A/N: This is my first Highlander fic. It is actually based partially on a fic I wrote for LotR,

a while back. I hated the fic, and evetually deleted most of it. But a friend of mine told me

recently that he thought part of it would make an awesome Highlander fic. So, I took the original

"legend" from the fic, and turned it into this. This chapter and the next are set in the past, and

this one doesn't feature Connor at all. The song is "Moving On" by Rascal Flatts. Thanks to Ty for

the name Amirilli, which come from his song 'Amirilli's Secret'.

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I've lived in this place and I've know all the faces

Each one is different but they're always the same

They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it

They'll never allow me to change

But I never dreamed that home would end up where I don't belong

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Amirilli shoved the last items into the pack, sighing at the finality of it all. Although she

was sure of the decision that she had made, it did not make things easier. She had spent her

enire life in Lir, never setting foot outside its borders. As princess, she had been bound

to this land for as long as she could remember. A beautiful bird, trapped in a gilded cage.

But all that had changed in the past few days, as the bonds that had held her were torn asunder.

She had finally come to terms with the fact that she would never be content as the princess of

her faery land, that those that loved her would never allow her to be what she truly was.





As a child, she had been happy and content. Content to be the gem in her father's crown,

the center of his world. Content to live the life he had set out for her, to be what he wanted

her to be. But, as the years swept by, she discovered within herself strange powers; abilities

that were dark and frightening. As the pressures of living up to her father's expectations grew,

so did her desire to use those powers that she had been forbidden to practice. And as those

powers had grown, so had the stories told by her people. And somewhere along the way, those

legends had become her defining traits; until it seemed that no one knew the real Amirilli anymore.

She had become lost to them, entangled in what they believed her to be. Restlessness grew

within her, the desire to break free of her gilded cage; to fly. She knew that she would someday

leave Lir, and journey into the wide world. And now, the time had come. With the cursing of

her love, the last connection holding her to Lir was severed. She no longer had any reason

to stay, nothing left to bind her to her people and their ways.





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I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons

Finally content with the past I regret

I've found you find strength in your moment of weakness

For once I'm at peace with myself

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Amirilli moved to stand before the large mirror, studying her reflection intently. She

was trying to spy the difference in her, the thing within herself that had brought her to this

moment. The delicate features, the gift of her faery blood, were as they had always been. The

slender arms and delicate hands had not changed, nor had her long flowing hair. Looking closer,

she turned her attention to the emerald eyes that stared back at her. Eyes that had once been

full of light and life, eyes that now harbored a sadness that words could not descibe. A

sadness brought on by love and loss, by the epic fall. Sighing heavily, she pulled the silver

brush through her long white curls. Perhaps it had not been so bad, the fall. Perhaps. But

neither had it been simple. For the fall had led to a love that was doomed from the start, a

love that had brought her to this point. It had stirred in her a great sadness, as she had come

to realize that she could not remain in Lir. Though it had long been her home, she no longer

belonged there.





A light knock at the door snapped her from her reverie, bringing her sharply back to the

moment at hand. She watched in the mirror as the door crept open, and a young woman stuck her

head into the room. Amirilli smiled sadly, knowing that she would miss her handmaiden most of all.



"Come in Rahne."

"So, you intend to do this?"

"Yes, I do."

"But Amirilli..."

"Rahne, please. This is difficult enough, do not make it more so. I have to go, there is no

other way."

"If I may say so M'lady, you are not nearly the wicked fey that you believe yourself to be."

"Be that as it may, I still must go.", Amirilli whispered; turning to Rahne.

Tears welled up in the sapphire eyes of the younger faery, and she bowed her head to hide them.

Amirilli moved to her, wrapping her arms around her sobbing form. She could feel her own tears

begin to fall, and let them come freely. Rahne had been by her side for most of her life, and

the princess was not sure how she would go on without her.

"Please M'lady, do not go. And if you must, then take me with you."

"I must go Rahne, you know that as well as I.", Amirilli whispered; pulling away. "And I can

not take you with me. This is your home, and you love it. I could not ask you to leave your

home, to leave your family."

"I would, if you asked it of me."

"I know that you would, and that is why I can not ask it. But I will as you to do me one

last service. Go to the stables, and have Tor saddled. Speak nothing of this to anyone, I

beg of you."

"Yes M'lady.", Rahne whispered sadly; turning to the door.

"And gather Eithne as well."

"And Myrdinn, what of him?", Rahne asked, speaking of the great black falcon that Amirilli

had been caring for.

"The wide world is no place for a wounded falcon. He will be yours now, if you will have him."

"I will cherish him as I have cherished you.", the younger fey replied.

"Then he will be well and truly blessed. Now go, time grows short."





Amirilli watched as the handmaiden left the room, her head bowed in sorrow. She sat down

heavily on the edge of her bed, steeling her courage. The time of leaving had truly arrived,

and she found that fear had taken grip down deep in her soul. She momentarily considered staying,

binding herself forever to her father's dreams. She may well have done so, if not for the

appearance of a large white wolf. The beast walked slowly to her, laying his head in her lap.

She looked down into soulful sapphire eyes, and knew that her fate was sealed.

"So, this is it Tristan.", she whispered.

The wolf whined softly, giving her comfort in his own way. She smiled gently at him, then stood

and walked across the room. She took a piece of parchment, and wrote a final farewell to her

father. Tears dropped to the parchment as she wrote, staining the delicate paper. With one

final sigh, she laid the note on the pillows of the bed, and left her rooms forever.





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Daithin stopped before the elaborately carved doors of his daughter's rooms, knocking softly.

He waited patiently, listening for the lilting reply from within. Several minutes passed in

silence, and he finally opened the door and stepped in. The room looked just as it always had,

full of the things that his child had long cherished. But there was an emptiness to the room,

a lack of spirit; and he knew that Amirilli was gone. His gaze wandered around the room,

settling on the piece of parchment lying on the bed. He moved across the room, picking up the

note. Tears flowed down his face, as he read her final words.

'There comes a time in everyone's life, when all you can see are the years passing by. And I

have made up my mind that those days are gone. I've loved like I should, but lived like I

shouldn't. And I had to lose everything to find out. Perhaps forgiveness will find me somewhere

down this road...

~Saqarra'

Daithin fell to his kness, clutching the note to his chest. His mournful sobs filled the room,

his tears falling to the marble floor unheeded. His morning star had fled, leaving him to face

the coming years in twilight and grief.



~FIN