hey.
Willow: Sorry if I scared you before.
Tara: You didn't it's just.
Willow: What?
Tara: I need to tell you something. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ That's it now review. I need more reivews.
