A/N (uno):
*hehe* you guys have absolutely no idea where this story is going. If you think you do, and send me an email, and you're right, I will dedicate a chapter to you (I'm serious). If I didn't write this story in the first place, well, I would have another idea. But, you know… I did, so, I can't really say that.
To all those confused people – it's fine. I am trying to confuse you. You are not mentally retarded in any way. I am just trying to make an interesting story, and it just happens that I can't tell you certain things.
But, if you really do want to send me an email w/ your thoughts about where this is going, then do so! Just please – don't put it on the review page. But, I do LOVE reviews too! ^_^
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Tic-Tac ^_~
btw…
Ohhhh…. I'm so bubbly! I was at school… and during second period, my bestest friend comes in. Of course, I didn't see him, but he was there! *laughs* It was during orchestra, so we were in the middle of the song. Oh, to explain, my B.F. (best friend – NOT boyfriend) is in sixth grade (he was home - schooled), and his elementary were taking a tour of the junior high to see what it was like for them next year! Yay!
He wasn't actually planning to go to my school, but his dad found out how great the facilities and staff was, so… yummy!
Anyways, is anyone else totally happy that school year is almost over? Eight grade, here I come! ^_^
Okay… shutting up.
Enjoy!
Chapter five
As I walked down the street, songs played through my head, haunting me. Nothing was clear anymore – Lizzie taking anti-depressant drugs, Miranda having to convince Lizzie to eat, both of my friends ignoring my desperate cries for forgiveness…
How could I ever think that Lizzie McGuire, perfect in my eyes, would ever care for a boy like me? There were so many others: Ronnie, Ethan… I mean, who was I to think that I made her feel different than those other guys? That I made her feel special… loved?
You tell me that you've never been this way before.
You tell me things I know that I've heard somewhere.
You're standing in the places and you're
staring down through faces, that bring to mind traces
of a girl, a girl that I knew somewhere.
I just can't put my finger on what it is
that says to me "Watch out! Don't believe her."
I can't give any reasons girl,
my thoughts are bound down in a whirl.
I just can't think who in the world was that girl;
I know I met her somewhere.
What had I done to propel Lizzie away from me?
Oh, I could hide 'neath the wings
Of the bluebird as she sings.
The six o'clock alarm would never ring.
But it rings and I rise,
Wipe the sleep out of my eyes.
My shavin' razor's cold and it stings.
Would I be able to wake up each morning and face the day with pride?
You once thought of me
As a white knight on a steed.
Now you know how happy I can be.
Oh, and our good times start and end
Without dollar one to spend.
But how much, baby, do we really need.
Did I push it too far? Was I too hopeful that Lizzie really loved me; had I exceeded her limit, and made her feel awkward and scared around me?
I thought love was only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else but not for me.
Love was out to get me
That's the way it seemed.
Disappointment haunted all my dreams.
I thought love was more or less a given thing,
Seems the more I gave the less I got.
What's the use in tryin'?
All you get is pain.
When I needed sunshine I got rain.
I was a jinx, I concluded. That was it. I couldn't explain it any simpler than that. I was cursed, plagued with a force that threatened to destroy all love that I yearned for. Lizzie McGuire didn't love me – she felt sorry for me.
But, yet…
I love her. I love everything about her, and I can't change that.
A/N (dos):
Okay. I know. Very short.
Don't hurt me! *hides behind bed*
I will get the next chapter up soon. I can't wait to see what you guys think is happening. *hehe* I'm gonna laugh.
No, seriously. I wouldn't *giggle* laugh, *chuckle* behind your *guffaw* back.
The songs are: I'm a Believer, Daydream Believer, and The Girl I Knew Somewhere by The Monkees.
I already told you. I love oldies – get used to it! *Hums I'm a Believer tune*
Yay! Please review! ^_^
Step on a sponge and watch the water squeeze out.
Tic-Tac ^_~
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