This story takes place in the near future. Chandler and Monica have been married for a little over two years and are still trying to have a baby. Ross and Rachel are engaged. Joey and Phoebe are dating.

(AN: This story idea is based on an old episode of Dharma &Greg)

Disclaimer: All Friends characters belong to Warner Bros. and NBC.

Title: If Only

Rated: PG-13

Summery: Chandler and Monica are in a car accident and Chandler feels guilty.

Chapter 2: It Should Have Been Me

Chandler sat alone in the small waiting area. A bandage covered a corner of his forehead. He had his head in his hands. He looked up when he heard four familiar voices. "Oh my God Chandler are you okay" Rachel asked when she saw the bandage on his forehead. "Yeah just some cuts and bruises" he said softly. "Where's Monica is she okay" Ross asked with concern. "She...she's in surgery" he whispered. "Surgery!" Phoebe questioned. He nodded. "She was trapped under the dashboard her hip was...was shattered they had to put pins in it" he told them. "But she'll be okay right" Joey asked. "I don't know Joe" he whispered "They said she lost alot of blood and she...she hit her head" he said tears filling his eyes.

Rachel sat down beside him. "Don't worry Chandler, Monica's strong she'll make it" she said as she gently rubbed his arm. Chandler shrugged away from her touch. "Its my fault it should be me laying in there not her" her cried. "It wasn't your fault it was an accident" Rachel said softly. "I...I caused the accident I was fighting with her over a stupid party" he hissed. "She told me to watch the road" he whispered. "Why did I have to fight with her why didn't I just keep my eyes on the road" he said. "Dude everyone has fights, we'll all had fights with each other and just because you were having fight with Monica doesn't mean the accident was your fault" Joey said.

"You don't get it Joe" Chandler yelled "None of you do" he said. "My wife, my Monica, my reason for living she's in there fighting for her life because of me" he said "I love her so much, I love her more than my one life and I....I may have...have killed her" he said breaking down. His four friends gathered around him hugging him.

A doctor wearing scrubs walked into the room. "Excuse me I'm looking for Mr. Bing" she said. "I...I'm Mr. Bing" Chandler said softly wiping his eyes. "Mr. Bing I'm Dr. Troy" Chandler nodded "How's...how's Monica" he asked. "Well your wife's left hip was shattered we placed four pins in it once she's strong enough she'll need physical therapy" Chandler nodded. "So she's going to be okay" he said. "She did lose alot of blood and it was touch and go for awhile but yes should be fine" Dr. Troy told him. "But I am concerned about the baby" she said.

Chandler looked at the doctor. He couldn't believe what he'd just heard. "Baby?" he asked. "Yes Mr. Bing your wife is pregnant" Dr. Troy said. " I assumed you knew" she said. Chandler shook his head. "No I...I didn't" he said "Is the baby going to be okay" he asked. "When your wife was brought in she had some vaginal bleeding we were afraid she may have broken her pelvic bone but we found no fractures so then we did an ultrasound discovering your wife's pregnancy the bleeding has stopped and the baby is okay but there's still a chance she could miscarry" the doctor filled him in.

"Its been her dream since she was a little girl we were told it may never happen for us but it did and now because of me her dream might die" Chandler whispered. The doctor didn't understand what he was saying but his friends did. They hugged him again. "I...I need to see her, can I see her" Chandler asked. The doctor nodded of course I'll show you to her room" Dr. Troy led him to her room. "Thank you" Chandler whispered. The doctor nodded as she walked away.

Chandler walked into the quiet room. Monica was laying in the small bed. Her dark hair was spread out on the pillow. Dried blood was tangled in it. There was a bandage on her forehead and a few small cuts on her face. He slowly walked over to her and sat down gently beside her. He gently set one hand on her stomach and held her hand in the other. "Please God don't make my family pay for my mistake please let Monica and our baby be okay" he whispered as he began to cry.

Chapter 3: Our Little Angel...Will Chandler and Monica's baby be alright, will Monica be alright...Coming Soon!!

Authors Note: Hello all. I don't know id anyone saw the episode of Dharma and Greg this fic was based on but I did change a little. Dharma did shatter her hip and had pins surgically placed as well as physical therapy but she was never pregnant I added it to this fic thought it would make it more interesting. Anyway please read and review. Thanx!