Last time on Buffy:
Tara: I have to tell you something.
Willow: What? @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
Willow: Tara you can tell me anything what is it?
Tara: I know but it's just hard for me to say.
Willow: Just say it then we'll deal.
Tara: Okay. What you have.
Willow: Kcabhsalf?
Tara: Yeah did the doctor tell you what it is and what the side affects will be?
Willow: Well he told me that I will have flashbacks of tonight and that I would say, feel, and act like I did tonight.
Tara: Did he tell you how long that it could last?
Willow: No. Do you know?
Tara: I know that it could last a long time.
Willow: How long is a long time?
Tara: A lot of years.
Willow: Years? I have to live with this night for years?
Tara: Baby I am so sorry.
Tara finally decided to sit down on Willow's bed.
Willow: How do you know so much about this? Did you do research on the Internet?
Tara: I did a while ago.
Willow: Why a while ago if I have only had it for a night.
Tara: Because when I was younger I had it to.
Willow was speechless.
Tara: Please say something.
Willow: Why didn't you tell me? Don't you think I would want to know something like that about you?
Tara: Willow I'm sorry I just wanted to forget about the whole thing.
Willow: What triggered it for you?
Tara: When my mom died I was right there. I saw her die. A demon killed her then attacked me. I was fine. Just had a broken arm. When my dad took me to the hospital the doctors told him that I was suffering from what you have.
Willow: You never told me that she was killed by a demon or that she died right in front of you.
Tara: Like I said I just wanted to forget about it.
Willow: How long did you have it?
Tara: For about five years.
Willow fi. five?
Tara: But we can deal. I will help you. I know what it is going to be like I can give you tips on how to make it pass faster.
Willow: Thanks. Can you go get Buffy? I want to see everyone. But I can only see one person at a time. This is going to take a while isn't it?
Tara: A sure.
Tara said not wanting to tell her that all of her friends didn't think that she deserved to live.
Tara: I'll go get Buffy.
Out in the hallway
Tara: Buffy she wants to talk to you now.
Buffy: Is she okay? I mean did you tell her everything about what she has and about your mom?
Tara: Yeah there is only one problem.
Cordy: What's that?
Tara: She thinks that everyone is still out here waiting to talk to her.
Buffy: I'll tell her.
Tara: Thanks. I just can't bear to tell her anymore bad news.
Then Buffy went in to talk to Willow.
Cordy: How did she take it?
Tara: She took it just the way that I took it when I was little. A little stunned put mainly just scared.
Cordy: Is she okay now?
Tara: Yeah I told her that we were work through this together and that I would be by her side if she needed someone to talk to.
Cordy: It's good that you guys are getting along so well. She really cares about you. She called me after everything happened with you and her. She was really depressed. She didn't know what she was going to do. It sounded like all of the love was ripped out of her life.
Tara: That is exactly what I felt.
Cordy: At least you still have one thing in common.
In Willow's room.
Willow: Hey Buff.
Buffy: Hey.
Willow: So how's Xander? I bet he is wicked worried. Did Tara tell him that I'm fine?
Buffy: I have to tell you something.
Willow: Does everyone have to come in here saying that? What's Xander going to say?
Buffy: I don't think he's going to say anything.
Willow: Why?
Buffy: Um. Xander isn't here.
Willow: What do you mean he's not here? Where is he?
Buffy: On his way back to Sunnydale.
Willow: Why? Buffy: Because Cordy told him to leave not just him but everyone.
Willow: Why did she do a stupid thing like that?
Buffy: Willow you have to try not to spas out after I tell you what I am about to tell you.
Willow: Fine. What reason did she tell them to go home for?
Buffy: They thought that you got what you deserved?
Willow: WHAT?
Out in the hallway
Cordy: I think she told her.
Tara: Good guess.
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Tara: I have to tell you something.
Willow: What? @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
Willow: Tara you can tell me anything what is it?
Tara: I know but it's just hard for me to say.
Willow: Just say it then we'll deal.
Tara: Okay. What you have.
Willow: Kcabhsalf?
Tara: Yeah did the doctor tell you what it is and what the side affects will be?
Willow: Well he told me that I will have flashbacks of tonight and that I would say, feel, and act like I did tonight.
Tara: Did he tell you how long that it could last?
Willow: No. Do you know?
Tara: I know that it could last a long time.
Willow: How long is a long time?
Tara: A lot of years.
Willow: Years? I have to live with this night for years?
Tara: Baby I am so sorry.
Tara finally decided to sit down on Willow's bed.
Willow: How do you know so much about this? Did you do research on the Internet?
Tara: I did a while ago.
Willow: Why a while ago if I have only had it for a night.
Tara: Because when I was younger I had it to.
Willow was speechless.
Tara: Please say something.
Willow: Why didn't you tell me? Don't you think I would want to know something like that about you?
Tara: Willow I'm sorry I just wanted to forget about the whole thing.
Willow: What triggered it for you?
Tara: When my mom died I was right there. I saw her die. A demon killed her then attacked me. I was fine. Just had a broken arm. When my dad took me to the hospital the doctors told him that I was suffering from what you have.
Willow: You never told me that she was killed by a demon or that she died right in front of you.
Tara: Like I said I just wanted to forget about it.
Willow: How long did you have it?
Tara: For about five years.
Willow fi. five?
Tara: But we can deal. I will help you. I know what it is going to be like I can give you tips on how to make it pass faster.
Willow: Thanks. Can you go get Buffy? I want to see everyone. But I can only see one person at a time. This is going to take a while isn't it?
Tara: A sure.
Tara said not wanting to tell her that all of her friends didn't think that she deserved to live.
Tara: I'll go get Buffy.
Out in the hallway
Tara: Buffy she wants to talk to you now.
Buffy: Is she okay? I mean did you tell her everything about what she has and about your mom?
Tara: Yeah there is only one problem.
Cordy: What's that?
Tara: She thinks that everyone is still out here waiting to talk to her.
Buffy: I'll tell her.
Tara: Thanks. I just can't bear to tell her anymore bad news.
Then Buffy went in to talk to Willow.
Cordy: How did she take it?
Tara: She took it just the way that I took it when I was little. A little stunned put mainly just scared.
Cordy: Is she okay now?
Tara: Yeah I told her that we were work through this together and that I would be by her side if she needed someone to talk to.
Cordy: It's good that you guys are getting along so well. She really cares about you. She called me after everything happened with you and her. She was really depressed. She didn't know what she was going to do. It sounded like all of the love was ripped out of her life.
Tara: That is exactly what I felt.
Cordy: At least you still have one thing in common.
In Willow's room.
Willow: Hey Buff.
Buffy: Hey.
Willow: So how's Xander? I bet he is wicked worried. Did Tara tell him that I'm fine?
Buffy: I have to tell you something.
Willow: Does everyone have to come in here saying that? What's Xander going to say?
Buffy: I don't think he's going to say anything.
Willow: Why?
Buffy: Um. Xander isn't here.
Willow: What do you mean he's not here? Where is he?
Buffy: On his way back to Sunnydale.
Willow: Why? Buffy: Because Cordy told him to leave not just him but everyone.
Willow: Why did she do a stupid thing like that?
Buffy: Willow you have to try not to spas out after I tell you what I am about to tell you.
Willow: Fine. What reason did she tell them to go home for?
Buffy: They thought that you got what you deserved?
Willow: WHAT?
Out in the hallway
Cordy: I think she told her.
Tara: Good guess.
That's all folks. I had to add a little bit of humor to the end. Don't forget to review. I want more people to review so that I can read their stories. So please more reviews.
