Author's Notes; Hey peoples! I'm back! Thank you people who submitted a review to me! Reviews are always welcome. Yes I think that Kagome's being stoOpid too, at the same level as Inuyasha hehehe. This chapter is going to be... well... dramatic and kinda boring, but in a fluffy way!
Disclaimer: No, I do not own Inuyasha, if I did, why would I be writing here if I did? oO Well I do however own Strawberri PassionZ shampoo (not sold in stores ^-^)
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WARNING: RATED R FOR LANGUAGE AND LEMON CONTENT (soon ^.-)
Enjoy...
Previous Chapter:
"What are you sighing about woman?" Inuyasha spat out, clearly annoyed
"Wouldn't you like to know?" Kagome shot out a glare to Inuyasha, noticing his annoyance, and making it clear she was too.
"What? she's mad again? but, how?" " Feh. Like anyone would want to know." Inuyasha retorted
"Then why'd you ask, dog?" ((Chi; oooo! point for Kagome!))
Inuyasha was surprised the surprise quickly turned into anger "What did you call me wench?"
"With THOSE ears I thought you would have heard, I said 'Then why'd you ask, dog?'"
"grrr..." Inuyasha let out a growl.
Kagome simply said one word, but with emphasis ^.-
"SIT."
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Kagome was back in her time the same day that night sitting on her bed and was thinking a lot to herself "How do you tell the one you love goodbye for good. . .? or even know if you should. . .? and how do you say the words you thought you never could. . ." Kagome was now silently crying over her how her strong love for Inuyasha had to be left and forgotten. "How can love consist of pain and pleasure at the same time? Pain in knowing that your love for another is unrequited and pleasure in just being near that love. . . arg! Love is so confusing! How can Love hurt and feel so good at the same time? I have to let go, I have to stop loving Inuyasha before I hurt more and more."
Kagome got up and stretched. She yawned and laid down on her bed and just before closing her salty filled eyes said:
"I love you... Inuyasha"
That was the last time she would say it. . .
Little did Kagome know she was being watched by a pair of golden eyes. Inuyasha climbed through the window and squatted on the ground so his face was level to the storm blue eyes in which were now shut. "She's so beautiful. . . and she said she loved me. . . if she does love me then why am I afraid of telling her? And why did she use the 's' word on me if she does?! Oi..." Inuyasha sighed "I don't know how she does it but, she makes me happy, sad, aggravated, (not to mention aroused) NO she doesn't (you know she does, then is there another Kagome that you know?) no (then who was the Kagome you were calling for the other night at the river? In the middle of the night? Bare-naked? Mast-) SHUT UP!!! ok. . . she does. . ." ((Chi; wow, he loses to Kagome AND his conscience hehehe))
Kagome stirred a bit in her sleep, and then shot her eyes open when she felt a warm breath on her neck. She sat up quickly and moved back defensively and then finally noticed who it was.
"Inu--" Kagome paused "what the HELL is he doing in my room?!?!" "What are you doing here Inuyasha?"
"I- I don't know..." Inuyasha started "I guess... I was just... worried... as all.."
"W-worried? Why?" That was unexpected
"Now's your chance Inu! Tell her how you feel!!!!" "I- after you used the 's' word on me- I- I don't know... I guess I wanted to make sure you didn't hate me or anything..." A blush crept over his back and he looked at the ground as if it was made of diamond
Kagome raised an eyebrow while looking at Inuyasha weird "What is that supposed to mean? I'm not important to you after all, neither am I anything more then a shard detector, ne?"
Inuyasha shot his head up like a bullet "What are you talking about not important? Where did you get THAT idea?!"
"Well isn't it obvious?" Kagome put her hands on her hips "You're always making fun of and picking on me! You don't care how I feel--" "Here goes" "I don't even know why I even go to that wretched time of yours! Why should I help someone as rude, bitchy and as fucked up as a bastard like you?!? What do I get in doing THAT?!" ((Chi; ouch! Kagome! That is not nice! well I guess it's ME that's not nice for making her do that --;)) Tears were building up in the miko in training's angry eyes when she put her head down and as a heart attack creeping up on the hanyou's heart.
