Save Me
Chapter 7 "Hesitation"
A/N: Thanks to everyone who has reviewed this story, especially Rorybabe, Kangaroo, CharmingTess and wAnNaBpIpEr.
Prue stared down at the ring on her finger in a mixture of awe and apprehension. "I'm getting married in a week" She said aloud. Prue still couldn't believe that Andy had proposed, or even more that she'd said yes. Prue was in love with him, but she was still sure the he didn't feel the same way and was only doing this to be a good friend. It doesn't matter anyway, Prue thought, whatever the reason, they were still getting married. When she and Andy told Grams Prue had been surprised how happy Grams was about it, Prue thought that Grams would be more than a little unsure about this sudden wedding , but she was practically ready to perform the ceremony on the spot. She probably just wants to get me out of the house, Prue thought bitterly, she just wants to dump me off on Andy.
Tears stung her eyes and Prue looked down at the ring in disgust. Everyone wanted this but her, Andy, Grams, even her sisters were excited that she was getting married, not Prue. "It not fair!" Prue shouted suddenly, pulling the ring off and throwing it across her room, it landed on the carpet silently as Prue burst into tears. Her life had changed so much in the past four months, getting pregnant, breaking up with Jack, and now she had to get married too. I'm supposed to be the responsible one, Prue reminded herself, I'm supposed to be able to handle anything. "But I can't" Prue said aloud, "I can't do it any more, I don't know what to do" Prue was only 16 but she already felt like her life was over and there was no one she could talk to that would understand, everyone was telling her how lucky she was to have Andy, and in a way she knew she was, but Prue didn't want a pity marriage or to have Andy feel like he had to take care of her. Right now she didn't want Andy at all, Prue was just so mad. Mad at him, mad at herself and she didn't really even know why, she knew that none of this was his fault, but she was just so…angry at the whole thing and knew she was probably taking in out on him most of the time but he was just too nice a guy to say anything.
Prue hated what was happening to her, how much her life had changed and she had no control over it anymore, she hated how, every day she'd show a little bit more, just reminding her that in 5 months she'd have a baby she'd have to take care of, she hated that it was getting harder to hide her pregnancy under baggy clothes and that people were starting to figure it out at school. She'd already had to quit cheerleading because all of the gymnastics might not be good for the baby, and in the next few months she knew she'd have to start home school because it would get too hard to go to regular classes with all of the doctor appointments she had, not to mention the morning sickness. Prue didn't know what she would do once she had to start doing home school; it would be like the last part of her normal life was slipping away from her.
"Prue, Andy's here" Piper called up the stairs to her. Prue sighed and wiped the tears out of her eyes, standing up and putting her ring back on. She and Andy were going to look for an apartment today. Just another change, Prue thought, biting her lip so she didn't burst into tears again as she walked down the stairs to meet Andy. Moving out of the manor is just another thing that I have to do, just another thing I don't have a choice on. But, oh well that's my life now.
A/N: Sorry that was so short, but the next one will be longer! And don't forget to review! :-D