Inuyasha walked up to Kagome slowly and stood in front of her, for a bit inhaling her sweet strawberry scent, hoping it would help him the conquest in looking for an answer. He couldn't find the words but instead found an action: her took her chin into his hands and looked into her eyes... it seemed as if there was a storm going on, the clouds and salty rain was mixed together with a few thunderbolts as her face was lifted ((Chi; for those of you on the slow side; clouds- storm blue eyes, salty rain-tears, thunderbolts- surprise ^^))
There was nothing to say, the day, she left, just fill the soothe gaze full of regret, Looking for some place to ease the pain. Then like an answered prayer, I turned around and found you there
Now I don't understand what I'm going through there must be a plan that led me to you, Its has to hurt just disappear in every moment that you aren't near. . . ((Chi; Azn Dreamers, some of the lyrics))
"You're an idiot Kag. . . you have no idea how wrong you are. . . I love you. . . I love you very much"
With that finally said, Inuyasha kissed her, kissed her very tenderly. It was like a waterfall coming right from the eyes of the beholder. She closed her eyes enjoying the moment she would never forget. Then...
*SLAP!*
"Who do you think you are?!?!" Kagome screamed
I don't want to hear the words. . .
"Wh-" "Oh kami-sama please don't let my love for this girl be unrequited!"
"You think you can just walk in here, and when you know someone is mad at you, you can go and play with their feelings?!"
The tears won't stop. . .
"I don't even know why I loved you in the first place! I hate it when you lie to me! Why don't you go back with Kikyo!" ((Chi; whoa... Kagome chill! Gezze, what a spaz ~.~))
I'm afraid of being hurt. . .
"What are you on about?!?! I HATE Kikyo!! It's you I love not her! I can't believe you even thought of that!! And why the hell would I kiss you if I really didn't feel that way?!" ((Chi; *gestures hands towards Inu* Point-Inuyasha))
"I-I don't know! But I know that you don't really love me! If you really do, then why do you always make fun of me?!" ((Chi; ooo difficult question asked!))
"Because I'm afraid!!"
"Of WHAT?!"
"Of being denied from the woman I really love!! I did that, because I don't know how to show my feelings, and I'm afraid that if I do I will just be refused by you, so hid it best I could!!" Inuyasha panted out of amount of air being used. "I did it so you wouldn't find out. . . so I wouldn't be left alone knowing that you didn't love me back... but I regret kissing you 'cause now I know that you don't want to love me anymore..."
My heart is in agony. . .
"Inuyasha... do you know why I didn't want to love you? because I thought that you didn't love me and that it would be best if I just left and Kikyo to be together. The best way was to push you away from me."
It aches when I see you. . .
" I love you Inuyasha. . . I-I just want to see you happy" It seemed as though Kagome's tears were never ending. Inuyasha saw this and stepped closer to her.
He held her face in his clawed hands and brought his face closer to hers. Then Inuyasha began to lick. He licked her tears away. ((Chi; HA! you thought he was gonna kiss her again eh? It will come soon enough hehehe)) Kagome was taken by surprise, but then just relaxed into Inuyasha and closed her eyes. She calmed herself as Inuyasha picked her up and lay her on the bed. He laid next to her and wrapped his fragile love in his warm arms.
Kagome was all tired from the yelling, crying, and confusion. And right before she fell asleep in her savior of loneliness' embrace and said for one time and the same line to come in the future many times:
"I love you Inuyasha. . ."
Inuyasha smiled "I love you too Kagome. . ." He kisses her forehead and fell asleep holding his fragile love in his arms...
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Chi; yay!!! chapter 2 is DONE!!! Well I hope none of you think this is the end of the story, because it is FAR from the end ^.-. newayz, thank you all for the wonderful reviews once again. I know that my chapters so far have been short, so I will try and make them longer and more enjoyable! Well... ja!
Love Always,
Chi
xoxo
